1. i miss julian. haven't seen him for 2 days. (at tlgang no. 1 eto d b?) haha!
2. i miss my family. momii specially.
3. i miss my girlfwends... leia. len. (sana may happy hour pa tyo sa colayco)
4. i miss my best boyz... brian. ed. (pakurot!)
5. i miss you know who...
ah... can't get this out at my head:
"Sabihin Mo Na" by Top Suzara
this song just gives me this feeling.. (i dnt know how to describe it.. tried findin words for it.. but unfortunately) u know.. ur heart just beats so fast all of a sudden, u get nervous. i sweat my hands when im nervous or too excited when feelings just burst... makes u feel numb, keeps u silent, keeps u thinkin, fills ur head and make u wanna cry but ur tryin no too... i dunno! its too weird but this song has that effect on me... every freakin' time! what's with that?!! (had this too with I Believe, song from my sassy girl) nweiz, unfortunately, its the song i will hear everyday if i got home early to hear it and the series makes it even harder to handle coz the story is so real. Ü
ye, got issues there. aagh. Ö
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
pwede na?
world meet julian. momii, dadii... si julian. (big big smile!)
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hehe! he keeps me smilin', stress reliever.. too sad! didn't get to see him last nyt. huhuhu.. ksi naman e.... pakshet ta' yeng! naiinis ako... Ö aaaaah!
nweiz.... can't wait for friday. Ü
Monday, June 26, 2006
times up!
2 hours later... yeh. im here again.
nothing i can do about it now.
this time, i dnt get it. Ö
i wanna slyp again....
oh God, its monday again..
seems like it will be a rainy day.
cold and boring.
plus HE (the one we dnt speak of) is here again. (haha! just wanted to use that line)
wow! can't wait to log myself in. (not!)
but hey... just hang in there!
ye, maybe HE meant literally.... oh! gets! Ü
another week.
i hate this week. its hell week. maybe weeks.
got it planned already and its dsn't look gud.
nope. absolutely ugly.
and i hate that about my role.
nweiz, on the brigther side of things. wohoo! got to watch the Lakehouse. (hehe! sama syempre si nangnang! at si di mkgetover na aimee plus ja and bebii) ganda naman uri e. it was made to be very fictional e. so the end justified the beginning (means! doesn't justifies the means. haha!)
kelan ulit? sa the break-up ah! sana kasama na si corny shenshen at si kaye sana wala ng VL nun.. hehe! (kailangan ka ba tlga mgVL, ngaun pa?!?! kaye.. dnt leave me)
2 days til superman. 8 days til pirates. 30 days til'. . . Ü
hi sheila.. sna basahin mo pa rin ah.. friends tyo d b?
salamat nga pla sa mga nagbabasa.... at mas lalo na sa mga ngeeffort mgcomment. (haha!)
mahal ko kyo. Ö
nothing i can do about it now.
this time, i dnt get it. Ö
i wanna slyp again....
oh God, its monday again..
seems like it will be a rainy day.
cold and boring.
plus HE (the one we dnt speak of) is here again. (haha! just wanted to use that line)
wow! can't wait to log myself in. (not!)
but hey... just hang in there!
ye, maybe HE meant literally.... oh! gets! Ü
another week.
i hate this week. its hell week. maybe weeks.
got it planned already and its dsn't look gud.
nope. absolutely ugly.
and i hate that about my role.
nweiz, on the brigther side of things. wohoo! got to watch the Lakehouse. (hehe! sama syempre si nangnang! at si di mkgetover na aimee plus ja and bebii) ganda naman uri e. it was made to be very fictional e. so the end justified the beginning (means! doesn't justifies the means. haha!)
kelan ulit? sa the break-up ah! sana kasama na si corny shenshen at si kaye sana wala ng VL nun.. hehe! (kailangan ka ba tlga mgVL, ngaun pa?!?! kaye.. dnt leave me)
2 days til superman. 8 days til pirates. 30 days til'. . . Ü
hi sheila.. sna basahin mo pa rin ah.. friends tyo d b?
salamat nga pla sa mga nagbabasa.... at mas lalo na sa mga ngeeffort mgcomment. (haha!)
mahal ko kyo. Ö
hey j-j-jaded
Hey...J-J-Jaded
You got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child
to me
So Jaded
You think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me
Exer-ated
..la naman.. feel ko lng... u know y? Ü its 3:30AM and im in front of a pc. wat do u think im doin?
