maybe a love story, but it's no fairytale

after every story
i always wonder if i would have done something else
to try change anything
to stop things from ending
like reviewing myself if i have learned my lesson
and if i did better this time
honestly, i think i did.

maybe, in an obvious perspective
i didn't made any progress
or failed to arrive at what i wanted
maybe, it took me longer
than usual.

but maybe
this is a nice story in the making.
i only hope it's not 20 years. (haha)