it's not true

it's not true that the road less traveled is taken because we don't know where it leads.
we pick that road because we wanted to try the adventure.

it's not true to just tell someone "it's not what you want to be, but it's what you will become"
because on some cases people need to change themselves on their own.

it's not true to believe in do not cross the bridge until you get there
even the chicken cross the road.

it's not true that falling will kill you
but getting up might.

it's not true that fear is because of things that never started
the fear is about the days after that.

it's not true when they said if you love someone you have to say it out loud
it's complicated than that.

it's not true that you don't have to get drunk if you're broken hearted
but by default you feel that you need to and you should at least once.

it's not true that waiting is painful because of the time
it's because you know you don't want to do anything else.

it's not true when it seems that you're cold, you're a coward who doesn't care
sometimes you just care too much to not complicate the situation.

there's a lot of true and not true in this lifetime so let's go and find them.

inspirations

we can draw a lot of inspirations from all sorts and walks of life.

i often get mine by looking at people

from a glass window

on a busy street

in a bus

at a theme park

of coarse, i don't know them and they don't know me

but somehow other people makes you smile

others makes you laugh

strangers make you think

and wonder

about this universe we share

help you understand the many questions of life

that becomes addicting to get to know

i like seeing people being confident

i like seeing people loving the simple things

i like seeing people dream and sharing it

i like seeing people excited about going to work

i like seeing people happy

we should all be happy.

full house

I think I love you
Geureongabwayo
Cause I miss you
Geudaeman eobseumyeon

Nan amugeosdo moshago
Jakku saeng-gaknago
Ireongeol bomyeo amuraedo

I'm falling for you
Nan molrassjiman now I need you
Eoneusaenga nae mam gipeungose
Aju keuge jarijapeun geudaeui moseupeul ijen boayo

poker story

Hindi natin malalaman kung panalo or talo tayo pag hindi tayo umabot sa "All-In" or "Cards Down".

Sir, All-In. Cards Down na tayo.

unsayable

Hayup ung linya na yun. Hayup.

"Di mo alam kung gano ko gusto sabihin sayo na sana tayo na lang. . . ."

crying my heart out

It's ok.

Just try to learn how to stop sometimes.

Ikaw din, maubos yang luha mo.

great buck howard

one day a young lawyer while taking his exams for law school suddenly said: "im not happy".

quit his exam and get out.

drove his car to nowhere and brought his things.

he wanted to be a writer.

and all he got was pen and paper.

then he met "the great buck howard".

so far, i really don't know what's gonna go down in this movie.

but i wish to be inspired.

i can use some.

A letter to Sir

Dear sir,


i learned about the girl in the movie.

today, i get to understand her.

there's this great percentage that i'll cry hearing or watching a nice love story.

or what usually happen is, i walk away when it's cheezy time.

yes, im that coward sometimes. im not as brave.

besides, i think we can always predict the happy ending.

no need to validate that.

maybe by default, i assume that i force to relate it to myself

but i realize, no. that's not what im doing.

it's the difference.
and i think i know now how we differ.

well, for one thing. my story is much real than hers.
i don't have a perfect hair specially when i just went to bed.
i have a guy's name as a nickname.

and they say i think like a guy sometimes.

and that i have too many men friends.

then i have a non-desirable last name which you said was also very guy-ish.

im not friends friends with the family vs her

and i feel that they wouldn't prefer me.

i don't change status or my picture.

i don't do terms of endearment i prefer to use made-up names.

im not gonna pressure you to marry bcoz i don't even think about it right away, i take time.

i make plans as far as breakfast in the mornin.

or a roadtrip next weekend.

il be ok if we can only fulfill my monthly movie request.

and we go from there.

i don't plan forever, i just try live it. and wish.

i really don't ask much and i don't expect much.

you can skip the sweeping off my feet parts. it's ok. you're fine.
i may not share everything to you or capture us all the times with pictures
but i always write about it.
my story would carry more drama than the movie could pull off.
i could be much corny than ever.
and look weirder too.

i don't have that courage to say my feelings first even i can say that i can.
i can't say it like that even if i could do the crying parts.
and even with the right character and motivation and what i think my great acting skills can deliver.
because, the girl in the movie isn't really me.

and i don't have the right to do that. to go first. to say it and hear myself say it.

we may have the same feelings or same passion.

maybe same lines and same perspective.

but we love two different guys.

she doesn't love a guy who's with someone else. ever.

maybe her bestfriend or her sister but not her.

why don't they make that?!
maybe because that's too painful to take.
and my story is all about that.
which makes all the difference in the movie world.
im like sally in harry met sally.
who is pretending to be sally.
who is pretending your harry.
i really love her last lines.

"you see. that is just like you harry. you say things like that. and you make it impossible for me to hate you. and i hate you harry. i really hate you."

..i hate you because i need to be friends with you which is the hardest thing and i'm here writing about it.

Yours truly,
Reg


P.S.
I know you don't like drama so sorry if this is. :)


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absolut happiness

Part 1

Reg: ngayon ko lng sinalubong ang birthday ko ng wala sa bahay.

(bukod nung onshore ako)

Kaibigan 1: Masaya ka nman?

Reg: Masaya.

Kaibigan 1: (sabay gulo ng buhok ko)

Para sa "ka-ma-ra-de-ry".

Spell.

"Friendship" na lang.

Shots at Wishes.

Kwentuhan. Madaming kwentuhan.

McDo at kwentuhan pa.

Kotse.

at Eurotel.

Part 2

9AM Drive.

Bahay.

Powernap.

Luto.

Bumili ng Nestle Cream at ice cream.

Kumain.

Kumain.

Kumain.

Nag-internet.

Natulog.

Kumain.

Nagpasalamat habang kumakain.

Nanuod.

Natulog.

Thank You.

Fin.

man in my lock screen

the same man before
in my home screen
yep, he's back
and he is in a coffee shop
discussing things
from a notebook
hey, man in my lock screen.


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