Verb: jade (jeyd)
1. Get tired of something or somebody
2. Exhaust or tire though overuse or great strain or stress
Adjective: jaded ('jeydid)
1. Exhausted
2. Dulled by surfeit
Synonyms Causes Type of Types Similar
fagged fatigue degenerated beat satiate
outwore weary deteriorated conked out tired
get it? dnt worry give it some time! Ö sigh.
too slow.
You got your mama's style
But you're yesterday's child
to me
So Jaded
You think that's where it's at
But is that where it's supposed to be
You're gettin' it all over me
Exer-ated
..la naman.. feel ko lng... u know y? Ü its 3:30AM and im in front of a pc. wat do u think im doin?
Verb: jade (jeyd)
1. Get tired of something or somebody
2. Exhaust or tire though overuse or great strain or stress
Adjective: jaded ('jeydid)
1. Exhausted
2. Dulled by surfeit
Synonyms Causes Type of Types Similar
fagged fatigue degenerated beat satiate
outwore weary deteriorated conked out tired
get it? dnt worry give it some time! Ö sigh.
too slow.
Monday, June 19, 2006
DSC-M2the one for friday
yey! last day at work.. haha! wohoo! anyone up for the lakehouse? my sister will come by at the office... bebii meets the team!
unfortunately, she's too late to go upstairs and for the 7:40 at shang! and its traffic. nooo! other option, 7:50 at megamall... aaah! dami tao sa pila!! anong meron? 8:00 na! huhu... next week na lng!
haay... detour italliani's! hi nick! (smile! smile! Ü) ordered fettucine alfredo, chocolate pecan cluster and blank cappucino cake with caffe mocha frap... Ü sarap!
look... its mariz! ronnie ricket's wife. she's pretty.
11:30. momii we're home!
ooh.. i forgot! add me to ur imvu buddy: avatar name: julles
if u want an account: click!
unfortunately, she's too late to go upstairs and for the 7:40 at shang! and its traffic. nooo! other option, 7:50 at megamall... aaah! dami tao sa pila!! anong meron? 8:00 na! huhu... next week na lng!
haay... detour italliani's! hi nick! (smile! smile! Ü) ordered fettucine alfredo, chocolate pecan cluster and blank cappucino cake with caffe mocha frap... Ü sarap!
look... its mariz! ronnie ricket's wife. she's pretty.
11:30. momii we're home!
ooh.. i forgot! add me to ur imvu buddy: avatar name: julles
if u want an account: click!
the one for thursday
i had these in my mind... just wasn't able to write it down. so, here goes..
im back in office... still dnt feel like it but i was there... Ü gone for 2 days and i think im making my boss feel paranoid.. (haha! i like that!) i miss home! got to watch tv again. daming bagong commercials! current favorite: first day high!
yes, i miss my officemates... (blush!) haha! coolcat misses badboy too.. they look happy to see each other... they're ok the whole day... that's the nyc thing about going away sometimes.... Ü you see d big smile! =D
it was a nyc day! next time ulit...
watched scary movie 4 and zathura at home! read my latest reviews! Ü
im back in office... still dnt feel like it but i was there... Ü gone for 2 days and i think im making my boss feel paranoid.. (haha! i like that!) i miss home! got to watch tv again. daming bagong commercials! current favorite: first day high!
yes, i miss my officemates... (blush!) haha! coolcat misses badboy too.. they look happy to see each other... they're ok the whole day... that's the nyc thing about going away sometimes.... Ü you see d big smile! =D
it was a nyc day! next time ulit...
