ridiculous

i'm not sure why i get a teary feeling when going to church
maybe because i know exactly what im going to say
exactly like the last time
i hope to be discussing something else
but i already know that's not gonna happen
it get's boring after a while
i know
like an annoying broken record
or talking to a mirror
that's why i stop asking a long long time ago
and live it be
focus on being thankful
but then again,
still, i get so emotional.

a normal life

wake up at 8
business office by 10
lunch at 12
second office at 5
out by 9
random gimiks, 10 onwards
bed by 1
weekends at home
tv on saturdays
chores on sunday
internet in between
photos and artworks
movie time with family
accoustic session with sis
hangout with friends
occassional roadtrips
polaroids with lover
the coolest wedding ever
cozy home
interior design decisions
2-3 kids
n grand kids
and a classic family picture
why not?



all i ask and pray for is
a chance on a normal life.
i can do the rest.