what matters the most?

somebody come and ask you this question, would you be able to answer? would you specifically have an answer? not a lot of answers but an answer. i'm now glued to this series that has been keeping me going, and this question was asked.

well, he did had an answer and wow! i was overwhelmed by it. made me speechless. like my jaws just dropped. ok OA na. going back, he was not being asked. he just said it. he was talking to this other guy, with a picture in his other hand and said: "this is what matters to me the most, i dnt care about you!" isn't that the most sweetest selfish thing u ever heard? damn! i wish i could do the same. i wish i know and just say it like that. i know it was all acting and none of it was "real real" (if you know what i mean) but it was. its just so sincere (he just had it, that one answer to the question) the very question i am having a hard time to answer as i think about it now. i got a lot of reasons and thoughts on how i am gonna answer it but not one consistent idea of what it would be. is there something wrong with me? i should know right? oh my god. im not making any sense again.

nweiz, since i dnt have this fixed on my mind yet (big emphasis on the yet). i'll continue admiring what this guy just did. i'm gonna say it again.. wow! that would be the most sincere thing i ever heard so far (i hope so far), sad it was a series on TV and not from a real life moving event that i maybe involved in but at least. :D so, this guy.... i just admire him and his story.... and the way he believes in faith.. he said without it we are nothing. i never look at it like that but he's right. i admire the things he does for the people that really matters to him and for this one person that really answers this question. its what drives him. its the reason for anything and everything he is. just wow! he has a big heart in there, so real.

the thing is, like what i say: shit happens and good shit happens. this guy had all this shit happened to him and he took it pretty well but what would you do if that one thing that answers this question was taken away from you... what now? what would you do? what would drive you now? what would be your reason now? what would keep you going now? its just not fair. sometimes good people don't deserve the shit they are given. its too hurting and too much. i felt scared for him, concerned and as angry and helpless. its just not right. its not understandable. unforgiveable. you don't do that to someone.

ok. i maybe over reacting in this series (as if im not already, haha!) that i just can't stop thinkin of the situation. why?! why does bad things happen to good people? and why does it have to be a big bad thing, that just pushes you to the edge and fills every limit you have left? (nkk-pikon d b? na-nanadya... sinasagad ka...) so exhausting... so draining.... makes you mad and just loose it. well, its not always a happy ending right? and we always need to make room for that, always. but its still not fair. same thing happens to me... i dunno what il become. i'm sure it ain't good.. but before i think of that.... i may want to answer this question first huh? haha. guess i should start.

funny coincidence

well, it happened. twice this week. it happened. from before, did twice. and another and another. from la salle, grey's, veggies and today. just funny! and interesting and happy. some other people say there are no coincidence. please refer: Beneath Buddha's Eyes

if you say so... that would be great. :D i would like to think that there is a reason on anything and everything. we are where we at becoz we had to be here.... i may not know why... but i am here, so il be here. if u wud be here then i would be here... that's not coincidence. is fate?

maybe... i dunno. but its there. one way or the other, you cannot deny it. it happens.

gamer wannabe

im scared and brave enough to admit it. if i loose this in the end, im sure gonna be sad. ok, il

probably cry. its been a while since the last time i tried this game and i never knew instantly

that i was in it. so how is it? i dnt really know, its been fun the last weeks... i was doing well and i

feel i was. for the last couple of days....... hmmm..... i don't know. my mind is not in it right now. i

dnt even think im myself. i have too much to think about because i just have to. bummer! yah! i

am a looser. i dnt wanna be.... so, if there's a chance of not being the one with the big L in her

forhead, id like that. im not doing very good, im not a very good pretender sometimes especially

when im not focused. i am acting weird about this which i dnt need to. well, its sucks to be me. i

worry this stuff, this game matters to me as much as every other thing going on. im not ok, i

know i am not. im writing it to remind me. so even if i look like i am, dnt need to trust me. i need

a hug. like what i always say whenever i feel like im fading and being blown away. i want to

scream. maybe my brains would fall out and this will all be over. i want to get drunk and

unconscious. so for a moment il forget and go win this the time i get sober. i dnt really know if im

making any sense or have achieved laying out a point, this is not very straightforward.. i am not

being frank and that's just me sometimes. im sad and just wanting to write. today,

was not my day, i lost this day but shit happens and good shit happens, maybe il get my game on

and keep it together for some comeback. i dnt really know..... but i want to try. :D

for the win...

msyadong atang ma-drama, kanta muna: Parokya ni Edgar - Amats

must be crazy

im gonna pretend right now that i cannot express myself by my own words and take use of other people's lines..... so far........

i'm not cynical, i just dnt like to get attached on things that would not last.

