mornin...
facts:
its 23 minutes pass 12. wednesday na... its 3 days before saturday including today. what's saturday? i have to leave by saturday more or less... to where? to a far away place called Chicago. when did i got the news? monday afternoon.. so what happened? HR emailed an urgent meeting at the resource room and they decided that we leave saturday.. haha! Client's email expects us this july 21. what we'll do there? project. how long? mga 4mos at least.
violent reactions:
prang kanto lng a.. prang ngkayayaan lng e... prang isang linggong getaway lng.. sh*t! im not prepared...... in every aspect you can think of. everything. pucha! ewan ko. i was speechless and overwhelmed the whole time HR was talking. di ata tinatanggap nung brain ko ung naririnig ng tenga ko.. di ko ma-compile e.. ayaw tlga. seconds after i tried repeating what just happened and kept telling myself im going away. pro wala pa rin.... then my head started hurting as in! sobra! migraine! aaaaaah! gs2 kong sumigaw! kinailangan ko ng kausap... look at the time, it was 4pm.. i thought of shen, sakto break nya.. sent her ym and ask what to do? sabi nya: "eh di ok!" hehhee.... not was i expecting. so move on to next person and same reaction. damn! ganun lng ba tlga kadali umalis? i can't really explain how confuse i was and how irritated and bothered i am yesterday..... i felt like my head was thinking too much and i can't stop it. im not prepared to do this... and that's all that was in my head..... ugh..... i needed a break... i asked my new friends to get some air sa 9th na nauwi sa isang yayaan sa movie. yes! just what i needed.
non-violent reactions:
i get a hold of myself after the movie. we watched Mamma Mia. grabe! ok na ko... hehehhee.... on my way home, on the bus i tried to think clearly, of the pros and cons. there is really no problem to go away... wag lng sana this saturday... it's too soon... i wanted to celebrate my birthday here first.. lapit na un e... di ba pwede intayin? pano na ung mga plano? tsk tsk... ung mga movie dates ko... pano na un? ang dami pa nman ganda palabas... (malaking factor tlga e noh?) i didn't get the chance to go out with my antico berks last fri, e di sna nakasama na lng pla ko.. wala nman kmi ginawa ng family.. e di sna meron na lng... pucha na yan! ay non-violent nga pla to.. sorrii... erase. nweiz, its a nyc oppurtunity.... i have to admit that.... i can save... i can see chicago. sarap d b? i can get a break from studies, kung kelan nman sineseryoso ko na.. ma-momove pa tuloy.. sana hinde kc this weekend e...
present reactions:
we are currently waiting for the client's confirmation on "the list" to push ung saturday and it's killing me.. prang bitay sa deathrow... ang tagal. di ako mapakali.. di ako mapanatag.. haha! ayoko ng gan2...
my new friends were there... they supported us in accepting reality by making the best out of the days left that we are together.. hehe... technically, a day together na lng.. 2 days including ung yesterday. di na kc kumpleto by thu-fri kc sm1 has to go to subic.. hehe. bati tyo. di pa kmi aabot sa dark knight movie nyt ng monday.. aaww mas sad. sayang ticket. haays... we are planning something today pra huling hirit.. i just dunno where we'll go..... dun naman kmi magaling e.. biglaan.
so there, i hate this waiting... pano if friday na.. i dnt really know what to do.. 4mos at least or kht less pa, lalo na if more(wag nman) is long enuf for me to miz everyone.. hinde ako magaling sa gan2 mga bagay.. i get lonely and sad... i know ang big deal ko pro ganun e... kaya mgbuild na daw ng memories(ang lalem! ang drama!) and try to just deal with it sabi nila... deal with it, reg. haha!
be spontaneous. so spontaneous dapat magawa ko lht... looking forward to a busy yet super fun rest of the week....
:D
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
bucket list
i just watched the bucket list. it was a nyc inspiring movie even for the guys. well, its morgan freeman. download and watch it.
nweiz, ever since college i always have this things that i want to do before i die and i never made them officially on a list. i know, we all have one...
so here's mine:
1. have a tattoo
2. skydive
3. go to paris
4. go to miami
5. ride a rollercoaster in japan
6. try drag motorcycling
7. get really drunk
8. dress up like a guy
9. be in vegas
10. take part in a musical, void ang school achievement! [has to be sing n dance]
11. live on my own
12. live with a guy [ng walang malisya..]
