Sunday, April 02, 2006

here i go again

wala akong masabi..... something in my head.... sometimes ul be in situations where things seems to be like deja vu... but its not because they're not actually the same things... its just that situations are similar... kinda give u the impression what happens next.... i think its sad.. so, what am i really tryin to say here... hmmm.... im a confusing person ryt now Ü tryin to clear out my mind now... ( sigh )

what if u know what's next is something u dnt want to happen? something u wanted to avoid? would u do things differently? because ul become this person ur not really sure u wanted to be right now.... or maybe hopin to rly be this person... been there. done that. hinde ko alam..... ano bang dapat kong isipin? maybe i saw a nyc thing goin' where i kinda know where im going and where / what i want to be at its end, what's it like that kept me goin'... assuming!?!!? haha! (cge, tawa!) i wanted this.... but then again, im feelin' its not goin to be ok, easy.... i could loose it or i already did... just dnt wanna hear it from me... maybe in denial of things... maybe hopin for other things... happy things. yah, very.....

can't help thinkin... can't stop dreamin'.. damn. ....i want to scream. Ö

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