6 yrs and up

wow! 6 yrs. antagal na rin pala.

di naman ako ngbibilang pero itong si facebook panggulo lagi. haha.

like tapos comment naman ako.

gaya ng sabi ko.. cheers to 6 yrs!

naalala ko nasabi mo to minsan..

wala. walang mag ggoodbye..

kung ano man ang ibig sabihin mo nun,

hindi ko na aalamin

pero thank you! napangiti mo ko. :) 

single single

someone told me that.. im lucky. im single and im happy.

i smiled and said.. "ano?!" (haha)

well, im not sad. so yes. i'm happy.

but i can say that it is not because i'm single. 

everyone seems to be normal until you get to know them

i have my moments too where i feel lonely. when i miss having someone around. those days are happy too.

back to square 1

haha. ganyan ba sinusulat yun?

kahapon. umattend ako ng kiddie party. ansaya! shempre nagenjoy ako. kid ako eh. games, balloon show, magic show, bracelets, face paint, nail art,

photobooth, galing ng host, sarap ng food. nanalo ako ng 2 kitkat sa guess that song (madami pa sana kaya lng give chance to others) magaling ako dun eh. haha. 

anyway, kahapon din. sakto. kakadating lang namin. kita kami ulit.

tama! long time no see. 

kitakits ulit Sir!

otwolista

bagong lesson in life.. ayon kina clark and leah (actually sabi ng nanay ni leah)

"pag mahal ka, babalikan ka"

well, hindi naman sya bagong concept. pero mas gets mo lang cguro dito at mas cute. mas kilig. saya!

ay nako tong si clark. paano ka hindi gugustuhin ni leah? paano?!?!

leah, clark... wag na kyo magTNT (sabi nga ni clark, tago ng tago ng feelings)

ansaya kaya ng happy memories. can't wait for happy memory #5 and #6 and.. 

;)

playing it cool

im gonna do this once because maybe i just had to. 

ok, let's get this over with.

i really think Sir and i had that thing. that special thing where you say it's nothing but you can't explain it. so it's not nothing. and it's not ordinary. 

of coarse, i cannot guarantee his side

on this but all the things we shared says

otherwise. it felt otherwise. at the very least for me.

but then nothing concrete really happen. he disappeared. i was left. 

i can remember our momments. our conversations. momments that i feel strongly about that deserves a continuation of some sorts. i had a list of things i wanted us to do together. yeah, in a middle of the complicated situation i want to put him in, my only concern was a list. also, i made him a mixed tape. i really think he would like it. 

the list. the tape. he never got to see it. he never got to hear it. i always tend to think i didn't give him enough reason to choose in my favor. but then again, maybe he just really didn't want to. 

so, that's that. 

two in a row

ok. i need to stop bumping into these kind of movies. not good for the heart regina. not good.

you know that moment when you know you are about to cry and you just don't want to. because it will be hard to stop or explain if anyone sees you. that feeling! where tears are about to fall, heart is racing and all i can do is just flinch my fist back and forth thinking it would go away. practice doesn't make perfect.

add these to the list:

"...the minute you reject (her), she will make it (her) life's mission to get over you" -- love, rosie

"sometimes, you meet someone.. and already know they will play a major part in your life" -- before we go

if it's not like the movies

I thought that i'm being crazy for believing in true love (if you will), about not jumping on the next window of opportunity even if that's really easy nowadays. Well, it does take time. so much time.. actually of waiting and more waiting. of asking and more asking. of praying and more praying. of hurting and of coarse more hurting. of starting over and over again. After some time, you will doubt if such still exists or how can you still justify that special thing you are looking for when everything clicks, why situations can't just fall into place for both of you and be happy forever just like in the movies.

I recently watched Katy Perry's documentary Part of Me and this song explains it all.

 

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel the fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl for even dreaming that I could?

If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

Snowwhite said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I'll wait for that date.
They say it's hard to meet your match,
Gotta find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.
If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you can't see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
Worth every penny spent.
He'll be the one that
Finishes your sentences.

If it's not like the movies,
That's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And that's just the beginning, oh, yeah.

'Cause I know you're out there,
And you're, you're looking for me, oh.
It's a crazy idea that you were made perfectly for me
You'll see.

Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending, oh.

It's not like the movies, oh,
But that's how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning. 

 

 

i lived

Hoping you take that jump
But don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises
You built a wall
Hoping the crowd screams out
Screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to stay
Hope that you fall in love
And it hurts so bad
The only way you can know
Is give it all you have
And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain
Hope when the moment comes you say

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

Hope that you spend your days
But they all add up
And when that sun goes down
Hope you raise your cup
I wish that I could witness
All your joy and all your pain
But until my moment comes
I'll say

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
And things that I did
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

With every broken bone
I swear I lived
With every broken bone
I swear I lived

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
And things that I did girl
With every broken bone
I swear I lived



by One Republic
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Lived


Currently, my life anthem. Ryan Tedder is indeed one of the greats.

the crush cycle

it all starts with the little things maybe something physical, mental, character or talent.