13. have my left ear pierce to accommodate a real clip earring
14. have a picture with a ruggedly handsome, without a doubt, to die for guy, haha! [maybe sm1 well-known; crush ko ung imposibleng maging kmi.. hehehe]
15. own a car
16. bunjee jump
17. learn to play real basketball
18. try ice hockey
19. white water rafting
20. caving/spelunking
21. learn spanish
22. go target shooting
23. try boxing [or just punch someone. im serious.]
24. get a 99 score on a videoke
25. have a really cool picture of myself [ung pang-poster]
26. have myself photographed, like in a pictorial [wala lng... kaya ko nman ngumiti kht buong araw]
27. be underwater
28. be at the happiest place on earth, Disneyland
29. go to Universal Studios
30. take a walk in Hollywood
31. own a fully customize vintage race car
32. live in new york kht sandali lng
33. do something insanely crazy
34. own a flip phone [wala lng.. prang ang cool]
35. experience snow
36. know how to thread in water, long enough without life vest so i could jump off falls
37. learn how to play the drums
38. maging vocalist ng banda sa isang big event
39. isa-isahin ang nsa WOW Philippines promotion ad
40. be on TV! ung ako tlga ung ininterview at hinde survey lng... :D
.
.
this is the list so far... and only six(6) strikes so far..
top favorites? hmmm... maybe 1-10 and no. 31-33. pare! id be so happy if il be able to cross out all of these.. cnt wait pare!
il keep everyone posted. ;)
by the way, im not dying anytime soon.. it's just nyc to have a list ryt? feels good... something to look forward :D
geek update: im at week 1, target is to take all assigned courses and its exams.. whew!
nweiz, ever since college i always have this things that i want to do before i die and i never made them officially on a list. i know, we all have one...
so here's mine:
1. have a tattoo
2. skydive
3. go to paris
4. go to miami
5. ride a rollercoaster in japan
6. try drag motorcycling
7. get really drunk
8. dress up like a guy
9. be in vegas
10. take part in a musical, void ang school achievement! [has to be sing n dance]
11. live on my own
12. live with a guy [ng walang malisya..]
13. have my left ear pierce to accommodate a real clip earring
14. have a picture with a ruggedly handsome, without a doubt, to die for guy, haha! [maybe sm1 well-known; crush ko ung imposibleng maging kmi.. hehehe]
15. own a car
16. bunjee jump
17. learn to play real basketball
18. try ice hockey
19. white water rafting
20. caving/spelunking
21. learn spanish
22. go target shooting
23. try boxing [or just punch someone. im serious.]
24. get a 99 score on a videoke
25. have a really cool picture of myself [ung pang-poster]
26. have myself photographed, like in a pictorial [wala lng... kaya ko nman ngumiti kht buong araw]
27. be underwater
28. be at the happiest place on earth, Disneyland
29. go to Universal Studios
30. take a walk in Hollywood
31. own a fully customize vintage race car
32. live in new york kht sandali lng
33. do something insanely crazy
34. own a flip phone [wala lng.. prang ang cool]
35. experience snow
36. know how to thread in water, long enough without life vest so i could jump off falls
37. learn how to play the drums
38. maging vocalist ng banda sa isang big event
39. isa-isahin ang nsa WOW Philippines promotion ad
40. be on TV! ung ako tlga ung ininterview at hinde survey lng... :D
.
.
this is the list so far... and only six(6) strikes so far..
top favorites? hmmm... maybe 1-10 and no. 31-33. pare! id be so happy if il be able to cross out all of these.. cnt wait pare!
il keep everyone posted. ;)
by the way, im not dying anytime soon.. it's just nyc to have a list ryt? feels good... something to look forward :D
geek update: im at week 1, target is to take all assigned courses and its exams.. whew!
