notes

i have these random thought notes from today. . .

I get really destructed when ur saying that. If I can "bleep" those parts, I would. It's frustrating. It's not hearing you that becomes the problem, it's the after thought. The short second of silence echoes a picture.

I envy the girl. I dnt know her but I envy her. The girl got the title, the term, the name and the right.

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted all the time..

Something changed. I guess, sometimes we can be strangers once in a while.

I'm not your bestfriend. I'm not applying. It's not a job. Not interested.

I tried not to but I can't. So I did. Feels good.

Sorry, we're not together. . . unfortunately.