Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Conclusion

I share one ubreakable linkage with you. I wanted to change the world. Maybe i have. But the world also changed me. Now i am old enough to have seen the world and have all my illusions shattered. 
Am I disillusioned? No, because as the poet said: 

Though much is taken, much abides;
and though
We are not now that strength which old days
Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.


from
Stupid is Forever
Miriam Santiago

good bad habits

it only took..
4 hrs back to memory lane over dinner and coffee 
parang kahapon lang
cheers to the groom to be!
namiss ko kyo. :)
#bestcompanyever

Monday, December 15, 2014

when it works

You know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. It’s not overrated. There’s a reason for all those songs.” -- Sarah Dessen

I was smiling yesterday,I am smiling today and I will smile tomorrow. Simply because life is too short to cry for anything.” -- Santosh Kalwar

Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.” -- Rainbow Rowell

I love you like a fat kid loves cake!” -- Scott Adams

Sunday, December 14, 2014

take no more

it is really better to give than to recieve 
but then.. too much of everthing is bad
one should know when to stop giving
even during christmas when of all of us is in a giving mode
well it may sound harsh or cold or unforgiving
but maybe fair
if a time came, you realize the many things taken from you
tell yourself..
let them take no more. 

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

awit ni ginny

ako'y natutunaw
bakit nalulusaw
puso'y umaasa
sayong pangako sinta
ako'y maghihintay
kahit na magkawalay
ngunit lumipas
at pag-ibig mo'y nahimlay

Tuesday, November 04, 2014

dilemma

if the problem is a choice
to solve it, you need to answer
if the problem is the answer
maybe next tym, you can hope to choose differently.. :)


Friday, October 17, 2014

the notebook

nope. not talking about that movie..

so they have one too..
every idea deserves to be on it. 

Sheldon and the guys had their Science retreat which ended in watching Ghost Busters

geeks like us, needs their notebook. ;)

Thursday, October 09, 2014

latch

big word.

but i like it in this song.

new fave.

and this new guy has a nice voice. 

anyway..

sometimes you'll suddenly receive a msg from one of your long lost friends and wonder if the msg is really for you. (even when it has your name)

makes you wonder.. 

i appreciate it but still wonder. 

#oneofthosedays

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

tadhana

Sa hindi inaaasahang
Pagtatagpo ng mga mundo
May minsan lang na nagdugtong
Damang dama na ang ugong nito.

Di pa ba sapat ang sakit at lahat
Na hinding hindi ko ipararanas sa'yo

Ibinubunyag ka ng iyong matang
Sumisigaw ng pag-sinta.

Ba't di papatulan
Ang pagsuyong nagkulang
Tayong umaasang
Hilaga't kanluran
Ikaw ang hantungan
At bilang kanlungan mo
Ako ang sasagip sa'yo
.

Saan nga ba patungo
Nakayapak at nahihiwagaan na
Ang bagyo ng tadhana ay
Dinadala ako sa init ng bisig mo

Ba't di pa sabihin
Ang hindi mo maamin
Ipauubaya na lang ba 'to sa hangin
'Wag mo ikatakot
Ang bulong ng damdamin mo
Naririto ako't nakikinig sa'yo



sinabi na ng kanta lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. salamat Up Dharma

Monday, August 25, 2014

the fault in our stars

Apparently, the world is not a wish bearing factory.

Pain demands to be felt.

Some ifinities are bigger than other infinities. 

We should be grateful for our little infinities.. 

so, ok..

ok.

Friday, August 01, 2014

hi august

kamusta?
sorry nawala ako
thank you..
kasi shempre andyan ka pa rin (wala tayong magagawa dun e noh) (haha)
siguro kailangan lang tlga ng alone time
maging busy
maging seryoso ng onti
mag mature
mag grow
mag isip isip
so..!
wish ko sayo..
best year ever!





Wednesday, July 02, 2014

feel na feel

minsan may mga kantang damang-dama mo lang
nakakainis sa ganda yung lyrics
halatang halata pag kinakanta mo

magaling lang tlga ko pumili ng kanta haha

Saturday, June 28, 2014

pra kay basha

hindi tlga madali yung maging hindi na ikaw
lalo na pag biglaan
or kahit na paalis pa lng sya
kasi di ka ready
di ka ready mawala yung isang bagay na nakasanayan mo ng asa araw araw mo
kasi andun na sya eh
mahirap bitawan
mahirap baguhin
mahirap sumuko
ang totoo nun
hindi ka nman magiging ready maging hindi na ikaw
hindi agad
wala namang deadline yan
hanggat meron pa
lubusin mo na

Thursday, June 26, 2014

never fails

i can always count on this movie to cheer me up, make me feel inspired, laugh, smile... and believe it or not.. cry. (but for good reason) i know i said this many times before and im saying writing it again today i really needed to see you again. :)

Sunday, June 15, 2014

numbers explained

138 last year
that's a lot!
im guessing most of them where about.. 
well... you already know. 
but that's good.
this year, today..
only 27th
wohooo!!!!
believe me that is better.
you know what they say about why people write...
it is driven by feeling and emotion which  falls either on two categories
it's low but that's the improvement!
yey!

