i bleed

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

;)

mamimiz ko ung fried chicken

we just lost my aunt from cancer in the small intestine. she had chemo for 6months that gave us the chance to be with her for another 6months. she didn't really know what was goin on with her until things has gotten worst, we had to not let her know. nweiz... we were close to her. she always make the best dishes in our family. she can hold parties like no other host. my favorite of coarse, is her fried chicken. wohoo! i dnt know what's the secret in her recipe but to me, i just love it. i can eat it without rice(which is a big deal) and all day(which is another big deal). haha! ok enuf with the fried chicken. i would miss her voice and the way she calls me whenever she sees me. she goes like: "rid-gi... rid-gi...... kumain na kyo!" yep. you got that ryt and its something that just makes me smile every time. :D we never thought something like this would happen but who wouldn't have known ryt? well, its for a reason. we may not understand it now but someday we will. its for the best for sure. today, i must focus on sticking with my cousins and be supportive. they are my second family. the cousins i only have gotten close to. its different when you lost ur mother. i can't even imagine. i dnt wna imagine. ....they are the persons that took care of us the time we still leave near by. they are family and families stick together. what the hell! il be tita for a couple of days... and i mean it. hahaha! (there's about a dozen plus kids here) hey! they do call me that... except for the some who calls me ate. (ehem! im not that old u know) haha!

nweiz... i hope she is happy so far with the way things are going with the wake. people are pretty good in number. we seldom have empty seats. i know she's smiling somewhere here and i hope she liked the picture.

see you around tita! ;)

super!

i've been at this song since this mornin.. thought il share:

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead

Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb

So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Chorus:]
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture

The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Back to the rule and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Repeat Chorus]

--Smash Mouth

super miss super friend super weird super labo.... Ü