walking

People deal with their stress differently

some people cry, 

some people shouts,

i walk.

i walk until there's no where for me to go.

my simplest happy place. 

mars

Ling.

Ling is not the ideal guy.

He is as he says, is abormal. 

He has some darkness in his past.

He is sad and hurting with it, 

for most people they don't see it.

He gives us this tough guy / badass / animal impression,

but he's really nice on the inside.

He wasn't a good student,

but sometimes he really does try.
You'll never know of the things that goes inside his head,
they make sense when he talks about it.

He got this bad temper,

sometimes i feel he just want to fight someone all the time and be mad.

He scares people.

But there are those rare times when he just helps strangers get their keys that fall on the drainage under the rain.

He also protects people.

Especially those he really cared about.
He fights for their dreams.
He's there when you cry.

He may be late sometimes and will let you wait

but he'll be there for you. for sure.

He likes motorcycles. 

He dreams to be a famous rider.
That's the future he can only offer,
it's dangerous
there is always a chance that you'll loose him
You just have to trust him that he'll take care of himself.
Because in return, you'll make him happy.
He makes this cute smile, it's small but you know it's true.

And that, would make you happy.
He's one rare person.
Would have been blessed to have him. 

sampaguita

Minsan gusto ko sana pakyawin yung sampaguita na binibenta ni ate.
Matanda na kasi sya.
Mukang nagkasakit din sya recently, anlaki ng pinayat nya.
Hindi na sya ngayon pantay maglakad.
Mukang hirap sya pero mukang masaya pa rin nman sya sa pagtitinda.
May hawak hawak syang isang baso ng kape kanina habang nakatayo sa pintuan ng simbahan.
Mabait nga sya, shinashare nya pa yung kape sa ibang ngtitinda.
Inisip ko kung mgkano kaya ang kinikita nya dun, sana malaki-laki.
Para sakin mas maganda yung mga sampaguita nya kesa dun sa ibang nagtitinda.
Paminsan-minsan maglalakad sya papunta sa isang timba para basain yung sampaguita nya.
May 2 set ng sampaguita sya na hawak, isa sa kaliwa. isa sa kanan.
Ang isang set, isang supot.
Hihiwa-hiwalayin nya yung paglabas sa supot.
Tapos, pupwesto at babalik ulit.

i wanna dance in zambales

so our first music festival was a success!!! yey!!! 

despite..

andaming pagod!

andaming kaguluhan!

andaming pag-aaway / pagtatalo! 

andaming iyakan!

whew!

but we did it! 

kahit na ang wish ko lng sana eh makita si Ramon Bautista at makapagpapicture ako sa kanya ay epic fail. (oo na, iniyakan ko na yun) 

masaya na rin ako for the team. 

WE WERE AWESOME! 

next year ulit! :)