10 things

i've been seing this in most of my friends blogs, emails and friendster bulletin...
so, fyn! ako na nga rin! Ü here goes:

Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

10. read yours then his/her horoscope match or not... either way... u're still readin. (uy! kinikilig! smiling...)

9. get excited about the newest / in season banana or milk shake / frap...
wohoo! (try the banana cream at starbucks!)

8. sticky pictures! or just pictures.... not picky! (y not?! wink* aims! quiet!)

7. the chance to see the person u like / really like every God given day,
smile at them and say "nothing"... (haha! literally or figuratively. u should do it, its fun! Ü)

6. hug from hugging buddy! (u know.... the person that makes u feel like its gonna be ok)

5. tapsilog at sisig ng ALMERS! (mizu UST! miz everything! everytime!)

4. lambing sessions w/ family! mornin' & nyt! "HI DADII! ur here! wer have u been?"; "HI MIMII! luv mo ko!"; "BEBII, kiss mo ko!" (yikes! no further questions pls... yep, i luv 'em... haha!)

3. movies! everything about it... (kht ano! kht pano! kht sino! kht saan! kht kelan! kht ilan! Ü)

2. the power of imagination..... fyn, day dreamin'..... lam mo na... ung mapangiti ka na lng ng walang dahilan... (its a long dream! Ü) or mgrereact na lng.. not knowin' u're thinkin out loud again! (haha! anong tinitingin mo dyan?)

1. messages.... mizu, ingat... c u later.... mornin, nyt! smiley! Ü hi, la lng... had fun. thanks!

so, what do you think of my 10 things? weird huh?! yah, it is.
nweiz, while im contemplating with this, remember my thinkin' to take dance classses, im gonna do it! not that i can't but just something to get busy with and meet new people...
here's my plan: http://peak-performance.tripod.com
they got a friendster account too! added them.

then i came in to my friend's shout out.. it just says... "so what's the point of asking? You’re almost happy.. almost content..." --- ey! ditto! let's drink to that! its like u read my mind! (geez.. i didn't see i could use that line....) Ü (yikes! drama... noooh!)

you know this song? could be/have been a great idea..... Ü oops.. am i late? u can't pull it of anyways, i think.... (lookin up, rolling eyes) "as much as you want to" ryt?... haha! hey,this is funny. really funny.... Ö but i like it! hard to say no to.. wish it happened/will happen... (sigh. laugh.damn.)

"mahal kita... pro di mo lng alam... mahal kita... pro di mo lng ramdam... mahal kita kht di mo na ako tinitignan... mahal kita pro di mo lng alam.... oooohwooooh..... ngunit kumukuha lng ng tiempo upang sabihin sa iyo.... ooooh...."

monologue:
"....ayaw mo naman itanong skn ksi bka nga nman di ikaw.... hindi mo ko titignan, hindi rin kita titignan.. lagi mo lng akong pkkramdaman at lagi rin kitang pkkramdaman.... at araw-araw tyong mgdedeadmahan! hanggang sa tyo ay mgkabistuhan.... at dhil dalawa lng din naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hinde...."

"mahal kita kht lagi mo akong dinedeadma..." (END)

--- rocksteddy (lagi mo na lng akong dinedeadma)

might be gettin sick

i dnt feel good....
im coughin'
my throats' hurtin...
i already have a mild cold....
my voice is different..
headache.
no chills yet...
maybe soon...
dnt wanna eat..
i had coffee.
i've been gettin' this bruises lately..
mimiii says its low blood.
oh, well.
she'll take care of me!
haha! yey!
is this still a good picture?

Ö

wohoo!
a day off from everything!
from him.
and him....
freedom!
geez...
can't wait.

