"obsessing"

here i am "obssesing" with an idea
a selfish idea for me
i look at myself and ask why
can't stop that grin on my face
i know the words
but i can't seem to push myself to say it
i feel this because it's wrong
i know it is
but who am i to judge myself?
who am i to stop myself?
if i do, i don't know what would that really mean
to me, it's hurt. it's loneliness. it's sad.
words, just words that as it is starts the real meaning in your head.
what more if i feel it?
do i want that?
do i deserve that?
i dreamed to be happy
and maybe this is a long painful shot to make it come true
or in the end, it really won't
who knows?
the heart wants what the heart wants
(until it hearts another)



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here it comes

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

-- Keane, Everybody's Changing

(repeat til i drop)
buntung hininga
kaya ko to!
..
...
kaya ko to!!!

man in my home screen

let me tell you about the man in my home screen
he just sits there
stays there
being himself
wearing that green shirt
playing with the drums
maybe i can't paint you the picture enough
but it brings me so much joy
he's not smiling here
but i am
like this, ;D

slide to unlock and there he is.
hey you! man in my home screen.


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