personal anthem

Way back into love (Music and Lyrics)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love 

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

haay... i could sing this all day!

drafts

last saturday, even before i watched music and lyrics that have open to me again the idea of writing... and even before i saw one of my friend who enjoys writing too had already started her blog... i been trying to write... yeah, i never really writed a number of happy thoughts lately.. i wrote this while im in a mall, waiting.... using the drafts folder of my service fone. rege writes...

I need a distraction
I need to get away
I need a break, a vacation
I need to reset

I might be feelin it again
I might be doing it again
I like to be wrong
I hate to try

A voice, im not hearin
Thoughts, im not thinkin
Momments, im not readin
No, not again

God, help me
Divert me
Direct me
Hold me

I'm trying here
I'm being strong
I'm wishin here
Hopin.

I need an inspiration
A hug
A smile
A grin

okay, okay... its not much, its not a song, its not a quote, or anythin different, just what i was thinkin... sometimes i just feel that i need to write my thoughts.. from anytime, anywhere... 1st drafts are final.

nothing to write about

its been hours since i clicked the new post button/link... and im still dnt have a fix topic to share,discuss or say...

its been days, weeks and months since my delayed posts... no pending drafts this time... so... what to say?

hmmmmm....

well, i've been working on a rnd project... big one! been stuck in the conference room for a month now... since we are the "the team", we should be faster than the rest... maybe stuck is not the word... we isolated ourselves to get the job done... and we are kinda failin'... we are soooooo....... delayed... since our boss doesn't have a choice, we still haven't got any foul words... nope.. not at this time... or maybe not yet.. (wopee! haha!) nweiz, so no fun there... been skipping gym.. weekends, sleep.. (aaagh! yeh,social life zero.) one thing good about is... "the team" are a team of my close friends at work.. at least we get to enjoy each other, laugh at each other, tease! sing! drive each other crazy... wala pang ng-aaway.. (but who knows...) haha! sna we could just live together under one roof! ...riot!

do you know its february?
hehe... its vday, mom's day, last days... haay....
vday, well... currently... im not gonna spend tis day like the vday we all know... (yeh, sorry rege.)
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nweiz, its mom's day feb 13.. so ok na un! and i think, il have friends date on 14.. (ano, leia? movie? sorri ako lng date mo.. lungkot ka pa? musta hot air?)
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last days... ksi, haay... bebii is goin away.. with one of my best friends din... this march 1.. maybe il write about it next time... i dnt really wnt to think about it yet...

so... its february. (sigh)
sna april na.