it just dawned on me

i was watching a singing contest, i'm actually seeing it for the second time.

and it just dawned on me that i really like the song

the lyrics is talking to the guilty me

the girl singing is also beautiful

anyway, it just dawned on me

saturation-exhaustion-hurt-helpless

words that makes us ask again what are we doing?

then it just dawned on me

what am i doing?

what do i want to do about it?

and what i can do about it?

so it just dawned on me

i don't have a solid answer

do i get a second opinion on this?

ask the "experts" maybe? but i actually have done this one.

and i am trying to follow his advice

i just don't know how to start

it just dawned on me that i really don't want to do it

but i have to do it

i know i maybe wrong about this

so universe, if you're planning to stop me

you know you can