watched scary movie 4 and zathura at home! read my latest reviews! Ü
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
out of words...
well... uhmmm... haha! can't really think of a way to start... hmmm.... i woke up today not feelin' ryt... can't work, got pain in my head... yey! ope i get sick more... not so much that i just could use my sick leaves.. i can anytime... but its pretty much not just that.. or it is... Ü if im not gonna be ok... i dnt wanna work tomorrow... yipee!
nweiz, got my friends fill in for me... tenchu.. group hug! speakin of my girlfriends.. a toss for... hehe! here i go again.. can't help but smile... laugh. im really happy for you... yaw pa aminin... e di naman ung tinatanong... kung anu-ano sinasagot... oo at hinde lng.. hirap pa.. pinag-iisipan pa.. imememorize pa at mgtatanong pa! sira noh? anong sa tingin nyo? isa lng ang tawag sa taong ganun.. inluv at kulang sa practice! Ö but y can't be frank bout it? or if u won't, y can't hold it up together? natataranta.... inconsistent... not enough vitamins? d pa nkakakain ng pancit sotanghon kaya di alert? or soupy snax? aaay.. nkkaliw! people do get weird? check.
what do u think of this line (ye, line.. haven't read the whole article yet):
Anything Less Than Mad Love Is A Waste Of Your Time
define mad love? mad for me is obsession.. the time u say 'give me a break!' ' i just cn't get enough...y does it have to be? and y would it be a waste of time if ever it isn't? id like to quote myself from the page, there i comment:
nweiz, got my friends fill in for me... tenchu.. group hug! speakin of my girlfriends.. a toss for... hehe! here i go again.. can't help but smile... laugh. im really happy for you... yaw pa aminin... e di naman ung tinatanong... kung anu-ano sinasagot... oo at hinde lng.. hirap pa.. pinag-iisipan pa.. imememorize pa at mgtatanong pa! sira noh? anong sa tingin nyo? isa lng ang tawag sa taong ganun.. inluv at kulang sa practice! Ö but y can't be frank bout it? or if u won't, y can't hold it up together? natataranta.... inconsistent... not enough vitamins? d pa nkakakain ng pancit sotanghon kaya di alert? or soupy snax? aaay.. nkkaliw! people do get weird? check.
what do u think of this line (ye, line.. haven't read the whole article yet):
Anything Less Than Mad Love Is A Waste Of Your Time
define mad love? mad for me is obsession.. the time u say 'give me a break!' ' i just cn't get enough...y does it have to be? and y would it be a waste of time if ever it isn't? id like to quote myself from the page, there i comment:
.. di naman kailangan ata na mad love, if it is and ur sure bout it then u dnt have to, ryt? ... i dnt believe its a waste of time if it isn't... happy the way things are...... its really bout the things that makes u wanna shut up d b? mad ba un? Ü ur ryt leia, its a learning experience lng.. so take time learning it... sometimes its more fun that way... just go with it... carpe diem.. seize the day!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
whoa!
ever seen and watch the story of ur life unexpectedly?... i did!
i was watching this series.. supposedly be comedy.. then suddenly at the end of the season i just realized.. im so glued to one of the character coz she irritates me, at first i didn't think we're alike.. no! not at all! i dnt wanna be her.... not even close. she's too uptight; worried paranoid; too busy person; scared cat girl.... yeah! i've seen this before..... weird kinda had the feelin' im describing myself there... ooops.. no... wait... i am! (aaaaahhh!!) situations are reality different but got the same points... (aawww..)
they said 80% of the time... people are in denial of their own self as they really sees it... guess, its true.. what i dnt want about it is that i know even from college i dnt wna be that person.... (oh, god!)
i need a life.. a new life.... Ü agh. im gonna watch the omen!