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
1 buwan na!
yep. its been a month. so what's up?! hmmm.. happy monthsary!!
first off, ang hirap mg-aral.. :D npk-cliche na sabihin pag ngttrabaho ka na, gus2 mo nman mg-aral... well, oo na hinde. been taking courses at work, yep for a month now. pure training and skill courses lng.. this is how we enjoy the beach, we get geeky at the beach. ;)
nweiz, so let me tell you about our first day. we were a group of five(5). 3 java [jherome/bern/me], 1 .net[allan] and 1 rpg[jheng]. i was the last person to arrive (as if that's something new... haha) at the training room. we just sat there, had introductory small talks for about 2hrs i think, after that we were assisted to our temp seats. first task, check pc login, email, intranet. check. so, what then? read the company guideline. [its d 1st day, what do u expect?]
in the next week, we had a couple of orientations with HR [it was cool, they are pretty nyc and very entertaining] and orientation with IT [pc software install rules, internet block] they are really strict! ung mga naisip mo? naisip na rin nila kaya wag ka na umasa... well, hehe.. magaling pa rin ako ng onti.. hihi... shh. wag nyo ko susumbong.
i had another bunch of new friends: pam [.net], josie[java] and erika [informatica] then i have my seatmates: [java] lawrence, cholo, cathy and [qa] aey, vivian, sha, jolens.
not bad for my first week, i was friendly. :D days after.... was pretty much the same, skill courses and trainings. sometimes it is boring and it gets me sleepy but that's how courses are. haha. at least java, java courses.
so far, makati is really different. too much traffic, too much expensive food, too many people you know, too much walking, too much people walking like rockstars every morning, too much people wearing shades, too much people wearing very different clothes, too much english, too much konyo english... well, got to deal with it.
my new friends are ok. of course, compared to my antico berks, we were a younger crowd. mas makulit, mas loko. haha. this tym, its the same amount of fun lesser the kulit and loko part. i am the youngest from the group. no, they are not oldies.. just late 20s. there are more guys than girls. they are more geeky. haha! [sometimes i feel im at the wrong conversation most of the time... wrong page pare! d mk-relate...]
what's the future? i dunno. haha. how about next month? its a really geeky month, all this month of july. review for certification month. target exam, august 1. so, i can get all the luck that i need [which i normaly dnt have], seriousness [which something i rarely become] and discipline [which is something that i sometimes dnt understand]. haha... pasaway! coz this time, it will need a different me to take this one down.
first off, ang hirap mg-aral.. :D npk-cliche na sabihin pag ngttrabaho ka na, gus2 mo nman mg-aral... well, oo na hinde. been taking courses at work, yep for a month now. pure training and skill courses lng.. this is how we enjoy the beach, we get geeky at the beach. ;)
nweiz, so let me tell you about our first day. we were a group of five(5). 3 java [jherome/bern/me], 1 .net[allan] and 1 rpg[jheng]. i was the last person to arrive (as if that's something new... haha) at the training room. we just sat there, had introductory small talks for about 2hrs i think, after that we were assisted to our temp seats. first task, check pc login, email, intranet. check. so, what then? read the company guideline. [its d 1st day, what do u expect?]
in the next week, we had a couple of orientations with HR [it was cool, they are pretty nyc and very entertaining] and orientation with IT [pc software install rules, internet block] they are really strict! ung mga naisip mo? naisip na rin nila kaya wag ka na umasa... well, hehe.. magaling pa rin ako ng onti.. hihi... shh. wag nyo ko susumbong.
i had another bunch of new friends: pam [.net], josie[java] and erika [informatica] then i have my seatmates: [java] lawrence, cholo, cathy and [qa] aey, vivian, sha, jolens.
not bad for my first week, i was friendly. :D days after.... was pretty much the same, skill courses and trainings. sometimes it is boring and it gets me sleepy but that's how courses are. haha. at least java, java courses.
so far, makati is really different. too much traffic, too much expensive food, too many people you know, too much walking, too much people walking like rockstars every morning, too much people wearing shades, too much people wearing very different clothes, too much english, too much konyo english... well, got to deal with it.
my new friends are ok. of course, compared to my antico berks, we were a younger crowd. mas makulit, mas loko. haha. this tym, its the same amount of fun lesser the kulit and loko part. i am the youngest from the group. no, they are not oldies.. just late 20s. there are more guys than girls. they are more geeky. haha! [sometimes i feel im at the wrong conversation most of the time... wrong page pare! d mk-relate...]
what's the future? i dunno. haha. how about next month? its a really geeky month, all this month of july. review for certification month. target exam, august 1. so, i can get all the luck that i need [which i normaly dnt have], seriousness [which something i rarely become] and discipline [which is something that i sometimes dnt understand]. haha... pasaway! coz this time, it will need a different me to take this one down.
