i went to mass yesterday, because
its ash wednesday. we came in
later because we thought the
mass was starting at 7. we got in
and the gospel was already on.
the priest was doing a nyc job
and yet all i can remember is the
gist of what his sermon was
about... sabi nya: "kung hinde
ngaun, kelan?" hmmmmm... how
many times have i heard about
that? what does it mean to me?
well, seriously it only reminds me
of the things i've been wanting to
do but i can't, or won't.. yeah....
im not understanding him well ryt?
hahha! makasalanan tlga e noh...
nweiz, let me just finish this. im
sorry if that's all been coming in
my head but i can't help it. do i do
this or not? fudge! iv gone
confused again.... u know the time
when people tell you.. what you
don't know won't hurt you.... i
say.. YET.. won't hurt you YET!
this is torture for me... wish i
could be braver and just go do
it... even if i dnt know what it is
that i dnt know... im being
careless, and that's ok sometimes,
ryt? am i making a mistake? am i
thinking or not? should i? im all
screwed up here ha?! yeah, i
know... grabe.. sakit sa ulo! just
when i thought this time around it
will be easy... kung di nga nman
ngaun, kelan pa? hahha! but im
not that.. can't do it.. so much worries
...too scared.... and so i
gazed to my right, sigh... smile
and say: bukas na lng po, father!
maybe someday... :D
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