let me know

i know im not always around

i know i can be elusive

i know it looks that i can be cold

but you just let me know

if you need me.

i'll do what i can.

panahon na naman

ng bagyo

oras na para sa flood control ng bahay

maglagay ng mga basahan

trash bag

plangana at timba

siguraduhin ang mga pvc

patayin ang kuryente sa baba

icheck ang socket para sa tubig

magcharge ng mga gamit

flashlight, kandila

Triple A para sa radyo

kumpleto na? 

dehins ko alam

eh bakit nga kaya?!? hmmm

ano kayang rason?

hindi ko na alam

hindi ko na mahulaan

hindi ko na alam kung anong oras ako matatapos

aba sinikatan na ko ng araw ah

in fairness hindi ako inaantok

makapagkape nga

sana naman kc matapos na tong ginagawa ko

(eh kung tigilan mo kaya ang pagsusulat regina)

gusto ko lang magisip muna ng ibang bagay pansamantala

ang hirap pag maski yung sarili mo hindi nagagandahan sa ginagawa mo noh

yung di mo pagiisipan 

sasabihin mo lng agad -- ano ba yan! panget!

prang ibang tao ang may gawa kung makacomment

haaay

ay.. alam ko na!

parang masarap mag breakfast meal ngayon

tingin ko kulang lng ako sa corned beef.

can't wait

We know the system is broken
and it is impossible to fix it.

But we can't wait.

Can't wait for Superman.

public

gusto ko tlga sana mag-aral sa public school nung bata ako
kahit elementary
parang mga magulang ko
naglalalakad lng sila pagpasok
ganun kalapit
sa mababang paaralan ng Acacia o Tinajeros
lalakad lang ako nag ilang steps
dala yung bag ko
everyday
kasabay yung ibang mga bata
siguro hindi naging ganun kabigat ung dala dala kong libro
mas matagal sana ko pwede makipag-laro
or tumambay sa library
may klase kami minsan sa ilalim lang ng puno
nagka-green akong palda
sana naranasan ko din mag-aral sa public school.

not good

i can't sleep when i need to sleep

i can't work when i need to work

i can't focus

or do i do things at a time that im not suppose to do them??!

i don't get what's happening

i can't finish anything

this is not good. 

you got me

I give up, I give in, I let go
Let's begin
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh
My heart is filled with you


Damn!

waiting for the man of steel

What if a child dreamed of becoming something other than what society had intended? What if a child aspired to something greater?

You're not just anyone. One day, you're going to have to make a choice. You have to decide what kind of man you want to grow up to be. Whoever that man is, good character or bad, it's going to change the world.

Sometimes you have to take a leap of faith first. The trust part comes later.



You have to decide what kind of man you want to be..
I like that line.
I hope many can remember that.

ben diesel

i love a real life happy ending
and see effortlessly that it is indeed.. happy
to my "adopted baby brother"
at bunso ng barkada
boom!
congratulations!

problems

if you put everybody's problem in a pile

you would still choose your own problems.

you know it, regina. 

you know it.

dream a little dream of me

Stars shining bright above you 
Night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you" 
Birds singing in the sycamore tree 
Dream a little dream of me 

Say nighty night and kiss me 
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me 
While I'm alone and blue as can be 
Dream a little dream of me 

Stars fading but I linger on, dear 
Still craving your kiss 
I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear 
Just saying this 

Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you 
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you 
But in your dreams, whatever they be 
Dream a little dream of me 

Stars fading but I linger on, dear 
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger 'til dawn, dear 
Just saying this 

Sweet dreams 'til sunbeams find you 
Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you 
But in your dreams, whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

The Mamas and The Papas.

(i keep on finding these songs. thanks!)

stumble upon

me? im not hiding.

im right where i always used to be.

you..

why are you looking for me?

the first time

im not really trying to be a writer

pag ba madalas magsulat, writer na?

but i was watching this series and they have this writing class ( i wish we had that in school)

the assignment was to write creatively about your "firsts". 
write about the fantasy.

fiction or non. it is up to you.

so here goes.

it was that night we stayed in the car
you started to touch my head

then my shoulders
looking at me

while i was driving

i wanted to take your hand and if it's ok, hold it

we parked at a gas station

tried to sleep

we moved closer and closer as we were talking

until i let you lean on me

while we look at our pictures
played some music

you were telling me stories

stories about you
i can never forget every word

and then you got cold so i pushed myself towards you

layed my head on your chest

took my arms and wrap them around you

touching your back with my fingers

slowly..

everything was getting comfortable
came a few seconds that we stared at each other
i can't tell what you're thinking
i honestly can't explain mine
but i know i became sure of that one thing

i've been asking myself.

and if i have to try to summarise the feeling..

that moment felt real

and permanent.

trick question

Q: What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?

