do you have a light?

anyway, that's fine.
let's see if i can find mine this time. ;)

breaking all records

93rd. my all time highest in a year, for the last 6 years.
guess, i have a lot to say this 2012.
we all know what they say when you write a lot. haha.
hey, that's life!
i know yrs from now, it will be fun to read these entries again
or maybe fun for other readers
all these words
im sure il forget some
and never forget some too
i easily get the moral story when i write it down
it's been great for me to be writing all these random stories
good or bad. happy or sad.
apologies for being normally incosistent
and at times awkwardly honest
my thoughts exactly

just another headache

trobbing in my temples
hard beating on my head
noise. i can't stand the noise
everything seems to be moving around
chest pains are worse
but i have to move
move!

song of the moment

A warning sign,
I missed the good part then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst,
I started looking for excuses.

Come on in,
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in,
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you,
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.

A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized,
That you were an island and I passed you by,
You were an island to discover.

Come on in,
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in,
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,
I miss you,
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so,
And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go,
No.

(piano solo)

So (il) crawled back into your open arms,
Yes (il) crawled back into your open arms,
And (il) crawled back into your open arms,
Yes (il) crawled back into your open arms.


(i thought i have forgotten this song.)

hard days and nights

It's been hard days and nights
and i'm finally on my homestretch. yey!
i hope to be good there
and find what i need
i wish to be better when i come back
for my favorite time of the year.

best effort

dapat lagi tayong best effort!
kahit ano pang mangyari
para walang palaisipan sa mga bagay na sana ginawa natin sa buhay
gusto ko lang magawa nya pa rin yung mga pangarap nya
yung mga ideas nya sa notebook
ang dami kasi
passion nya yun
baka nga, di nya alam
minsan pa pang save the world
sayang naman 
kaya ayun.
di naman cguro masama
and send!

bisibisihan

alam mo yung definition ng productive?
oo, not today!
wala akong masabi sa sarili ko.
shempre cute at magaling pa rin! :P
ala-una na pala.
masyadong na-aliw sa kung anu-anong bagay mula pag gising ko.
madali lng tlga ko madistract.
sorii na.
makatulog na lang muna
hihi
another long day ahead

random walking

mahilig akong maglakad (nasabi ko na ba yun?)
narealize ko 3:30 na at wala pa kong nagagawa sa opisina
mukang madami akong ginagawa pero yung dapat ko tlga gawin... hehe.
so naglakad-lakad ako
bakit nga kaya tumatahimik ang mga tao sa elevator? pero hindi rin e. haha.
suki tlga ang 8th floor
amoy gym
natutuwa ako pag may nakikita kong mas maliit sa'kin
ito na nman.
naharang na nman ako tungkol sa job offer.
either muka akong fresh grad or muka akong walang trabaho.
minsan ang hirap datnan ng sipag
pag gusto mo na gumawa
makakaramdam ka ng gutom
tapos makikipagkwentuhan ka
after, magiinternet ka
then mya-mya aantukin ka na kung kelan andyan na si boss
shempre kunwari hindi
pero after ng 2 kape, inaantok ka pa rin.
itong si kuya ng bangko, paborito ko. haha.
mas napapangiti ka pag napangiti mo yung iba
at least alam mong
nagiging effective ka na mamamayan ng Pilipinas.
iba na manamit ngayon ang mga tao noh
hindi na kasing simple
ako na lang ang ata ang hindi maka-letgo sa mga luma kong damit
(kasalanan ko ba na kasya pa sila)
or ako na lang ang bumibili sa divisoria
konti pa rin ang mga tunay na lalake na naka-bitin pants
dati, gusto ko rin magwork sa bangko at maging teller dahil sa uniform.
next please.

skyfall

This is the end
Hold your breath and count to ten
Feel the earth move and then
Hear my heart burst again

For this is the end
I've drowned and dreamed this moment
So overdue, I owe them
Swept away, I'm stolen

Let the sky fall.

happy people

i like seeing happy people
happy young ones
happy old ones
they're nice to look at
they get me smiling
so, there's chance!

paulit-ulit paulit-ulit

sabi ko nga pag hindi mo makuha yung moral lesson
ulit ka!
eh ako nga ata yung paulit-ulit na di makagets
grabe ang slow ko lang tlga
kelan ako ggraduate nyan?
ako na ang bagay sa row 4
graduate na lahat ng kasama ko
si kuya pinapagalitan na ko, alam nya kc
pero tingin ko pinagttripan lang ako nitong titser ko
walang moral lesson sa paboritong kwento ni sir.
maluluma to sa pagreplay pero ganun pa rin
walang magbabago
kasi magkaiba ang kwento sa tunay na buhay
tama or tama?
well, at least nakuha ko rin! sa wakas!
wohoo! good job!

oras

kung mayaman lang ako
bibili ako ng oras the second na pwede sya bilin
minsan kasi gusto mo na lang sana mastuck sa isang oras
kahit sandali lang
tapos ituloy na lang sya ulit
kaso shempre hindi pwede yun
may times na pwede nman maging selfish
gawin mo gusto mo
masaya kahit sandali lang din yun
most of the time
kailangan mong tumakbo pa rin at habulin ang oras na tinigil mo
ganun tlaga eh
siguro kung nababalik ng tao ang oras
nasa endless loop na lang tayo
may mga msyadong selfish kasi na tao
feeling nila andaming nilang oras at andaming mo rin oras
hindi naman

ep 6

back to my other work and assignments.
bago magkalimutan, madami tayong natutunan dyan.
i-apply natin ng na-aayon sa batas.
parang panatang makabayan.
game!