tulog

gusto ko na sana matulog
pro ito ako ngsusulat
nakahiga sa sofa at ngiisip
kakainom ko lng ng 2 tablet ng gamot
masakit kc ang ulo ko (migraine)
bukod dun
wala akong ibang maramdaman ngaun kundi pagod
pagod na ko
grabe rin ang araw ko ngaun
at cguro ung buong linggo
haaay ayoko na!!!!!!!!!!!!
sana sa dinami-daming beses ko na nasabi yan
gumaan naman ung pkramdam ko
o sna pwede maging bato
pro masaya kc sumigaw
kahit minsan
di importante kung may nakikinig
or nanunuod
ok na ko na marinig ung sarili ko
kausap ung hangin
mgpunas ng luha kc naiiyak ako
minsan ganun tlga e
minsan prang tanga lng
gumising ka, pumasok, umuwi
na prang normal lng
tpos ngaun matutulog na
...sana
sbay bibigay din pla.


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"obsessing"

here i am "obssesing" with an idea
a selfish idea for me
i look at myself and ask why
can't stop that grin on my face
i know the words
but i can't seem to push myself to say it
i feel this because it's wrong
i know it is
but who am i to judge myself?
who am i to stop myself?
if i do, i don't know what would that really mean
to me, it's hurt. it's loneliness. it's sad.
words, just words that as it is starts the real meaning in your head.
what more if i feel it?
do i want that?
do i deserve that?
i dreamed to be happy
and maybe this is a long painful shot to make it come true
or in the end, it really won't
who knows?
the heart wants what the heart wants
(until it hearts another)



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here it comes

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

-- Keane, Everybody's Changing

(repeat til i drop)
buntung hininga
kaya ko to!
..
...
kaya ko to!!!

man in my home screen

let me tell you about the man in my home screen
he just sits there
stays there
being himself
wearing that green shirt
playing with the drums
maybe i can't paint you the picture enough
but it brings me so much joy
he's not smiling here
but i am
like this, ;D

slide to unlock and there he is.
hey you! man in my home screen.


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sana

sana magkasing kulay

ang drama at tunay na buhay ko

ang tanging pag-asa ko

ay nasa tambalang ito

i like this movie

watching 500 days of summer again
i love how they grow on each other
i enjoy the sweet disposition they got theirselves in
most especially the conversations
definitely the conversations
the fun and games
even Tom's six words of: "i guess im not just anybody"
and the fight which is classic
from "i love us" to "fuck you whore"

i like this movie
maybe bcoz im like summer
in many ways
and im like tom too
in other ways
like summer i would like to have fun, not that mushy and serious, wake up one day knowing and doing what i want.
like tom i believe in love and the cycle, being happy, sometimes miserable, will be ok eventually and be bitter at times.

to me it's just not a story of boy meets girl. it's a story of what always happen.. "life"

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apples

i like apples, dont' you?
there's this particular apple
an apple filled with colors
that i like and love
an apple that makes me smile
makes me happy
the apple i often wish to see
and then like eve
and that story of that forbidden tree
i can't have it
it's a sin if i must know
if i decide to go
so here i am
staring at that apple from wherever i stand
glimpsing at it every now and then
imagining what great happiness that might never come
oh apple, oh forbidden tree
im still hoping for that day
that the apple will be free
that colorful apple from the forbidden tree
yet im no eve
i cannot break the rules, not this time, i mean
i cannot break that tree
i can only wait for the tree or the apple to fall of
i don't know when and how long
and until then, i do feel
that apples, i still seek


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i never told you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you



*til we meet again on D-day.

Alejandro

and so his name is.....

from john mayer

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart


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