by the way.... got my multiply account up and running.. im doin it for a friend. hi leia... by request: http://missreg.multiply.com
i was watching this series.. supposedly be comedy.. then suddenly at the end of the season i just realized.. im so glued to one of the character coz she irritates me, at first i didn't think we're alike.. no! not at all! i dnt wanna be her.... not even close. she's too uptight; worried paranoid; too busy person; scared cat girl.... yeah! i've seen this before..... weird kinda had the feelin' im describing myself there... ooops.. no... wait... i am! (aaaaahhh!!) situations are reality different but got the same points... (aawww..)
they said 80% of the time... people are in denial of their own self as they really sees it... guess, its true.. what i dnt want about it is that i know even from college i dnt wna be that person.... (oh, god!)
i need a life.. a new life.... Ü agh. im gonna watch the omen!
by the way.... got my multiply account up and running.. im doin it for a friend. hi leia... by request: http://missreg.multiply.com
Monday, June 05, 2006
ditto
u dnt know me... i dnt actually really know you... i know ur story... i know its really none of my bussiness and its even weird to write about it... but i wanted too... its pretty obvious ur struggling with the situation, i can almost read what's on ur mind. ur sad about it, mad about it. i know... sure i know... not exactly been there, but i've been where u are now. it does sucks isn't it? to feel like and pretend like as if there's nothing there, just like that. could hold it up but not really. u know what i mean? like the quote from the previous post and just how much u hide it, it shows... Ö
i saw you so happy maybe thinkin that's the only chance for somethin real... u did had it. we saw the smiles. u conveyed the feeling so well. that was right! we were happy for you and it was all that too with her. you risk it all and this is what u get. sometimes, ul really hate fate for it huh? (y? y me?) or you could just hate her... haha! she said, she gave you a lot of respect for everything. she assured that she'll be there... sad, she even cried that. Ö
everything right now is really hard for you coz all you were left to do is to the right thing. yes, the right thing. (damn!) not ur choice but what can u do? ur not saying much but we can see every silenced reaction. keepin urself busy. that really works! wish we meet someday. wish we could talk bout that or you have somebody else to let it out sometimes, or NOT! it even sticks to you more as you think about it. yah, i hate her now... if i was just her.... id be a happy girl. Ü
i saw you so happy maybe thinkin that's the only chance for somethin real... u did had it. we saw the smiles. u conveyed the feeling so well. that was right! we were happy for you and it was all that too with her. you risk it all and this is what u get. sometimes, ul really hate fate for it huh? (y? y me?) or you could just hate her... haha! she said, she gave you a lot of respect for everything. she assured that she'll be there... sad, she even cried that. Ö
everything right now is really hard for you coz all you were left to do is to the right thing. yes, the right thing. (damn!) not ur choice but what can u do? ur not saying much but we can see every silenced reaction. keepin urself busy. that really works! wish we meet someday. wish we could talk bout that or you have somebody else to let it out sometimes, or NOT! it even sticks to you more as you think about it. yah, i hate her now... if i was just her.... id be a happy girl. Ü
Friday, June 02, 2006
walang nangyari
hehe.. prang ung kanta ng parokya! wala tlga! wala akong gustong gawin buong araw... simula pa lng pagising ko hanggang makauwi ako... ewan ko ba sobrang nkktamad ngaun.. ano bang meron? hmmmm..... hmmmmm...... ung nga e.. wala! hehehe.... oo meron syempreng work... mawawalan ba? anong klaseng tanong yan? e nkktamad tlga e... npakaroutinary nung current na ginagawa ko... aba! masakit na ata ung mata ko kktingin ng query a! ish hard! Ü
buti na lng may zagu! thanks keith for the zagu! sarap tlga ng libre!
buti na lng nsa ofis si renzo... wohoo! tita reg! well, wat can i say? he likes me... haha! he's a sweet child! 1000 kisses. daming laway! hehe! renzo stop! he likes A-B-C kids! u should try it out... its fun! let me try this:
renzo: knock, knock
you say: who's there?
renzo: tent!
you say: tent who?
renzo: tent you!
get it? how bout this one. . .
renzo: knock, knock
you say: who's there?
renzo: you!
you say: you who?
renzo: i love you!
awwwww..... see he's sweet!
