mr. stark

he's brilliant.
he's cool.
he's articulate.
he's funny.
he's cute.
he's passionate.
he has a fun hobby.
he's classy.
he's modern and old.
i love the shades.
and jarvis.
he tries. a lot.
in so many ways.
and he's great.
he is iron man.

you make me smile mr. stark.
see you again, soon.

like a don

you told me so.
you are like him.
the plot thickens. :)

the graduate

4 years since i first watch this movie.
I was on a bus.
Now, it's a very successful play.
We can definitely have a number of explanations of the movie.
Here's one by Mike Nichols.

I think it was the story of a not particularly bright, not
particularly remarkable but worthy kid drowning
among objects and things, committing moral suicide by
allowing himself to be used finally like an object or a
thing by Mrs. Robinson, because he doesn't have the
moral or intellectual resources to do what a large
percentage of other kids like him do - to rebel, to
march, to demonstrate, to turn on. Just drowning.

Then finding himself to some extant, finding part of
himself that he hadn't found, through connection
with a girl. Finding passion because of impossibility.
Impossibility always leads to passion and vice versa.
Going from passion to a kind of insanity. Saving
himself temporarily from being an object, through the
passion and insanity. Getting what he thinks he
wanted and beginning to subside back into the
same world in which he has to live, with not enough
changed. I think that's the story.

future request

i found a song by accident

then i've been obsessing on it all day

though it's a male song

i'm really close to making a record of myself

would love to hear this song one day, on a special occassion 

for me. ;)  

career talk

we've all heard one
this time, i'll make mine.
some of us plan our careers since we're 4
some of us plan it before, during and after college
some at our first job
it really doesn't matter
as long as you keep planning
and working through your goals & dreams
the ones that makes you get up every morning and excited about the day
1. plans can't be plans forever.
if it does, then there must be something wrong, 2. change it.
some things needed to be rethink again and again
your career is what you make out of it
to do a good job, 3. love your work.
because when you do, it will be great
there's always 4. room for improvement,
challenges and new stuff.
make sure you learn to look for those
make time for 5. free time.
take time off, celebrate with the team!
celebrate at home! congratulate and reward yourself.

working won't be easy
but it doesn't need to be that hard. ;)

maybe a love story, but it's no fairytale

after every story
i always wonder if i would have done something else
to try change anything
to stop things from ending
like reviewing myself if i have learned my lesson
and if i did better this time
honestly, i think i did.

maybe, in an obvious perspective
i didn't made any progress
or failed to arrive at what i wanted
maybe, it took me longer
than usual.

but maybe
this is a nice story in the making.
i only hope it's not 20 years. (haha)

good for you

wow! indeed.
i was right all along.
i was worried, you know.
you understand, if i can't ask. 
so, you really are happy.
well, im sure you made all the right choices.

all the best to you, sir.
yep. dapat lagi kang masaya, ok? ;)

hello hello

today, i got two hello's
surprise!
they picked a day and decided that today is the day.
i wonder why.
but thanks guys.

ok, thank you too universe. ;)

joyful joyful

we all remember the days we were in a choir.
our little version of glee club.
singing church songs.
and the first movie that encourage us to be better at it.
good times.

(sister act 2 re-run)

yolo

you only leave once

sa tingin ko impossible naman na makapagprepare ka na mawala sa mundong ibabaw.

minsan napaguusapan naman at nakakapagbilin sa ilang kaibigan pero hindi pa rin.
kahit pa sabihin mong alam mo, hindi rin.
kahit pa sabihin mong di ka takot, hindi rin.

so, since hindi natin tlga alam kelan ang takdang panahon

dapat...

ingat.

pwedeng kaya mo mamatay pero shempre baka ikaw lang yun. dapat best effort. dapat isipin natin yung iiwan natin. cguro naman may tamang nagawa tyo na pag nawala ka, may malulungkot at hahanapin ka. kawawa naman sila. hindi rin naman natin gugustuhin yun pra sa knila d b? wag natin gawing mahirap. ikaw ng mawawala, yung masakit pa?! oo, hindi naman natin kaya pigilan ang mga bagay-bagay at hindi natin sila maaalagaan or mapprotektahan dun, pero pwede natin subukan. :)

- bawal mamatay kung san malalasog ang mga katawan, kadiri. traumatic. so, kailangan maging maingat sa pagddrive. wag mag-momotor. :)

- bawal mamatay sa tubig. (lalo na ako, maliit lng ako. sandali lang mapupuno ako ng tubig) ang panget.