Saturday, June 07, 2014

end game

di ba lahat naman tyo meron?

inasahan ko ulit ung goal
naging madali sya ulit buuin
akala ko parehas tyo
akala ko gets ko
pero hindi eh..
dun ako mali

touch move.
checkmate.

sayang! ganda sana ng play.

tell me what you want

i want to play the part
i want the bad and good parts
i want the fight
i want the crying
i want the happiness high
i want to be chosen
i want to be earned
i want those moments
i want that life
i want the dream
i want the whole package

at least i want the chance

Tuesday, June 03, 2014

what do developers look like?

maybe it's a real mystery for others..
i wonder why..
but the simple answer is..

we could be the same folks who hangs out in coffee shops
the same people who parties in music festivals
the same people who are scared of heights or not scared of heights
the same people who don't like vegetables
the same people who watches Maleficent or Rom Coms
the same people who is waiting for the next How I Met Your Mother and who are sad that it already ended like F.R.I.E.N.D.S
the same people who commute
the same people who hates Math
the same people who thinks twice about class reunions
the same people who falls inline in the bank
the same people who takes random road trips
the same people who sings at karaoke
the same people who takes #selfie

we could be a dancer, a youtube sensation, an undergrad, a triathlon, a musician, a dj, a waiter, a fan...

an ordinary person just like you. :)

Sunday, May 11, 2014

we'll be okay

Fresh cut grass, one cold beer.
Thank the Lord I am here and now, here and now.
Summer dress, favorite park.
Bless your soul we are here and now, here and now.

I'm wide awake, so what's the point of dreaming when your life is great?
Celebrate the feeling

Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay.
We'll scream it out, I believe we'll be okay.

Friday, May 09, 2014

like Gwen said

"I think that maybe it's time, and that's not because I don't love you it's actually because I do. Okay. Bye."

Exactly, that line.


..Anyway, i really liked this part:

Aunt May: "Are you alright?"
Peter: "Yeah i'm ok i'm just i'm very naked right now"
Aunt May: "What happened to your face? It's filthy."
Peter: "It is?"
Aunt May: "Yes"
Peter: "Oh yeah, yeah i was cleaning the chimney."
Aunt May: "We have no chimney."
Peter: "Whaaaattt??!"


Thursday, May 01, 2014

a little bit of reason

i know i will sound too ungrateful if i question the universe or Him
so i won't.
but i need to state my case
because i've been really wondering..
if something new would happen
this time, something for me
maybe I'm becoming impatient
maybe I'm loosing hope
maybe I've lost my confidence
maybe I'm tired of being alone

a little bit of reason will do.


Saturday, April 19, 2014

walking

People deal with their stress differently
some people cry, 
some people shouts,
i walk.
i walk until there's no where for me to go.
my simplest happy place. 

Thursday, April 17, 2014

mars

Ling.
Ling is not the ideal guy.
He is as he says, is abormal. 
He has some darkness in his past.
He is sad and hurting with it, 
for most people they don't see it.
He gives us this tough guy / badass / animal impression,
but he's really nice on the inside.
He wasn't a good student,
but sometimes he really does try.
You'll never know of the things that goes inside his head,
they make sense when he talks about it.
He got this bad temper,
sometimes i feel he just want to fight someone all the time and be mad.
He scares people.
But there are those rare times when he just helps strangers get their keys that fall on the drainage under the rain.
He also protects people.
Especially those he really cared about.
He fights for their dreams.
He's there when you cry.
He may be late sometimes and will let you wait
but he'll be there for you. for sure.
He likes motorcycles. 
He dreams to be a famous rider.
That's the future he can only offer,
it's dangerous
there is always a chance that you'll loose him
You just have to trust him that he'll take care of himself.
Because in return, you'll make him happy.
He makes this cute smile, it's small but you know it's true.
And that, would make you happy.
He's one rare person.
Would have been blessed to have him. 