Monday, June 30, 2008
what rege means
What Rege Means |
 You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. |
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
whatchatink guyz? true? true? honestly, its pretty accurate. ganto ba ko? huy... ano? ito ba ko?
oist! be nyc!
oist! be nyc!
Saturday, June 28, 2008
ok i get it
omg! i finally got it. [no, im not talking about the prev post, this is a different thing] after a long time of contemplating and observing... i finally got it. if maybe you've heard of the lines, "its not it.. its just not it. you know?" i know what it means now. its just not it. ryt! it's that simple.
slow? well yea. you can say that. i guess, my brain cannot accept what it meant therefore i cannot understand what was it trying to tell me before all this. signs were all pointing in one direction and that direction only and i still miss the turn. [anong klaseng katigasan ba kc ng ulo ito? haha] it was obvious. it was right in front of my face. it was there and i was really dumb. haha.
wow.. took me all this time... hey, life is full of surprises. you'll never know what you'll gonna get. i told me so. yah, ok. did it again, never learned.... so, ahm.. final words..
therefore i should make some changes. change is good. it's positive. it's a fresh start. and.. where do i start? hmmm.. tricky question. haha! soz, i can figure this out. i can do this. [yea]
Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out
see.. i get it.
slow? well yea. you can say that. i guess, my brain cannot accept what it meant therefore i cannot understand what was it trying to tell me before all this. signs were all pointing in one direction and that direction only and i still miss the turn. [anong klaseng katigasan ba kc ng ulo ito? haha] it was obvious. it was right in front of my face. it was there and i was really dumb. haha.
wow.. took me all this time... hey, life is full of surprises. you'll never know what you'll gonna get. i told me so. yah, ok. did it again, never learned.... so, ahm.. final words..
therefore i should make some changes. change is good. it's positive. it's a fresh start. and.. where do i start? hmmm.. tricky question. haha! soz, i can figure this out. i can do this. [yea]
Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out
see.. i get it.
estudyante blues
hinde ko maintindihan kung bakit sa tinagal-tagal ng panahon ay wala nman ngbago? ang labo. pinahihirapan na nman ang lahat... this is madness. this is unfair. bullsh*t, lam nyo un? bullsh*t. kalokohan. kung may pt. man msyado atang maliit pra makita ko.. lam ko singkit ako pro 20/20 'to noh, hinde ako bulag. takte, pointless.
tanong... bakit kailangan pang mg-msg ng ganun? bakit kailangan pa sabihin ang mga bagay na un? bakit pa dapat ipaalala ung mga un? bakit pa dapat ipilit? bakit pa kailangan pag-usapan? problema mo??!
wala akong ginawang masama... hinde yan totoo. kung dahil wala akong ginawa e pra un sa lahat... sa ikatatahimik ng lhat. pra sa nanggugulo at pra shempre skn. alam mo na yan, di na kailangan imemorize yan. na-tuldukan na.
sakit sa ulo. nakaka-asar at nakaka-inis e. ayoko na sanang magsalita pro hinde e.. hinde ko mapatawad. matagal na ko ng-give-up intindihin, akala ko ayos na at ako ang makaka-isa ngaun.. pro ano nman 'to? ayoko. hinde ako mglalaro.
this is not about work or anything like it.
FYI.
tanong... bakit kailangan pang mg-msg ng ganun? bakit kailangan pa sabihin ang mga bagay na un? bakit pa dapat ipaalala ung mga un? bakit pa dapat ipilit? bakit pa kailangan pag-usapan? problema mo??!
wala akong ginawang masama... hinde yan totoo. kung dahil wala akong ginawa e pra un sa lahat... sa ikatatahimik ng lhat. pra sa nanggugulo at pra shempre skn. alam mo na yan, di na kailangan imemorize yan. na-tuldukan na.
sakit sa ulo. nakaka-asar at nakaka-inis e. ayoko na sanang magsalita pro hinde e.. hinde ko mapatawad. matagal na ko ng-give-up intindihin, akala ko ayos na at ako ang makaka-isa ngaun.. pro ano nman 'to? ayoko. hinde ako mglalaro.
this is not about work or anything like it.
