the crush cycle

it all starts with the little things maybe something physical, mental, character or talent.

then you become interested, curious. you stalk, you fish or if you're lucky you ask them directly. 

and for some reason you will find one rare thing in common and that sets the first good conversation 

things you like about them, things you don't like but its ok

in that moment, you already know the part they will play in your life

acquantances become friends

friends become close friends

close friends repeat until one of you feels different

then repeat from acquantances

empire

if i was not in IT....

i will definitely be in arts and media full time.

siguro film, director or taga lagay ng musical scoring or taga-edit ng sequences

kung hindi film, baka theather (may director pa rin un d b?), music videos, concerts.. mga ganun

hindi ako magaling na singer pero madami akong alam na kanta and ano ang magandang kanta.

wala akong alam msyado sa instruments pero alam kong mgbasa ng nota. 

gusto ko ang mga collab at mixes. or pipili ako ng kanta then gagawin kong soundtrack ng isang video moment sa buhay ko. unoffical music video ng isang kanta. 

ito sana ang laman ng youtube channel ko. 

balang araw. 

bakit empire? nuod ka. magandang series tungkol sa music and drama sa music.

type

ok im sorry for not having posted my recent movies. (promises promises)

i promise (haha) to catch up on it later. 

i recently enjoyed, theory of everything, exodus, taken 3, re-watch maze runner (bec i have nothing else to watch that time) and more..

but speaking of which, i like dylan o'brien. yep. it's that straight and simple. ;)

the guy is talented ...and according to his wikipedia. also, a very funny guy according to random videos and his throwback channel in youtube. 

so, he is that guy in the internship. i like him in that movie. (aww.. meant to be :P ) 

anyway, he also stars in teen wolf, not the lead so i may not watch it. but i will try to download his other movies. 

moving forward, as i search more of mr. o'brien... it came to me that i really do have a certain type. described and differentiated in two categories: physical and personality. didn't really realized it fully until today. (wow)

the physical is quite common, not so much the personality that im looking for.. yep. where did all my kinda guys go? which is why it never fails to impress me if i get to meet one.  

i googled the lucky boys in my life and they have physical commonalities and almost the same personalities. ok maybe i got 2 who didn't really met one criteria but wow! just 2. nope! no. i will not go into further details.

so yah, i got a certain type. 

you probably do too. ;)