Ü

guaran-damn-tee

well...
not really feelin' ryt today....
since this news came in...
ang lungkot.
sometimes readin, isn't a good idea!
and heard it afterwards...
yah, you lost me somewhere there....
i dnt want to hate it... but i kinda did! nope. i did! yah.
shit!
im really goin' somewhere here huh?!...
really bothered...
and confused.
can't think ryt! i mean can't think... wohoo!
sorry.
ope it goes away.....
try to get really busy with something else...
maybe things will change.
i wish....

ohh, please stop!
erase! erase! erase!

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

yep, im up!

actually to be exact, 5:30am it is.... so, what you've been up to? how's ur day? ur slyp? Ü i dunno bout you but its freakin' HOT!!! happy easter!

as much as i want to still slyp i can't.... i need to get up and try to make myself concentrate on the fan...

yesterday, we were suppose to go to "bukid" but bcoz of this scorching HEAT, walang nangyari.... during easter we go to our relatives in valenzuela... (yep, valenzuela pro "bukid" pa rin twag) to share lunch to dinner meals... we go house to house just eatin' (haha!) you won't like me in heat.... i dnt like myself in heat... something bad happens to me....

oh god, please let there be wind. we cooked tilapia for lunch last saturday and ate outside our house... sarap! i was the last to finish, fish was too large.... for dinner we had cornbeef ala dad (haha! ul never forget this cornbeef, spicy delicious!) then i cleaned the fridge... (more heat came, nooo!) after everything i try to finish this list.... i makin a list of the things i wanted to do, have, achieve.... some so called "goals"! had 101 of them.... too much? nweiz, il share it soon here.... Ü

then it was sunday, still everything that God created was warm... (y?!?!) i've had it! take a bath, ate lunch... then went out... had a haircut! (yep, its a new me....) hey, i like my new hair! wash and wear! maintenance free! (oo na! tamad na ko, mg-ayos!) bougth new earrings... got my nails done too... pro it got ruined along the way.... (na ksi e...) oh, well had a quick-fix on it! went home, watch TV! cook dinner (sorri, medyo sunog! i like longganiza sunog!) watch dvd til mornin.. Ü (so, no one told me that its gonna be this way? na na na na... na... FRIENDS)

and so, its today! got to work... got to get in the office... haaay.... boring! i hate mondays! and i even think about comin in early.. (what was i thinkin' ??!) sorri yeng, didn't do the documentation... u know.... haha! (sornii ninang! sornii! =c) nga pla... hi shiela! i know u're readin.... thanks! Ü

101 days and countin! Ö

a smile is a curve

i was watching the living asia channel, (for some reason, i dunno. maybe boredom) then they're commercial went in.. it said: "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight" --Anonymous
(smile) nyc! sure is.

nwei,how i spend thursday... nyc sleep. nyc dream. txted mornin'! i miss them?!? Ü go to the daily routines at home, surf, check mail, chat.... cook lunch, ate, took a bath, went out. bought ice creams, withdraw, go to my grandmother (father side), ate, spend time with my cousins at pamangkins.... went home, cook dinner, ate, watch dvd (the uninvited, which is a very confusing movie, i actually didn't understand what happened? haha! good enuf, sassy gurl was there and carlo from lovers in paris) nweiz, txted nyt! Ü (its sweet!) shut eyes.

friday. as my personal sacrifice. didn't touch the computer. didn't txted. . . Ü watch friends... at last... after a yr, il get to finish the whole set. (like i spend a yr, reading the da vinci code... and i haven't started angels and demons haha! slow reader huh?!) nweiz, im at season 9 disc 5..... almost there! im at the part where rachel and ross had a baby, livin in one roof, commited not to date anyone else and everyone's askin': "again, why aren't you two together?" (haha! nyc story!)
at least if im gonna be at the same situation, its nyc that it is a friend.

do you like friends? i think they're funny. good fun. i like the setup on how they know much about each other and where they can just live with one another even if its a girl and a guy in one single apartment... (i'd like that!)