FYI.
Monday, June 23, 2008
the first time
there is always a first time...
1. 1st time you tried smoking - 1st yr hs, ust field
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had - san mig light, coby's bar dapitan
3. 1st time you entered a bar - 1st yr hs, coby's bar dapitan
4. 1st award you received - kinder 2, 2nd honor
5. 1st hero - shera?!
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal for disiplinary actions - not the principal, more of a college dean. 3rd yr college; my phone ring during an exam
7. 1st goal you accomplished - hmmm.. to place in a dance competition, 3rd place
8. 1st crush - Robert Mesa, grade 1
9. 1st person who gave you flowers - 1st yr college, long stem rose on vday, JB Cabig
10. 1st official boyfriend - aahm.. next question.
11. 1st record you bought - backstreet boys by the backstreet boys, tape pa yan!
12. 1st musical instrument you learned to play - the piano, 3 yrs of lessons
13. 1st local concert you watched - hmmm.. as in concert? wala ata.
14. 1st celebrity you saw in person - uhmm.. can't really remember, closest i can remember is sandy andolong (asawa ni christopher de leon) sa makati medical
15. 1st tv show you really liked - sesame street [mas nauna ko dun kesa batibot]
16. 1st book you bought - R.L Steins, Trapped, 2nd yr hs
17. 1st sport you played - volleyball
18. 1st sleepover - hmm... college na ata e..
19. 1st terrible fight - wow.. uhm.. can't remember what age. bsta batuhan ng silya....
20. 1st inaanak - uhm... of the inaanak that i know of: JP dela Cruz, 10yrs ago..
21. 1st debut attended - ate lenlen's debut.. [cousin]
22. 1st bestfriend - Patricia.. something.. hehe. Kinder 1
23. 1st wedding you attended - tito jun's [flower girl]
24. 1st person who greeted you in your recent birthday - JB Cabig, thanks jb! like always..
25. 1st friend in friendster - wow! ahm.. Leia Nagal? haha!
26. 1st cellphone - Ericsson, one liner model fone.
27. 1st collection - old coins, [shiny coins]
28. 1st time you saw a ghost - not yet, not wishing
29. 1st song you memorized - mga kababayan ko - Francis M or Humanap Ka ng Panget - Andrew E, haha!
30. 1st friend in college - hmmm... if not counting the ones from hs classmates, Jomar Manalang
31. 1st friend in the office - Deng something. haha! Antico Manila, 04
32. 1st expensive gift you had or give - one i had: a cellphone frm my uncle, one i give: a cellphone for my sister
33. 1st expensive gift you received except from your parents - a cellphone frm my uncle
34. 1st naughty stint - Kinder 1, asked my classmates to step at our juice drinks and spill the juice
35. 1st failure in the report card - College, Math 101B?!
36. 1st starbucks experience - can't remember when in hs
37. 1st terrible fight with Mom - dunno what age, binato nya ko silya.
38. 1st thing you bought for yourself on your 1st salary - adidas sports watch [fiber glass strap, transparent, water-proof,very stylish]
39. 1st out of the country trip - US trip, with Shen and Janice. Antico Manila, 07
40. 1st person you slapped in the face - no one YET!
1. 1st time you tried smoking - 1st yr hs, ust field
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had - san mig light, coby's bar dapitan
3. 1st time you entered a bar - 1st yr hs, coby's bar dapitan
4. 1st award you received - kinder 2, 2nd honor
5. 1st hero - shera?!
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal for disiplinary actions - not the principal, more of a college dean. 3rd yr college; my phone ring during an exam
7. 1st goal you accomplished - hmmm.. to place in a dance competition, 3rd place
8. 1st crush - Robert Mesa, grade 1
9. 1st person who gave you flowers - 1st yr college, long stem rose on vday, JB Cabig
10. 1st official boyfriend - aahm.. next question.
11. 1st record you bought - backstreet boys by the backstreet boys, tape pa yan!
12. 1st musical instrument you learned to play - the piano, 3 yrs of lessons
13. 1st local concert you watched - hmmm.. as in concert? wala ata.
