Daddy and me

 

Happy Father's Day Daddy!

rewrite

Once upon a time, i made a short wishlist for two.
Yesterday, i accepted that they were unachievable.
Today, i rewrite.

in your shoes

why are you doing this?
what are you doing?
anything you're looking for?
do you need something?
you do this
it's not funny
you keep sticking around
but like a stranger
i don't understand that
you should go
don't have to be here
go home
you can stop coming back

make it happen

we all develop a certain kind of addiction
we can't seem to let go off
undeniably, we became dependent to that certain idea
like an inception
and we wait
we wait until we satisfy the addiction
we all wait for something
guess, it's hard not to
there's always a number of reason why we should wait
by numbers, it's a winner
no wrong in waiting
we should take all the time we need
yet we can't forget
the addiction
like a cancerous disease
it creeps up on us
we can always choose to not wait
change plans
do a rewrite
make it happen

amazing race

since madalas di ko naman maintindihan si Sir
at for sure wala naman paliwanag kay google
minsan nagtatanong din ako
sa ibang tao
malay ko kung sila may explanation
may times kc na kailangan mo nun eh
anyway, tingin ko kasi magkaugali sila sa parts na yun
baka magkakilala sila nung past life nila (haha)
sabi nya, wag ko naman daw i-off. wag naman akong maging cold.
masakit din daw sa knila kasi invested din sila kahit papano at kung pareho nga sila ng iniisip...
ginagawa nila yun dahil isa pala itong unahan.
kesa maunahan pa raw sila sa paglayo.
hmmm.
medyo malabo ang intindi ko dun pero parang malinaw na rin.
parang ngayon mas nagets ko na sya kahit papano.
may race pala akong nasalihan at huling-huli na ko
pero kung ganun hahayaan ko na lang siya ngayon
ang finish line naman ay start line din
so dito lang muna ako tatambay.
maniwala man sya o hinde,
wala akong lakad.
malinaw yan a. ;)

mahabang jeepney ride

Sira ang LRT
kaya nauwi sa jeep
byaheng Gil Puyat - Monumento
P20 na pala ang bayad
nagmamadali sana ako makarating ng bahay
pero hinde
andami ko pa sana gagawin
pero hinde
nakinig ako ng radyo para maiba
inabutan ko si Jojo
Si Jojo ay isang guest sa Boys Night Out
sawi sa pag-ibig ang kwento niya
ngayon sikat na sya
laftrip tong si Jojo
may matutunan ka rin sa kanya kahit papano
well ganun lang talaga ang buhay
minsan sira ang LRT ang choice mo ay mag-jeep
minsan magiging radio DJ ka at
taga-payo sa lab kahit hirap ka mag-english
minsan wala ka lang magawa at maiisipan mong tumawag sa radio station para magpacute lang o baka magpapansin
kung ano man ang dahilan para sa mga bagay bagay
wala na tayo dun
gawin mo na ang gusto mong gawin
minsan ayoko ng rin isipin
pigilin natin, paka-busy ka
mag generate ka ng sarili mong fun sabi nga ni Ramon Bautista
itulog mo o kaya itweeter mo si Jojo
sure, wala yan.

(Sa sobrang kaantokan ko kagabi, di ko pala napublish. Wala kong nagawang assignment at late na ko ngayon. Haha.)

May fun sa mahabang jeepney ride.

"Pride goes by if buried, six feet under the ground"

drowning

everytime i breathe
i take you in
and my heart beats again
maybe i can't help it
i keep on drowning in your love

everytime i try to rise above
i'm swept away by love
maybe i can't help it
i keep on drowning in
your love.

ridiculous

i'm not sure why i get a teary feeling when going to church
maybe because i know exactly what im going to say
exactly like the last time
i hope to be discussing something else
but i already know that's not gonna happen
it get's boring after a while
i know
like an annoying broken record
or talking to a mirror
that's why i stop asking a long long time ago
and live it be
focus on being thankful
but then again,
still, i get so emotional.

a normal life

wake up at 8
business office by 10
lunch at 12
second office at 5
out by 9
random gimiks, 10 onwards
bed by 1
weekends at home
tv on saturdays
chores on sunday
internet in between
photos and artworks
movie time with family
accoustic session with sis
hangout with friends
occassional roadtrips
polaroids with lover
the coolest wedding ever
cozy home
interior design decisions
2-3 kids
n grand kids
and a classic family picture
why not?



all i ask and pray for is
a chance on a normal life.
i can do the rest.

skip train

on that ledge behind the yellow line
i wait
for the next train to take me
sometimes i even make a run for it
or choose to missed it
what i hate is when it skips
passes right by and ignores me
once
twice
sometimes more
i don't know when
i don't know why
or how long
be patient
it's annoying
but that's his job
the train has to skip
skip skip skip
until it doesn't
until it's ready to take me
so i learned to take the moment
forget everything
and enjoy the short ride,
after the long wait
unfair but i get used to it
just like every ordinary passenger.