yes, i fear.

i should know
and anyone should know
that i learn that
the world can take it.
the-world-can-take-it.
yes, the world can take it!
the world can take it!!!! (screaming)
it's ok. he won't mind.
if im scared.
if im emotional.
i often take care of myself.
but at times i had to share.
i fear putting up my defense because that takes a lot of effort on my part.
then i cry after.
i fear just going with it.
i fear expectations and plans.
i fear being able to love someone that loves someone else.
i fear letting go of the happy times.
there goes my fears
and it doesn't mean
im not aLready there.
i dO not fear beginnings.
there are just some things that i don't haVe to start alone.
like this onE.


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