14. 1st celebrity you saw in person - uhmm.. can't really remember, closest i can remember is sandy andolong (asawa ni christopher de leon) sa makati medical
15. 1st tv show you really liked - sesame street [mas nauna ko dun kesa batibot]
16. 1st book you bought - R.L Steins, Trapped, 2nd yr hs
17. 1st sport you played - volleyball
18. 1st sleepover - hmm... college na ata e..
19. 1st terrible fight - wow.. uhm.. can't remember what age. bsta batuhan ng silya....
20. 1st inaanak - uhm... of the inaanak that i know of: JP dela Cruz, 10yrs ago..
21. 1st debut attended - ate lenlen's debut.. [cousin]
22. 1st bestfriend - Patricia.. something.. hehe. Kinder 1
23. 1st wedding you attended - tito jun's [flower girl]
24. 1st person who greeted you in your recent birthday - JB Cabig, thanks jb! like always..
25. 1st friend in friendster - wow! ahm.. Leia Nagal? haha!
26. 1st cellphone - Ericsson, one liner model fone.
27. 1st collection - old coins, [shiny coins]
28. 1st time you saw a ghost - not yet, not wishing
29. 1st song you memorized - mga kababayan ko - Francis M or Humanap Ka ng Panget - Andrew E, haha!
30. 1st friend in college - hmmm... if not counting the ones from hs classmates, Jomar Manalang
31. 1st friend in the office - Deng something. haha! Antico Manila, 04
32. 1st expensive gift you had or give - one i had: a cellphone frm my uncle, one i give: a cellphone for my sister
33. 1st expensive gift you received except from your parents - a cellphone frm my uncle
34. 1st naughty stint - Kinder 1, asked my classmates to step at our juice drinks and spill the juice
35. 1st failure in the report card - College, Math 101B?!
36. 1st starbucks experience - can't remember when in hs
37. 1st terrible fight with Mom - dunno what age, binato nya ko silya.
38. 1st thing you bought for yourself on your 1st salary - adidas sports watch [fiber glass strap, transparent, water-proof,very stylish]
39. 1st out of the country trip - US trip, with Shen and Janice. Antico Manila, 07
40. 1st person you slapped in the face - no one YET!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
what a small small small world
this is what i hate about being here... everybody knows everybody.. not that i dnt like that and i am a sore loner of this earth. [hahaha!] no. i was successful in avoiding certain people that i am seeing now. what are the chances of bumping into them around this place? [pretty large, i guess!] and do i like that?! yes?!! why?! because it's involuntarily making me a bad person [not that i 'm not already] haha! yep. so u see, im not the victim here. they are! [it's a long story!]
i was walking around and they pass by me. as i was staring blankly walking, he called my attention and i saw her shocked, she stop for a while, hold his polo and instantly hide behind him. [problema nya?] so, i smiled and waved at them, hi! [just for kicks!] then walked away. [saya! sarap minsan manadya!] whoa! what a reaction! they have no idea that there will be lots of that in the future. we are under one roof. [they dnt know that!] maybe someday, we all have lunch together. i came by to their office one time but my friend [their ofycmate] refuse to encourage my plan of meeting them again. am i scary?! haha!
anyway, enough with them and on to the next topic:
1) i just found out that my new seatmate is with the same batch of my ex-seatmate
2) my new friend is the sister of my former ofycmate
3) my other new friend is a close friend of my other former ofycmate
4) my other other new friend is an ex of my close friend in hs-college
5) my other other other new friend is friends with my former ofycmate barkada and i already met that person
6) two former seniors from my former office is here
7) one of my new batchmate is actually my lower batch in college
8) i just bump with one of my batchmates at the elevator
9) i just saw one of my elem berks at the parking lot
10) i just saw three of our biz clients around the block
11) i bump with my former ofycmate twice. one instance, we were wearing almost the same thing
12) i saw my other former ofycmate eating ice cream
13) i saw my other other former ofycmate pass by me at the mall
14) i saw my other other other former ofycmate down at the MRT line
15) i always see one of my acquaintance[we are not close, my sister's former ofycmate] along the side walks
am i meant to be here or what? :D so far, these are what i know. what do i do when this happen: two things. either i make them see me or not. it depends... yes. i avoid people sometimes, so what?! it's a free country.
