apples

i like apples, dont' you?
there's this particular apple
an apple filled with colors
that i like and love
an apple that makes me smile
makes me happy
the apple i often wish to see
and then like eve
and that story of that forbidden tree
i can't have it
it's a sin if i must know
if i decide to go
so here i am
staring at that apple from wherever i stand
glimpsing at it every now and then
imagining what great happiness that might never come
oh apple, oh forbidden tree
im still hoping for that day
that the apple will be free
that colorful apple from the forbidden tree
yet im no eve
i cannot break the rules, not this time, i mean
i cannot break that tree
i can only wait for the tree or the apple to fall of
i don't know when and how long
and until then, i do feel
that apples, i still seek


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i never told you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you



*til we meet again on D-day.

Alejandro

and so his name is.....

from john mayer

Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind
To tell you that I can't keep lovin' you, can't keep lovin' you
Oh, with half of my heart


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something fishy

a great yesterday.

a great mornin.

gud mornin!

(i missed that) :D

Sonnet XLIII

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare

hanep! shume-shakespeare. haha!

we walk

today was a day made for walking. tiring. hot weather. lots of people. long roads. aching toes. wasted fare. wrong jeep. but in the end, and until now. still smiling. hehe.

we walk.

"People create their own questions because they are afraid to look straight. All you have to do is look straight and see the road, and when you see it, don't sit looking at it - walk." (Ayn Rand)

nice day

just that. :P


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im tired

i really wish this would be over. i wish i could just move on. ive had it with weighing things
over and over. im fed up about this waiting. im sick of these news. im working hard to make all the right moves and maybe, just maybe, i will. im trying to keep and maintain my gameface and im kinda loosing it too.

i dnt know what to do anymore. my head is getting filled with a lot of thinking things everyday and i want to stop it. im worried and im pretty sure to be confused. im floating empty. i want badly to win this war but i ain't sure if im the right soldier.

im really tired.


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i miss everyday

is it time? should i wake up from this sleep and get up? what if im not ready to get up? what if i dnt want to get up? what if im not sure how to pull myself and walk out that hall and start my day?

this is really hard for me, anyone must understand im not prepared for this. im not ready. im not the type of person who just move on from this. im not. i should be mature about this but then again im not. i know what's the right thing to do but i don't wanna do that. not just yet. im hanging. not moving. keeping busy with other things. i know, im being dramatic to even put myself in this situation. my problem is sadness, it kills me. i can't get away from it. i can't barely start to think about the worse things. i miss the times. i miss lunch. i miss dinner. i miss coffee. i miss the laugh. i miss the smile. i miss the fun. i miss everyday. it's only been two days and look at me. im weird.

im not good at goodbye's. if i can skipped it and fast forward myself in another reality, i will. somebody, handle this for me if it has to happen, when it happens. coz i can't. il cry and i can feel it.

so please, please, please.... let it not happen.