A: It never happens. If there is a thing that can't be stopped, its not possible for there to be something else which can't be moved, and vice versa. They can't both exist. You see, its a trick question is the answer.

independence

Sometimes you need to learn to do things on your own

So you have to change plans

Of coarse, at first, you will not accept it

you will hesitate

you will be scared

you will find every excuse you can

to wait

but someday, somehow

you will find a way around it

then you'll be proud of yourself.

i'll be proud of myself.

It's About Freedom.

keynote

if everyone is busy making everything

how can anyone perfect anything?

we start to confuse convenience

with joy

abundance

with choice.

designing something requires

focus

the first thing we ask is

what do we want people to feel?

delight

surprise

love

connection

then we begin to craft around our intention

it takes time...

there are a thousand no's

for every yes

we simplify

we perfect

we start over

until everything we touch

enchances each life

it touches.

only then do we sign our work.

Apple.

tamad

ang tamad ko lang today

anong oras na ko gumising

tapos inaantok pa rin ako

nanuod ng series

bumili ng tubig

lumabas, nag grocery ng nakapambahay

may nakakita nga skin

wala daw ba kong pasok?

muka lang ganun. haha.

muka daw akong galing sa higaan

at naisipan kong mamasyal (grabe!)

well, asa labas na ko.

pagkatapos ng grocery

bumalik nag ayos ng kakainin

kumain habang nanunuod ng series

naghugas ng pinggan

medyo naglinis

ngayon pinagiisipan ko kung gusto ko pumasok o hindi

alam kong kailangan kong pumasok

kung hindi man

kailangan ko pa rin magtrabaho sa bahay

andami kong deadlines

pero..

tinatamad tlga ko today

something old

i love the old times

sometimes i feel i shouldn't be in this time

baka may nagkamali somewhere nahuli ako ng dating sa mundo

i remember growing up sa sunday's best music

pag katapos mamalengke

pag katapos ng misa

habang ngiintay kami ng luto

may time nga alam ko na ung next song

every sunday hindi naman naiiba ung playlist sa radyo or sa pinapatugtug ni mimi

andami naming tapes

naka-ilang casette din

si lolo at lola madaming naiwang plaka

kung gumagana lang sana yung lumang stereo

im sure may roll call ng plaka twing linggo

mula sa long playing at maliliit na plaka

ang ayoko lang naman tlga is yung nakakaantok na kalumaan

ang taas ng energy ko tapos prang bedtime na ulit?

ganun tlga siguro pag madalas matanda ang kasama sa bahay

kakaiba nga na puro kalumaan ung kinalakihan ko and alam ko ung mga bagay na hindi ko panahon

yung iba di ko naman alam na alam ko pa

hindi ko alam na kabisado ko pa

pero wala na kayong magagawa

dito ko lumaki eh

pattern

he says, everything has a pattern

so, i want to know if i have a pattern

i just like to hear it

maybe from an old friend

or a new one

i wanna know what do you know about me

i won't confirm or deny anything about what will i hear

except for the obvious ones

and maybe the awkward ones

i promise not to be mad

i would probably be impressed

just smile after and be quiet

because i think i'm a hard one..

it's just that i have a lot of patterns of people inside my head

and i create them easily

i could use something about me

i can do it myself

but that wouldn't be as much appreciated. 

back to normal

when we have normal things goin on in our lives
we want something different
then when we have something different
we want to be normal
particularly like what i feel nowadays
well, i find time to argue with myself sometimes
(?!?!)

but i do wish things could be back to normal
i'm really working hard for it to happen
and i hope that's a good idea.

alive

i

never 

said..

that...

i'm not gonna dance anymore

of coarse, not!

esta es una parte de mí

me encanta bailar

bossing

bossing!
pasayahin nyo naman po ung kaibigan ko
feeling ko kc malungkot sya
mag-isa

hindi sya sanay
baka pwede nyo syang pangitiin
kahit onti lang araw-araw
sa bday na lang nya yung madami
tsaka sa pasko at bagong taon
hehe
gawin nyo syang busy
yung isa sa mga ideas nya baka pwede po pa-advance
magaling naman sya dun
para may bago syang pag-ka-abalahan
alam nyo nman yun, medyo impatient 
kaya samahan nyo sya mag-intay
sabihan nyo ko kung umiyak
pag hindi pa, alam nyo ng ggawin --- "iiyak na yan! iiyak na yan!"
pero kaya nman nya yan d b?
and ok lang nman sya?
ano ba to, andrama ko na
basta un lang bossing
kung may maitutulong ako sa inyo, game!
basta wag lang mahirap. :P
maraming salamat. ;)

spotless mind

change your heart

and look around you

change your heart

it will astound you

i need your lovin

like the sunshine

and everybody's gotta learn sometime

everybody's gotta learn sometime

mirror moves

history does repeat itself

and sometimes you see it repeat infront of you.

sorry. 

i will try my best not to do the same things from now on.