Sunday, April 13, 2014

sampaguita

Minsan gusto ko sana pakyawin yung sampaguita na binibenta ni ate.
Matanda na kasi sya.
Mukang nagkasakit din sya recently, anlaki ng pinayat nya.
Hindi na sya ngayon pantay maglakad.
Mukang hirap sya pero mukang masaya pa rin nman sya sa pagtitinda.
May hawak hawak syang isang baso ng kape kanina habang nakatayo sa pintuan ng simbahan.
Mabait nga sya, shinashare nya pa yung kape sa ibang ngtitinda.
Inisip ko kung mgkano kaya ang kinikita nya dun, sana malaki-laki.
Para sakin mas maganda yung mga sampaguita nya kesa dun sa ibang nagtitinda.
Paminsan-minsan maglalakad sya papunta sa isang timba para basain yung sampaguita nya.
May 2 set ng sampaguita sya na hawak, isa sa kaliwa. isa sa kanan.
Ang isang set, isang supot.
Hihiwa-hiwalayin nya yung paglabas sa supot.
Tapos, pupwesto at babalik ulit.


Wednesday, April 09, 2014

i wanna dance in zambales

so our first music festival was a success!!! yey!!! 

despite..
andaming pagod!
andaming kaguluhan!
andaming pag-aaway / pagtatalo! 
andaming iyakan!

whew!

but we did it! 
kahit na ang wish ko lng sana eh makita si Ramon Bautista at makapagpapicture ako sa kanya ay epic fail. (oo na, iniyakan ko na yun) 

masaya na rin ako for the team. 
WE WERE AWESOME! 

next year ulit! :)

Friday, March 28, 2014

consciously uncouple

Use consciously uncouple in a sentence. Use it!

Sometimes i can't consciously uncouple myself to the pillow.

Growing up, we all have to consciously uncouple with our old clothes because they won't fit anymore.

We have always conducted our relationship privately, and we hope that as we consciously uncouple and coparent, we will be able to continue in the same manner. - Gwyneth & Chris

A sad news but i learned a new term. I always think Gwyneth has one of the coolest ideas and words. :)
goo.gl/Rrqtro



Sunday, March 23, 2014

something there to remind me

if you must ask...
siguro pag nakakarinig ako ng any Beatles song
lalo na for one particular song nila
i'm reminded about sir
kasi isa yun sa mga unang bagay na nashare namin together.


(napaka-showbiz ng dating ng tanong, gosh! and very random. feeling hotseat ako. haha.)

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

not a bad thing

Said all I want from you
Is to see you tomorrow
And every tomorrow
Maybe you'll let me borrow, your heart
And is it too much to ask for every Sunday?
An while we're at it throw in every other day to start

I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife and you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time
And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it

So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true with me
Spend all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me



Now this, is a good Justin Timberlake song. Works for anyone. I Love it! :)

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:)


Friday, March 14, 2014

uninspired

i feel like im missing out on a lot of things
and i need to get out of this shell
i just don't know how
don't know when
this is the kind that creeps up on you
you don't even know it
it questions everything
can't keep a clear head
no matter how you try not to
because...
it's true
and im fighting it.



Saturday, March 08, 2014

free

promise that you'll runaway with me
choose an island from the open sea
we'll be running wild and free
the sand and the waves and you and me

what can that be like?

Friday, March 07, 2014

epic decisions

The problem is the epicly great decisions and the epicly bad ones look exactly the same when you're making them...

Looking back, it's easy to see when a mistake is made
To regret a choice that seems to be a decent idea at the time
But if we use our best judgement and listen to our hearts
We are more likely to see that we chose wisely
And avoided the deepest and most painful regret of them all
The regret that comes with letting something amazing pass you by

Sunday, February 23, 2014

cheer the cheerleader

eh sino nga ba dapat ang ngccheer sa cheerleader?

andami kong things to do 
prang wala ako msyado nacheckan
mahilig tlaga ata ako magcram
di ko mapush yung sarili ko magisip
or kumilos
gusto ko nga sabado lang ngayon
ay kakatamad
kailangan ko lumaklak ng kasipagan this next 3 days

enjoy kc umupo lang
tumanga ng sandali
manuod
kumain
magluto
manuod
kumain
manuod
manuod
matulog

mangalikot ng cellphone
makipagdebate sa matatanda
mag-edit ng usb charger
itaas ang paa sa mesa
ilabas ang mesa at kumain sa labas
makipaglaro sa aso
pagmasdan ang mga halaman
pagisipan kung sisirain ang dahon (haha)
magpatugtog
kumanta
hugas ng pinggan
magsulat ng gagawin
magskedule ng gagawin
at...

sumigaw..

ayoko pa pumasok bukas!!!!

Saturday, February 22, 2014

compliment the compliment

Girl 1: ang ganda mo nga po eh.. :)
Girl 2: Hindi. (sabihin ng sobrang mahina) Alam naman natin na mas maganda ka pa rin. Kahit anong mangyari.
Girl 1: ha?! ano po?!
Girl 2: Ibig kong sabihin, ano ka ba?! Mas matangkad ka. Mas payat. Mas maputi. Ganda ng balat. Mas bata. Mabait. Panalo! (sabay ngiti and look away)
Girl 1: nku.. hindi naman po... 
Girl 2: No match eh. Congrats! 