to which character do you see urself? me? i think im rachel green. (i really wish i was her, haha!) we think a like! being rachel, i could have my roommate joey (which in real lyf, i think i have minus the roommate part). monica, ms. "i don't need guys until some time", ms. OC and freaks-a-lot! (check!) chandler, hilarious! (him, i got 100%) phoebe, she's different! good different! funny different! (yep, got her!) and of course, ross. (nothing much to say here.. haha! u know... dnt have that this time of the year! its an occasional role in my lyf. haha! hope he audition. . . wink*)

diversión buena

meaning good fun. ung title nitong blog. ang sbi rin ng chart... tlga? the signs says that?? (haha!) then add some readings to this link: http://astrology.yahoo.com/astrology/compatibility/love and tada! its a nyc happy endin story... (its a little funny! can't believe this. can't believe me, im readin) nweiz, besides that charts says i have 7 options... wow.. sna nga accurate ang match! wohoo! ayos!

nweiz, made the day! at least positive ako this nyt! ooops.. mornin! tnx leia.... for listening and understandin' ( ur the best!) i miss that! nang-fish ka! hehe... ang gulo ko noh.... nweiz, u know me in things like this... u know me enuf... haha! at magaling tyong artista.... (wink*)

im smilin... haha! im tryin not to worry now too much bout the last few posts.... or get confused by me.... il just go with it... san man un... ano man un.... cge... ikaw na bahala... hinde ko na sya iisipn.. or ittry isipin.. sori ngpapakaworrier ako... (naku,seryoso na ito!) nweiz, hehe.. im txtin again.... Ü nyc to have me back, i think! haha.

. . . . .
One cup of coffee lang ang kailangan
Habang mga "housemates" ay pinagmamasdan
Paglubog ng araw ay di ko namalayan
Dumaan na rin si crush... natulala na naman

Chill....sa aking duyan! chill!
. . . . .

(wink*) Ü

follow-up

deseo que supiera cómo dejarle.... un lng. if u knew what i just said, ....wrote... well, maybe ul get it... if not, u're not gettin it... haha! well, u could look it up! nweiz, that pretty much summarize my final state of my mind.... after i scream under my pillow... (refer to prev post) Ö yes, i am a worrier ok? i know i don't have to yet but i am... u know all the if's and the but's... i know that! (can't stop it, shit!)

ei, tnx t! nice talkin to u.... at least i have let some stuffs come out of me.... it helped. tnx to the triad.... appreciate it.. it was fun! sorii 4 bein quiet.... Ü not myself lately.. denyin the fact why, thank u very much.. (haha!) wow.. never heard that for a while now... thanks... ok, i will... (smile)

for the peeps that know me well, ul figure this out... haha! for those that are gettin there... i have a short about me in friendster... hihi!

by the way, tnx cj, for the message! its been a long time... dette got married wow! months ago, kit did too... wooo! pressure ba to? (haha! whew!) bri sorii for not always replyin'.... dnt wori i've read and readin' every text.... mizu!

here i go again

wala akong masabi..... something in my head.... sometimes ul be in situations where things seems to be like deja vu... but its not because they're not actually the same things... its just that situations are similar... kinda give u the impression what happens next.... i think its sad.. so, what am i really tryin to say here... hmmm.... im a confusing person ryt now Ü tryin to clear out my mind now... ( sigh )

what if u know what's next is something u dnt want to happen? something u wanted to avoid? would u do things differently? because ul become this person ur not really sure u wanted to be right now.... or maybe hopin to rly be this person... been there. done that. hinde ko alam..... ano bang dapat kong isipin? maybe i saw a nyc thing goin' where i kinda know where im going and where / what i want to be at its end, what's it like that kept me goin'... assuming!?!!? haha! (cge, tawa!) i wanted this.... but then again, im feelin' its not goin to be ok, easy.... i could loose it or i already did... just dnt wanna hear it from me... maybe in denial of things... maybe hopin for other things... happy things. yah, very.....

can't help thinkin... can't stop dreamin'.. damn. ....i want to scream. Ö