then you become interested, curious. you stalk, you fish or if you're lucky you ask them directly. 

and for some reason you will find one rare thing in common and that sets the first good conversation 

things you like about them, things you don't like but its ok

in that moment, you already know the part they will play in your life

acquantances become friends

friends become close friends

close friends repeat until one of you feels different

then repeat from acquantances

empire

if i was not in IT....

i will definitely be in arts and media full time.

siguro film, director or taga lagay ng musical scoring or taga-edit ng sequences

kung hindi film, baka theather (may director pa rin un d b?), music videos, concerts.. mga ganun

hindi ako magaling na singer pero madami akong alam na kanta and ano ang magandang kanta.

wala akong alam msyado sa instruments pero alam kong mgbasa ng nota. 

gusto ko ang mga collab at mixes. or pipili ako ng kanta then gagawin kong soundtrack ng isang video moment sa buhay ko. unoffical music video ng isang kanta. 

ito sana ang laman ng youtube channel ko. 

balang araw. 

bakit empire? nuod ka. magandang series tungkol sa music and drama sa music.

type

ok im sorry for not having posted my recent movies. (promises promises)

i promise (haha) to catch up on it later. 

i recently enjoyed, theory of everything, exodus, taken 3, re-watch maze runner (bec i have nothing else to watch that time) and more..

but speaking of which, i like dylan o'brien. yep. it's that straight and simple. ;)

the guy is talented ...and according to his wikipedia. also, a very funny guy according to random videos and his throwback channel in youtube. 

so, he is that guy in the internship. i like him in that movie. (aww.. meant to be :P ) 

anyway, he also stars in teen wolf, not the lead so i may not watch it. but i will try to download his other movies. 

moving forward, as i search more of mr. o'brien... it came to me that i really do have a certain type. described and differentiated in two categories: physical and personality. didn't really realized it fully until today. (wow)

the physical is quite common, not so much the personality that im looking for.. yep. where did all my kinda guys go? which is why it never fails to impress me if i get to meet one.  

i googled the lucky boys in my life and they have physical commonalities and almost the same personalities. ok maybe i got 2 who didn't really met one criteria but wow! just 2. nope! no. i will not go into further details.

so yah, i got a certain type. 

you probably do too. ;)

theory of everything

the man is brilliant and funny. just like what Elaine said.
yes. he's weird but brilliant weird.
i admire the man.
for his determination and passion in science
it's hard to motivate yourself given his situation (i dunno what i'd do if im in his situation)
running against time never knowing when everything will just stop
making things worse than ever
not being able to hug and pickup your children
not being able to help out your wife and loosing her
they were a perfect couple, science and art
it's a sad situation but it didn't seem that way
maybe his brains is really more powerful than his emotions (which is a good thing)
duh, he is Stephen Hawking.
i also think he's a cool guy too
he did another cameo in my favorite show the Big Bang Theory (i love Sheldon)
i really thought he was just a famous writer of books like LOTR
(minutes before i watched this movie which i thought was just a classic tragic love story)
Me: so, Stephen Hawking is a very intelligent man according to wikipedia
i love the thesis topic
i hope he discussed this in his book which i just ordered from Powerbooks (i just became a fan)
A Brief History of Time (really excited i hope the book will be available soon)

There should be no boundary to human endeavour
However bad life may seem
While there is life, there is hope.
-- S.W. Hawking



*starting today, i will try to write about all the movies i watched. good or bad.

brave

well it really is for the brave
you cannot go on half-hearted
you gotta be solid
you gotta be tough
you gotta be prepared
you need to conquer your fears, doubts
or else
you'll never gonna survive this.

walang titulo

gusto kong magsulat pero hindi ko magawa

gusto kong magsulat pero hindi ko magawa

gusto kong magsulat pero hindi ko magawa

ah wala wala wala wala

#blessed

maniniwala ba kayo na first time ko gagamitin ang word na to?
hindi dahil never akong naging thankful
cguro kasi mas gusto ko lang magfocus dun
sa pagiging thankful
im not here to judge yung mga gamit ng gamit nyan
but maybe they should be reminded of what it really means
sabi ko nga sa twitter:
"Everyone should fully understand the words humility and blessed"
combo yun eh
sana maraming nakakuha ng moral lessons galing kay Pope Francis
na-explain nya rin yun ng maigi
for me, to see key persons of the church like Pope
napaka-humbling experience
kumabaga if humble ka ngayon mas maging humble ka pa
if alam mo na ang humility, mas alamin mo pa sya
at kung blessed ka, sana maging blessing ka rin sa iba

that thing called tadhana

Alam ninyo na po yan

Nasabi ko na po ng madaming beses

Basta tungkol sa bagay na yan

Meron, wala, kahit ano

Kayo na po yun.

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new year. new song. 

i should find me my anthem song.

hmmm..

make 2015 awesome

bawi bawi din pag may time..
2014 was one of my "lay low"/ time to think years
di ako nkpgtravel msyado
wala ako msyadong naging happening
or i was absent, intentionally
for most parts, it was all work and just work.

so, i promise to make up this year! ;)

#toblessedtobestressed