i do pray

i don't pray that often

but i pray when i have something really big or hard to say

actually when im about to cry or already crying

nwei, i actually don't pray for myself

it's not an advocacy or a promise i made

i just always feel that some people needed it more

and im just being to dramatic

for thinking i have problems

i feel im such a girl

when i was a kid, i usually start my thank you's then ask

now, it's mostly thank you's

then at rare times

i ask

for the things i can't control

for the things i can't change

for the things i get myself into

for the things that hurt really bad

for the crying mostly

and for a new start

because some days we become helpless and it's ok.

so, a little help pls.