i was walking around and they pass by me. as i was staring blankly walking, he called my attention and i saw her shocked, she stop for a while, hold his polo and instantly hide behind him. [problema nya?] so, i smiled and waved at them, hi! [just for kicks!] then walked away. [saya! sarap minsan manadya!] whoa! what a reaction! they have no idea that there will be lots of that in the future. we are under one roof. [they dnt know that!] maybe someday, we all have lunch together. i came by to their office one time but my friend [their ofycmate] refuse to encourage my plan of meeting them again. am i scary?! haha!
anyway, enough with them and on to the next topic:
1) i just found out that my new seatmate is with the same batch of my ex-seatmate
2) my new friend is the sister of my former ofycmate
3) my other new friend is a close friend of my other former ofycmate
4) my other other new friend is an ex of my close friend in hs-college
5) my other other other new friend is friends with my former ofycmate barkada and i already met that person
6) two former seniors from my former office is here
7) one of my new batchmate is actually my lower batch in college
8) i just bump with one of my batchmates at the elevator
9) i just saw one of my elem berks at the parking lot
10) i just saw three of our biz clients around the block
11) i bump with my former ofycmate twice. one instance, we were wearing almost the same thing
12) i saw my other former ofycmate eating ice cream
13) i saw my other other former ofycmate pass by me at the mall
14) i saw my other other other former ofycmate down at the MRT line
15) i always see one of my acquaintance[we are not close, my sister's former ofycmate] along the side walks
am i meant to be here or what? :D so far, these are what i know. what do i do when this happen: two things. either i make them see me or not. it depends... yes. i avoid people sometimes, so what?! it's a free country.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
ace hardware
hinde ko tlga mapigilan ang pag-ngiti... hehe... ewan ko ba.. nkkpagod na nga e.. muka na rin akong baliw... pro nk-ngiti pa rin ako at tila hinde napapagod ang aking pisngi at nung isa kong dimple sa paglitaw. hano ba to? hinde nman ako gan2 kninang umaga... pro may hinde rin akong napigilan gawin kninang umaga. may 1wk pa kong nalalaman 1day cguro.. hahhaa... grabe di nkpgtiis.... 1 araw lng... tsk tsk
ngiisip.. nglalakad ako nung biglang... waaaaaah! wala akong nagawa e... na-shock.. napa-iling... ngtaka... napasabi ng huwaaaaat?!!?! eh.. eh.. eh.. tumingin tingin sa relo ng ilang beses hanggang napagod ang mata... un na!
ang haba ng nilakad ko a.. ang init pa kc kaka-bagyo lng... tumutulo na ang pawis ko.. masakit na ang paa ko. un ba ang dahilan kaya ko nglakad? kaya ko pinili lakarin ang mga lakad ko... pra sa saktong segundo n un andun ako? pwede nman kc ako naaga sana or mas ngtagal pa pro hinde... infairness, cguro reward un. magaling! magaling! magaling!
pwede ko rin nman hinde isipin 'to pro pinili kong isipin.... haha! pwede nman hinde ko na pki-alaman pro hinde ako paawat... d bale, minsan lng nman to mangyayari sa buhay buhay... di nman araw-araw pasko kaya sabi nga ng isang commercial: "give in!"
kung ikaw ay masaya, pumalakpak ka... clap! clap! clap!
rege is woot! :0
ngiisip.. nglalakad ako nung biglang... waaaaaah! wala akong nagawa e... na-shock.. napa-iling... ngtaka... napasabi ng huwaaaaat?!!?! eh.. eh.. eh.. tumingin tingin sa relo ng ilang beses hanggang napagod ang mata... un na!
ang haba ng nilakad ko a.. ang init pa kc kaka-bagyo lng... tumutulo na ang pawis ko.. masakit na ang paa ko. un ba ang dahilan kaya ko nglakad? kaya ko pinili lakarin ang mga lakad ko... pra sa saktong segundo n un andun ako? pwede nman kc ako naaga sana or mas ngtagal pa pro hinde... infairness, cguro reward un. magaling! magaling! magaling!
pwede ko rin nman hinde isipin 'to pro pinili kong isipin.... haha! pwede nman hinde ko na pki-alaman pro hinde ako paawat... d bale, minsan lng nman to mangyayari sa buhay buhay... di nman araw-araw pasko kaya sabi nga ng isang commercial: "give in!"
