di na natuto

Nand'yan ka na naman
Tinutukso-tukso ang aking puso
Ilang ulit na bang
Iniiwasan ka di na natuto


(masaya nman!)


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tuldok

napaka-ilap ng tuldok na yan!
ang dali-dali nman nya gawin.
isang dutdot.
isang pindot.
isang bagsak ng panulat mo.
tapos na.
wala na.
pero bat di matapos?
bakit parang kuwit ang ginawa ko?
dpat tuldok ang nkkita ko.
ngaun nman.. tandang pananong.
may ibig bang sabihin o wala?
pinahahaba ko lng ata!
pinatatagal.
ayaw pigilan.
at di paawat.
gaano ba kahirap ang isang tuldok?
di ko lng cguro maamin na. . .
sa totoo lng,
m a h i r a p


"My lack of interest in seeing you is not a strategy. I'm not playing hard to get. I don't want to see you because i turned my life upside down for you. . . " -- Grey's Anatomy

(the line went on after this excerpt though dapat huminto na sya dyan! tuldok na. cause everything she said after that was an explanation. what we don't understand most of the time is we don't need to explain. we only need is to express.)


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suggestion

has anyone watched The Astronaut's Wife?
maybe it's not a bad idea after all, being
an astronaut's wife.
it will be sad and lonely at times but
that's every day life now.
slowly, we learn to deal with the empty space.
what's harder is a non existing space.
not empty. it's just not there.
at least all he'll gonna deal with is what?!
mostly, other life forms.
not my problem. haha.
no hard feelings.
so.. yes.
i think the NASA avatar fits right.



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singing the same songs today

Here I stand head in hand
Turn my face to the wall
If (he's) gone I can’t go on
Feelin’ two-foot small

Everywhere people stare
Each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say

Hey you’ve got to hide your love away
Hey you’ve got to hide your love away

. . .

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind





hingang malalim.
let's go! let's go!