- bawal mamatay sa sunog, baka hindi ka na nila makilala.

- bawal mamatay sa sariling katangahan or ka-curious-an. hal. magvolunteer sa circus, makipaglaro sa leon, tumawid sa highway kesa magoverpass

- bawal ang msyadong matapang. minsan isipin natin hindi natin kaya yan.

- bawal magsama ng iba sa katangahan or magsama ng kukunsinti sa masyado mong katapangan. maging resposanble sa sarili at sa sarili lang sa mga ganyang bagay.

yan! naisip ko kasi, hindi na natin dapat pang mas pahirapan ung iiwan natin.

gusto ko sana kung mawawala ako. yung sakto lang. old age cguro. hindi mahirap pra sakin at hindi rin para sa iba na dahilan. kc shempre laging may dahilan. yun yung paulit-ulit na knkwento tungkol syo. maganda cguro kung maigsi lang yun then change topic na.

ok lang ako kung white or black ang isuot ng dadalaw skn. ayoko ng mahal na kabaong, kung magagawa nga lang nilang DIY, masaya na ko. ayoko ng usual na bulaklak na may sash pero gusto ko ng usual na bulaklak gaya ng roses, carnation or kahit daisies pero mga boquet. pra sweet. ayoko ng solo pic ko for display. gusto ko ng collage ng pictures ko with kahit sino. pwedeng ipadala sa bisita, dnt worry ibabalik. isama nyo na rin ung mga collage ko. gusto kong suot ay isa sa usual shirt at jeans ko lang, kasama ng isa sa relo ko. dapat may relo. kung kaya iwasan ng mga kaibigan ko umiyak mas ok. yung mga naging crush ko or at ung mga special, pwedeng umiyak (haha) masaya sanang malaman kung bakit sila umiiyak. mamimiss ba nila ko? well, shempre mamimiss ko sila. sa mga kaibigan ko, pakisabi na lang sa knila ang mga hindi nila alam. (hehe) ayoko man makita na umiiyak ang nanay, tatay at kapatid ko pero hindi naman mangyayari yun. haha. ok lng ako guys. may mix tape ako, pwede kaya un ang pagtugtugin sa sasakyan at sa burol? maganda naman eh. magpapafilm showing ako kesa sakla or kung ano man libangan. cge, may popcorn na kasama. :)

masayang tumanda at tumagal sa mundo para sa mga nagpapasaya syo. sabi nga ng isang commercial, minsan hindi sapat ang isang daang taon kapag kasama mo ang mga mahal mo.

ilang taon kaya ang aabutin ko?

scott pilgrim vs. the world

yeah.
maybe i should color my hair magenta?
:)

if you want something bad. you have to fight for it. step up your game. break out the L-word.

count on me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one two three
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like four three two
You'll be there
'Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Whoa, whoa
Oh, oh
Yeah, yeah

(sorry for disappearing. friends first.)

the world isn't waiting

for you my friend.
so...

can't go back

oh, i hear her.
i understand what's that like.
she's right.
i should've done it like she did.
because, like she said...

you can't because
you can't go back.

im a girl who finishes 35 party hats out of board, crepe paper and stickers during a holiday.

what does that say about me?

christian

blue, light blue at puti

may onting black

ordinary

pero may aircon din

fti ayala ibabaw boni tulay at iba pang byahe

maayos naman

medyo malinis

mukang bago kumpara sa iba
wala msyadong vandal
wala nman akong nakasalamuhang ipis

walang kurtina
wala rin halos tint

gumagana naman ang mga bintana
kapamilya ng joanna jesh
anyway, sino kaya si christian?

bus rating: 4/5

siyudad

Ganito pala.
Daming tao.
Daming sasakyan.
Daming makikita.
Daming ingay.
Daming bago.
Daming din luma.
Daming ilaw.
Daming kalye.
I lab it.

Hindi nman sa ayaw ko sa probinsya.
Mas gusto ko lang sa siyudad.
Mas masayang magkape at magisip.
Mas masayang maglakad.

Excited na ko lumuwas! :)

name game

1. catchy
2. edgy
3. fun
4. professional
5. may character
6. hindi mahirap ispell
7. madaling basahin ng kahit sino
8. available pang username

yun lang naman. ;)