kung ikaw ay masaya, pumalakpak ka... clap! clap! clap!
rege is woot! :0
Saturday, June 07, 2008
slammer
whoa! its been more than 30 days since my last blog. huwaw! i dnt know if i was busy or i just lost the initiative of doing it because i know it will be yet another sad entry... too much drama. so, watap for the last more than 30 days? hmmm... let's see where do i start?
ok for starters, i just lost my job. :D im out. im done. i've had it. im finished. its over. kaput! nothing. zero. kapeesh? hahaha.. i think u got it.
i know the biggest question there was why?! but im gonna keep that private. ......for now, haha! hard to have a lot of readers out there, they can get too crazy sometimes. nweiz. so i left the firm that i grew up with for more than 3yrs now, 3yrs 10mos to be exact on the same day i was hired.. day 28 of the month. well its not july. it was last april. huwaw! sakto.. not that i plan it or anything... ngkataon lng...
more than that, i left the people i am really close with. damn! here's the mushy part. well, definitely yes, will sure miz 'em. oo! at oo tlga! haha! i was never good at saying goodbye's so i didn't really said that when i was leaving. never liked when the other peeps left. gets me sad 100% of the time. i know i know i will still see them, pro syempre iba pa rin..... iba e.. iba kmi e.. for almost 4yrs... pare, mahirap un! sabi nga ni uri, prang pkkpag-relasyon lng yan e.. takte! ang sakit! [this goes to the team] other than that..... let's say i already moved on. i am hover. :)) haha!
so what i did on my last days?
may 28.
ate lunch at cookbook. nice pasta, nice place gino.
picture sa ofis.
exit interview with len.
last turnovers.
supposedly movie nyt at rockweel ng 21
ang tagal ko kc.. so.
night out at coco cabana. sunset tequila ba un?
left about 12am
may 30.
half-day, complete requirements
more pictures sa ofis.
pictures with shen.
dinner at Max's
rant over dinner.
poker nyt, kidnap.
left about 1am
june 5.
after work, dinner
antico berks at chili's til 12:30am
old friends laiterong uri, lampayatot na yeng.
mezza nyt
aeger bomb [redbull plus i dunno shot]
slammer [i dunno beer plus tequila shot]
hinde gabz, kmi tlga ung gumagalaw. kmi!
ulit? ulit?
ang saya!
ok for starters, i just lost my job. :D im out. im done. i've had it. im finished. its over. kaput! nothing. zero. kapeesh? hahaha.. i think u got it.
i know the biggest question there was why?! but im gonna keep that private. ......for now, haha! hard to have a lot of readers out there, they can get too crazy sometimes. nweiz. so i left the firm that i grew up with for more than 3yrs now, 3yrs 10mos to be exact on the same day i was hired.. day 28 of the month. well its not july. it was last april. huwaw! sakto.. not that i plan it or anything... ngkataon lng...
more than that, i left the people i am really close with. damn! here's the mushy part. well, definitely yes, will sure miz 'em. oo! at oo tlga! haha! i was never good at saying goodbye's so i didn't really said that when i was leaving. never liked when the other peeps left. gets me sad 100% of the time. i know i know i will still see them, pro syempre iba pa rin..... iba e.. iba kmi e.. for almost 4yrs... pare, mahirap un! sabi nga ni uri, prang pkkpag-relasyon lng yan e.. takte! ang sakit! [this goes to the team] other than that..... let's say i already moved on. i am hover. :)) haha!
so what i did on my last days?
may 28.
ate lunch at cookbook. nice pasta, nice place gino.
picture sa ofis.
exit interview with len.
last turnovers.
supposedly movie nyt at rockweel ng 21
ang tagal ko kc.. so.
night out at coco cabana. sunset tequila ba un?
left about 12am
may 30.
half-day, complete requirements
more pictures sa ofis.
pictures with shen.
dinner at Max's
rant over dinner.
poker nyt, kidnap.
left about 1am
june 5.
after work, dinner
antico berks at chili's til 12:30am
old friends laiterong uri, lampayatot na yeng.
mezza nyt
aeger bomb [redbull plus i dunno shot]
slammer [i dunno beer plus tequila shot]
hinde gabz, kmi tlga ung gumagalaw. kmi!
ulit? ulit?
ang saya!