lonely day

people get weird around you whenever you post something sad and emo.
(a short commercial)
phone is ringing, hmm.. don't wanna answer. sorry.
(and we're back)
your friends will ask you, are you ok? what's happening?
funny.
but sincerely appreciate it.
sorry but im not commenting on this issue. haha.
im a very private person. depending on the topic.
thanks guys, il be fine.
hugs and kisses.
we have our off days and today, i got mine.
i knew it when i got up.
this is going to be a tough day. i say.
hopefully, not until tomorrow.
there's a lot of work, so it's fairly easy to be busy and get myself distracted.
yet seriously hard to stay focus.
and get over it.
of coarse, im still human.
i rest. i stop. i pause. i even took a nap.
try to have my silent moments and try not to burst into tears all by myself (bcoz it's just weird)
but im not building a wall to stop myself from crying.
it's my party and il cry if i want to. cry, if i want to.
because i do believe that tears ran dry.
i just have to wait, like waiting for a bus to get home.
yah, that's the game plan.
come sunrise, it's june.

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"Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was gonna be a lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely day"