6 yrs and up

wow! 6 yrs. antagal na rin pala.

di naman ako ngbibilang pero itong si facebook panggulo lagi. haha.

like tapos comment naman ako.

gaya ng sabi ko.. cheers to 6 yrs!

naalala ko nasabi mo to minsan..

wala. walang mag ggoodbye..

kung ano man ang ibig sabihin mo nun,

hindi ko na aalamin

pero thank you! napangiti mo ko. :) 

single single

someone told me that.. im lucky. im single and im happy.

i smiled and said.. "ano?!" (haha)

well, im not sad. so yes. i'm happy.

but i can say that it is not because i'm single. 

everyone seems to be normal until you get to know them

i have my moments too where i feel lonely. when i miss having someone around. those days are happy too.

back to square 1

haha. ganyan ba sinusulat yun?

kahapon. umattend ako ng kiddie party. ansaya! shempre nagenjoy ako. kid ako eh. games, balloon show, magic show, bracelets, face paint, nail art,

photobooth, galing ng host, sarap ng food. nanalo ako ng 2 kitkat sa guess that song (madami pa sana kaya lng give chance to others) magaling ako dun eh. haha. 

anyway, kahapon din. sakto. kakadating lang namin. kita kami ulit.

tama! long time no see. 

kitakits ulit Sir!

otwolista

bagong lesson in life.. ayon kina clark and leah (actually sabi ng nanay ni leah)

"pag mahal ka, babalikan ka"

well, hindi naman sya bagong concept. pero mas gets mo lang cguro dito at mas cute. mas kilig. saya!

ay nako tong si clark. paano ka hindi gugustuhin ni leah? paano?!?!

leah, clark... wag na kyo magTNT (sabi nga ni clark, tago ng tago ng feelings)

ansaya kaya ng happy memories. can't wait for happy memory #5 and #6 and.. 

;)

playing it cool

im gonna do this once because maybe i just had to. 

ok, let's get this over with.

i really think Sir and i had that thing. that special thing where you say it's nothing but you can't explain it. so it's not nothing. and it's not ordinary. 

of coarse, i cannot guarantee his side

on this but all the things we shared says

otherwise. it felt otherwise. at the very least for me.

but then nothing concrete really happen. he disappeared. i was left. 

i can remember our momments. our conversations. momments that i feel strongly about that deserves a continuation of some sorts. i had a list of things i wanted us to do together. yeah, in a middle of the complicated situation i want to put him in, my only concern was a list. also, i made him a mixed tape. i really think he would like it. 

the list. the tape. he never got to see it. he never got to hear it. i always tend to think i didn't give him enough reason to choose in my favor. but then again, maybe he just really didn't want to. 

so, that's that. 

two in a row

ok. i need to stop bumping into these kind of movies. not good for the heart regina. not good.

you know that moment when you know you are about to cry and you just don't want to. because it will be hard to stop or explain if anyone sees you. that feeling! where tears are about to fall, heart is racing and all i can do is just flinch my fist back and forth thinking it would go away. practice doesn't make perfect.

add these to the list:

"...the minute you reject (her), she will make it (her) life's mission to get over you" -- love, rosie

"sometimes, you meet someone.. and already know they will play a major part in your life" -- before we go

if it's not like the movies

I thought that i'm being crazy for believing in true love (if you will), about not jumping on the next window of opportunity even if that's really easy nowadays. Well, it does take time. so much time.. actually of waiting and more waiting. of asking and more asking. of praying and more praying. of hurting and of coarse more hurting. of starting over and over again. After some time, you will doubt if such still exists or how can you still justify that special thing you are looking for when everything clicks, why situations can't just fall into place for both of you and be happy forever just like in the movies.

I recently watched Katy Perry's documentary Part of Me and this song explains it all.

 

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel the fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl for even dreaming that I could?

If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

Snowwhite said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I'll wait for that date.
They say it's hard to meet your match,
Gotta find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you can't see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
Worth every penny spent.
He'll be the one that
Finishes your sentences.

If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And that's just the beginning, oh, yeah.

'Cause I know you're out there,
And you're, you're looking for me, oh.
It's a crazy idea that you were made perfectly for me
You'll see.

Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending, oh.

It's not like the movies, oh,
But that's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning. 

 

 

i lived

Hoping you take that jump
But don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises
You built a wall
Hoping the crowd screams out
Screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to stay
Hope that you fall in love
And it hurts so bad
The only way you can know
Is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain
Hope when the moment comes you say

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

Hope that you spend your days
But they all add up
And when that sun goes down
Hope you raise your cup
I wish that I could witness
All your joy and all your pain
But until my moment comes
I'll say

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
And things that I did
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

With every broken bone
I swear I lived
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
And things that I did girl
With every broken bone
I swear I lived



by One Republic
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Lived


Currently, my life anthem. Ryan Tedder is indeed one of the greats.

the crush cycle

it all starts with the little things maybe something physical, mental, character or talent.

then you become interested, curious. you stalk, you fish or if you're lucky you ask them directly. 

and for some reason you will find one rare thing in common and that sets the first good conversation 

things you like about them, things you don't like but its ok

in that moment, you already know the part they will play in your life

acquantances become friends

friends become close friends

close friends repeat until one of you feels different

then repeat from acquantances

empire

if i was not in IT....

i will definitely be in arts and media full time.

siguro film, director or taga lagay ng musical scoring or taga-edit ng sequences

kung hindi film, baka theather (may director pa rin un d b?), music videos, concerts.. mga ganun

hindi ako magaling na singer pero madami akong alam na kanta and ano ang magandang kanta.

wala akong alam msyado sa instruments pero alam kong mgbasa ng nota. 

gusto ko ang mga collab at mixes. or pipili ako ng kanta then gagawin kong soundtrack ng isang video moment sa buhay ko. unoffical music video ng isang kanta. 

ito sana ang laman ng youtube channel ko. 

balang araw. 

bakit empire? nuod ka. magandang series tungkol sa music and drama sa music.