it's up to me

they say it's easier to be responsible for your own than to be of others
i'm not really sure if that's true
sometimes you care for people unconditionally
you get used to it
and one day you realize they're ok on their own
so even when it's hard
you stay away
because that will keep everything normal
and they can stay happy
because that's all that matters

i miss him.
even just a friend.
but i think, he's really happy now.

and it's up to me, to be happy too.



(To myself: remind self not to watch that movie again. from now on, you hate that movie. don't forget the book.)