Wednesday, November 30, 2016

dear rosie

i envy you
im sorry. 
i actually already know about your story but i wanted to be reminded of it today
it's beautiful
il try not to cry this time
you are lucky to not be alone
to have a friend like alex
who is loyal and have always been there for you
someone who left but didn't really left
someone who you made dreams together
shared meaningful conversations with
you don't meet someone like that everyday

i know your dreams didn't came as plan because you became pregnant all of a sudden
with no husband
and you're bestfriend far away when you needed him
but the highlight is you became a mother 
what a joy! i dream to be one too

although your friendship have had its major challenges it turned out for the best. even if it took years for things to align, you did ended up together. maybe that's fate and you are blessed to experienced it.

you inspire me rosie.

thank you!

favorite take-away:
if you reject her now, she will
make it her life's mission to meet the perfect someone just to try and get over you and marry himshe'll tell herself she's happy but he won't be you.