makulit lng minsan!
wala pa pla kming pic together.. should take one next time.. Ü
nweiz, cguro 4 pa lng nun gusto ko na tlga umuwi... okei lng mgundertime.. and i did! sa sobrang tamad! aaah! di ko mapigilan... most of the pipol at the ofis feels the same way.... Ü
just one of those days, i guess...
so, got off early... end up in bacolod chicken inasal at megamall. kain na nman tyo aims?! haha! pkbaboy tlga a! khpn ko pa feel na sobra na ko sa kakakain.... tsk tsk tsk.... and im even tryin to get rid of the luvhundles in me... pano yan?!!? Ö
ei, tita yeng.. ano na ung speed dating mo? hahanap ka tlga? pupunta tyo? haha! interesting a!
curious din.. been thinkin bout it too... haha! ayan tuloy.. tinry ko tuloy imake-use ung account ko sa lovehappens... haha! try lng dn! Ü aliw ung mga messages as in, here's one: Age is a number,It's Whats in the Heart that Count asuz! naman lo'... 51 na kyo... mg-23 pa lng po ako... hihi!
sigh. hey! tomorrow is a diff story ryt?.... i ope! keepin an open-mind. its 3 of my friends celebrating bdays... wohoo! happy birthday tito b! for you... from us! haha! la lng!
and grace! dette! (wherever u 2 guys are!)
haaay! walang nangyari sa araw na to! weh umaga n! Ü
pahabol... someone just txted in...
Quote for the Day: "you can float without support but you can't live without a struggle" sabi, you can't really put up a 100% strong facade even if you can coz it just makes you a martyr.... you owe it to yourself to admit you're not ok and needed help.
damn right! Ö
buti na lng may zagu! thanks keith for the zagu! sarap tlga ng libre!
buti na lng nsa ofis si renzo... wohoo! tita reg! well, wat can i say? he likes me... haha! he's a sweet child! 1000 kisses. daming laway! hehe! renzo stop! he likes A-B-C kids! u should try it out... its fun! let me try this:
renzo: knock, knock
you say: who's there?
renzo: tent!
you say: tent who?
renzo: tent you!
get it? how bout this one. . .
renzo: knock, knock
you say: who's there?
renzo: you!
you say: you who?
renzo: i love you!
awwwww..... see he's sweet!
makulit lng minsan!
wala pa pla kming pic together.. should take one next time.. Ü
nweiz, cguro 4 pa lng nun gusto ko na tlga umuwi... okei lng mgundertime.. and i did! sa sobrang tamad! aaah! di ko mapigilan... most of the pipol at the ofis feels the same way.... Ü
just one of those days, i guess...
so, got off early... end up in bacolod chicken inasal at megamall. kain na nman tyo aims?! haha! pkbaboy tlga a! khpn ko pa feel na sobra na ko sa kakakain.... tsk tsk tsk.... and im even tryin to get rid of the luvhundles in me... pano yan?!!? Ö
ei, tita yeng.. ano na ung speed dating mo? hahanap ka tlga? pupunta tyo? haha! interesting a!
curious din.. been thinkin bout it too... haha! ayan tuloy.. tinry ko tuloy imake-use ung account ko sa lovehappens... haha! try lng dn! Ü aliw ung mga messages as in, here's one: Age is a number,It's Whats in the Heart that Count asuz! naman lo'... 51 na kyo... mg-23 pa lng po ako... hihi!
sigh. hey! tomorrow is a diff story ryt?.... i ope! keepin an open-mind. its 3 of my friends celebrating bdays... wohoo! happy birthday tito b! for you... from us! haha! la lng!
and grace! dette! (wherever u 2 guys are!)
haaay! walang nangyari sa araw na to! weh umaga n! Ü
pahabol... someone just txted in...
Quote for the Day: "you can float without support but you can't live without a struggle" sabi, you can't really put up a 100% strong facade even if you can coz it just makes you a martyr.... you owe it to yourself to admit you're not ok and needed help.
damn right! Ö