Tapos.

Wag seryosohin. Pawang kathang isip lamang.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

starting over again

ok before i mention ang moral lessons sa story... i just realized na nakangiti ako the whole movie. iba ka tlga papa p. (haha) 

in fairness to me, alam ko na tong mga moral lessons na to. na-joross ko na to. 

Pag may tiyaga, minsan may nilaga.
- Minsan nakukuha ang lahat sa persistence. Minsan hindi. Minsan nakukuha sa kulit. Minsan makukuha mo sa dasal. So kung sinigang man ang maihain, kainin mo pa rin. Para pag dumating ung nilaga. Merry Christmas!!!

We all deserved an acceptable reason.
- kahit lame, kahit mahirap, kahit pangit kailangan mong ibigay yun. required yun eh. kung di mo maisip, isipin mo na. kung di mo masabi, isulat mo. walang valid excuse. 

I will never loose hope.
- Ok lang naman maghope. Kailangan mo yun. Tama nakakabawas sya ng sakit. Pero gaya nga ng drugs, nakaka-adik sya. Masayang balikan lahat ng masasayang moments and ireplay sya sa utak mo pero syo na lng bka ayaw nya ng rerun. Gawin mo lahat, trabahuhin and bigyan mo ng oras, basta lahat lng ng pwede at tama. Wag msyadong matapang sa persistance dapat may respeto din lalo na kung wala ka namang capital K. Wala man nasulat na rules sa papel pero meron yan. And kung sa kabila ng lahat nun eh wala tlga... ganun tlga eh.

Don't you think our love deserves a second chance? another ending? Kailangan ko malaman bakit nagkita kami ulit.
- Di lahat nabibigyan ng chance na yan. May love story na walang sequel, dapat alam mo yun. Minsan antagal iniintay yang chance na yan. Kung ikaw ung mali, wag ka humingi ng explanation, wag ka mayabang sa second chance mo. Bigay ka ng sorry at ng acceptable reason. Pra dun yung second chance kung meron pang continution ang story nyo eh di good for you. Ang dahilan bat kayo nagkita ulit? Friends or happy ending, kung alin man dun, ok yun. Wag mo ipilit. Hindi lang ikaw ang writer sa love story nyo.

You need to be fair.
- Kapag dumating ang second chances, kailangan mo magdecide. Walang ibang pwedeng magdecide bukod syo. Walang tama o maling sagot. Ikaw lang nakaka-alam nyan. Umulit ka man o hindi dapat dun ka sa masaya ka. 

How do i unlove you?
- You can't. Pag minahal mo na ung isang tao di mo na mababawi yun. Di mo na yun madedelete. Minsan akala mo wala na sya sa buhay mo pero hindi pala. Hindi mo sya ma-uunlove pero ilolove mo sya ng ibang way and for sure one day may ilolove kang higit sa kanya. You'll be ok. 







Sunday, February 16, 2014

single ladies

let's back track a bit..

all the women who are independent throw your arms up at me

the shoes of my feet, i bought it
the clothes im wearin, i bought it
the rock im rockin
cause i depend on me
if i wanted the watch you're wearin
il buy it
the house i live in, i bought it
the car im drivin, i bought it
i depend on me

tell me how you feel about this
who would I want if I would wanna live
i worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent

"Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you're pretty sexy and you're taking time how you want your life to be and who you want to spend it with" - Sex and the City

Thursday, February 13, 2014

21414

i really wish i could say happy valentines to Papa P. di na ko aasa ng date. i know he's busy. (haha)

i hope tomorrow would be a happy day. 

Happy Valentines Day. <3


Tuesday, February 04, 2014

once in a while

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life,
LIFE give us a FAIRY TALE.

We could use one once in a while.

Sunday, February 02, 2014

hunger games

it is definitely an honor being a symbol of hope
to be the mocking jay for the people
to be a symbol of the revolution
of change
to survive for the people you love
for family
to be someone's only person to care about
to be needed
to be their strength

it's a great responsibility.


Friday, January 24, 2014

the purpose of life

To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other, and to feel. That is the purpose of life.

Friday, January 17, 2014

a clean slate

i think we got off the wrong foot
let's start again?

hi! 

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

year end report

so i'm late in my report.
but better late than later. :)

2013 was a rough year.
not for the faint of hearts
tough love
a lot happened --- if not everything. (haha)

daming strike, kung sa bowling high scorer yun. ;)
i'm thankful for the lessons learned.
kasi this time, i think marami-rami tlga ko natutunan.

i owned last year.
i've become better at it.
a year worthy of the theme song Roar! 
some things may never change but some things eventually does..
have the courage to wait and know the difference.
and while waiting..
stand up and take a spot.
the world maybe missing out on you.

I congratulate myself for making it to 2014. Yey!