here i am. listening to Franco on my background with the boys playing Counterstrike and DOTA as always. with that, I felt like writing. I haven't made any update til Ondoy happened. anyway, i just had the urged to make a post. I do hope i would make a sense out of it. it's 10:45pm now.
what do i want to talk about now.. hmmm.. this is really a tough job.
last nyt, i thought i would create a post about "parents" and their wave of growing old. but then the moment has passed, i should have scribbled something last night. even a draft will do. the main point was... i think im being more mature than them nowadays and i dunno if that's just me or them. sometimes i dunno what's really harder to be them or to be me. sometimes i feel that as spontaneous we all can be sometimes and hard-headed, so they are, twice worse and will be in the coming years and age. im at that point that im easily irritated about them hovering around and breathing at the back of your neck like you're 5. i know, it's a little bit harsh. i know that it's just concern. believe me, i know the drill. im not being a problem child here, i just think that im looking into this in a different perspective and they just don't get it. not even a little. anyway, im not making a close point here so maybe some other time. :)
yesterday, i just started watching Glee. yes, laugh all you want. i like the show. i like musicals. what i really like about it are the songs and the dances. yes. i imagine myself being a part of something close to that. (and what's the problem in that?) i really wish to enter a workshop soon. nweiz, one good point i've heard... one lesson, one teacher from the series told her student. we can't complicate our life too much for something. we can't do that. we shouldn't do that. life is hard as it is. life is complicated as it is. but what do i always say?! "coz life is never complicated enough!" =) yes. kinda hard-headed, ain't i? but you know. where's the fun in not trying to complicate your life sometimes? of coarse, there are limits and boundaries. we do need to stop at one point or another but dnt fret, that will happen on its own. the heart wants what the heart wants. and like nike says it, just do it! :P
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this was a post that was suppose to be posted last 2/26/10, 10:45PM. haha! i've got nothing better to do now (i logged on the net for the last 5 mins and i dunno what i really wanna do), then i found myself looking for my blog. and here it is.. posting some of my drafts. maybe later, il have the initiative to post some of my overdue pictures. gosh! sometimes, being at home is hard. haha!