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make you sound.......

Marvel at the sight of green fields
amazingly seen
watch the colors of the rainbow
it's a miracle you see
more than all the wonders can be
but there's more than that........

i'm trying here... so' i'm just gonna say it.... i'm scared.

it's funny! i heard myself say it.... its like my body floats and told me: "you idiot!"

ohh. all that i need is you
and all that i ever need.
all that i want to do is hold you forever, forever and ever

and we can build this dream together,
standing strong forever
nothing's gonna stop us now
and if this world runs out of lovers
we'll still have each other
nothing's gonna stop us, nothing's gonna stop us
and we can build this dream together,
standing strong forever
nothing's gonna stop us now
and if this world runs out of lovers
we'll still have eachother
nothings gonna stop us(nothings gunna stop us)
nothings gonna stop us now.

130am

hey! guyz! im here again... will tell you soon to wer iv been and what iv done for the last weeks that im gone.. nweiz, its 130am, ito ngpapatuyo ako ng buhok [kakaligo lng! bakit?! kc gising ako maaga punta ko tarlac] at may friend ako sa ym na may status msg for a quiz [so, why not? i got no better things to do!] sagot din kyo!

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

natapos ko na ung quiz, at nabasa ang results... i like serious guyz?! hinde noh! mali un a! nweiz, medyo tama lht a... ok tong quiz na to! haha! tpos na sana ko kso may link [give me more] so, ito aking kinilik! :D [isa pang test!]

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

hmmmmm... aba! aba! medyo accurate to a! ang galing a! except sa boyfriend part.. sorry wala nun.. ano un?! :D cge nga, ituloy pa ntin... [klik ulit ng give me more]

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

more! more! [haha! nawili!]

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

last na! last! :D

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 45%

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

r.e.g.e

What Rege Means

R is for Refined E is for Enlightened G is for Goofy E is for Extreme

What Does Your Name Mean?

Dr. Doom

Your results:
You are Dr. Doom

Dr. Doom		46%
Juggernaut		42%
Mystique		42%
Apocalypse		41%
Catwoman		40%
Magneto		38%
Riddler		36%
Dark Phoenix		35%
Poison Ivy		34%
The Joker		33%
Lex Luthor		33%
Mr. Freeze		32%
Kingpin		29%
Venom		29%
Two-Face		22%
Green Goblin		18%

Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test

olats!

olats!
olats na kahapon..
olats pa rin ngaun.. :(
ang lungkot!

kahapon,
hinde nman dapat pro ganun e
teka... teka...
naku.. hinde!
can't be!
o hinde!
mali-mali!
erase-erase!
soz. wala un!
no thing.
i don't.
it can't be.
don't have it.

ngaun,
ano nman ang ibig sabihin?
wala na nmang sense
di ko na nman magets!
ang labo!
ang gulo!

napaka-malikhain tlga ng aking isipan minsan hinde ko sya mapigilan....
kahit anong pilit kong ihinto ang kanyang pagtakbo... heto at umaandar pa rin. ano bang problema mo ha? pwede ko bang utusan na lng ang utak ko na matulog? wala kang magawa e! nkk-inis ka na! nang-aano ka e! tigilan mo ko! ur so kulit!

????!!?!?!

i am optimus prime

I AM
73%
OPTIMUS PRIME
Take the Transformers Quiz

I am Optimus Prime.

Optimus Prime is the heroic leader of the Autobots. He is the personification of courage, strength, and integrity. His personal motto is that “Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.”

Like Optimus Prime, you are good by nature. But beware because mischievous thoughts sometimes tempt you. You are inspiring, confident, and a natural leader. The Autobots have chosen well. In addition, you enjoy technology and are aware of the latest trends, but you stick with what works for you.

butthead

told you im not an ass looker! haha!

MY BQ IS 67. WHAT IS YOURS?
The Butt Quiz on FunFlip.com

I'm a Butthead

You have an average BQ and poor buttographic memory.

You can tell the difference between the fanny of a granny and a hot nanny. But what about the difference between a hefty bump and a choice rump? We’re not so sure.