beating the red light

i went overboard far beyond limit and expectation. i just passed it. like every typical violator i just went right through it. can you blame me for not stopping?....... yah! you can. it's not that i didn't see it. i did. in fact i was staring at it blankly only inches away from where i sit. seconds before, i was even battling in my mind whether to do it or not. i know it was right to stop but it felt good to go. i look outside the glass of my door trying to get myself bothered with other things but then all i saw was myself smiling at my reflection as i replay in my head what just happen. ha ha! it was the shades that made me do it. those dark shades that instead of covering me had exposed me to see. to see what was not needed to be seen. what was not needed to think about. exaggerate about. damn! guess, i'll have to accept the ticket on this one mr. officer... i'll try not to take the front seat next time.

readin about u....

i like reading about myself.... i enjoy it. i get to know myself better... i get to prove who i am... and get a written explanation so i could get away with it... haha! like i needed one....

i like reading about other people... i get to justify my first impressions on them... ooops! hehe! i get to understand better why humans are like humans... (?!!?) like reading articles of the difference of men and women... men and they're rules... ugh. never ending! that needs an entirely different post. nweiz......

here are my favorites:

1. My Visual DNA [http://friends.imagini.net/rege]
this was pretty accurate.... :D very presentable too...

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

a wildcat in my moods, a thriller for fun, a habit of a high time roller, and love bug of love

2. Gender Guesser [http://www.hackerfactor.com/GenderGuesser.html]
BLOG post: I'm a guy? No freakin way!

Is that even fair?!!!

3. What's Your Name Hidden Meaning? [http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/]
BLOG post: what rege means

4. Astrology Insight [http://www.astrology-insight.com/]
BLOG post: LEO

5. Nohari and Johari Windows
http://kevan.org/johari?view=rege
55% of people think that rege is cheerful
66% of people agree that rege is friendly

http://kevan.org/nohari?view=rege
71% of people think that rege is simple
57% of people think that rege is childish

negative na ba ang simple and childish???! geez!!!!!

**your F.R.I.E.N.D.S character (i must say that I really liked to be Rachel but her description from this quiz is a bit off....)

Which Friends Character Are You?
	You are Rachel. You are beautiful, fashionable, and a bit selfish. You're very selfish and pay great attention to image. Spoiled when you were young, you were always the popular and snobbish kid. Although you hang on to your adolescent attributes, you grow more responsible every year.

**how about avatars? create yours at FaceYourManga.com

going for SL!

yep. im up for it. im trying to get sick. wala lng. i just wanted a valid reason to not go to work. :D as if i really need an excuse. (soz! old times! =p) last wednesday i started having coughs, my throat just hurts that night and i barely ate my dinner plus my head aches. ugh. sometimes, getting sick really blows but i miss it. staying home while your friends are at work is something i miss more... ;D

why am I sick?! i guess... like everyone said... too much of anything is always bad.... i spend the last 2 weeks spending time with my friends... dinner after dinner and gimik after another... prang ang tagal ko nman nawala d b? namiz nila lng cguro ako.. :D (hihi) i realized ang dami ko na plang circle.... network... friendster... not bad... not bad... haha! nweiz.. so aun.. everyday puyat.. 12MN or lampas lagi uwi... ayan! heto! ngkasakit na... kulang sa tulog... pagod and all that... sana umabot to til monday... :D

"pambihira" sabi nga ni carla... well... just trying to be spontaneous... haha! haaay... mahirap tlga bumalik sa beach... balik aral and all.. certification. hooo! walang drive.. walang urge... yesterday, i just spend 2hrs working on a teaser for our "Bowling Nights" on a computer that cannot be installed with anything that would help me do it... but since i am on the beach, everything was possible.. took a whyl but yea. it was really fulfilling. why so serious right? haha! pro il get there..... in fact, we'll be starting training for a new client? next next week.. see.... life is spontaneous as your career is.. it starts 8am. huwaw d b? 8am to makati from north... exciting!

nweiz... ito inuubo pa rin.. sna mawalan ako boses.. hihi... or mging husky for a day. maiba lng... =p

here goes

..nothing.

im not prepared 4 ds... bt im willin to try n c wher wil ds go. im xctd n worried. wish me luck! in case il freeze.. damn! then i guess, earth can swallow me. haha! im scared. heartbeat racing by the second as i watch and hear it tick. involuntary grin. unstoppable imagination. im in panic. i just brought chaos in my head. and my voice? testing... 1 2 3. how do i do this? well, just deal with it. breathe. attempted walking for fresh air... but then bam! time's up. shock came over me. ran. look myself in the mirror and reset my mind. listen and face what is needed to be done. excruciating moments of paranoia, excitement and worry as i sit on the coach. what the hell?! i can do this and im not hopeful. im gonna enjoy the nyt and that's all there's to it. period.

:D