wow!

present life menu.

information overload. all the post that i happen to prefer to read today just got cheezier and cheezier... one after the other... went to friendster and its the same thing.... soz! and who am i blaming??! (e click ako ng click) damn! (curiosity killed me again again) wat is it with this nyt? i thought i can rest my brains for a bit and stop thinkin... now, my brains are on fire. cnt help but wonder... sigh. now, i dnt know how i feel about it... is it misery? is it hate? is it frustration? is it doubt? is it bitterness? wow! all negative ah.... that's bad. tsk tsk tsk. i cn't believe this. im suppose to be happy 4 u. why can't mine be like anybody else'? im confused. mktulog kaya ako? ano na naman to? repeat performance? dejavu?

rewind life menu.

bakit nga ba ganyan? sna iba na lng ang nangyari? bat di mawala sa isip ko? naisip ko na naman nung friday... i had a delayed realization.. gabi na nung naluha ako... ang lungkot. shot me. then u said, tama ka! ang saya. sna nga next time ulit, friend. sorii... i thought i already had it done. pro cguro hinde.. and im suppose to be happy 4 us too. the finality turn:
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iconpool (1:07:42 PM): ei, may question ako syo...
(1:08:20 PM): yup fire
iconpool (1:08:49 PM): so, nagkkiilangan na tyo noh?
(1:09:21 PM): : l
(1:09:26 PM): huh?
(1:09:29 PM): y u ask?
iconpool (1:09:52 PM): tingin ko lng...
(1:10:35 PM): ah eh...
(1:10:38 PM): eerrrrrr...
(1:10:43 PM): medyo...
iconpool (1:11:03 PM): can i ask why?
iconpool (1:11:22 PM): pro if u dnt wanna talk bout it ok lng..
iconpool (1:11:34 PM): naiisip ko lng...
(1:13:51 PM): ...
iconpool (1:14:13 PM): gusto ko lng malaman if ok k.. naisip mo na ba next days?
conpool (1:14:19 PM): nweiz,di... sorry if i ask..
(1:14:30 PM): hindi hindi hindi
iconpool (1:14:34 PM): la nman..
(1:14:55 PM): i just cant put it to words
(1:14:56 PM): ...
(1:14:57 PM): ...
(1:14:58 PM): haay, pano ba?
iconpool (1:15:04 PM): yoko na lng gawan ng big deal to..
iconpool (1:15:04 PM): we decided to just be friends.. and that's it. we're ryt. alam nting ginagawa ntin.
iconpool (1:16:18 PM): la lng.. ewan ko... di ko lam... ang gulo.
(1:16:55 PM): ako din, pero wala naman mgbabago dba?
(1:16:59 PM): :D
iconpool (1:17:23 PM): wala nga ba? okei ba tyo?
iconpool (1:18:53 PM): friends naman tyo b4 at present at bukas?!
(1:19:21 PM): eh
(1:19:25 PM): eh.. mas magulo pag hinde.
iconpool (1:19:03 PM): di cguro.. everybody got worried too much lng for me..
iconpool (1:20:33 PM): sbi ko sa knila.. di ka pa naman ganun kaimportante sa buhay ko... (tears, basa na ung keyboard)
iconpool (1:20:37 PM): :)) haay, bakit ba ksi..
iconpool (1:20:48 PM): close friends lng tyo d b? we always say we are..
(1:20:49 PM): :))
(1:20:54 PM): yup
(1:21:34 PM): sa lhat tlga ng girls ikaw ung pinaka kaclose ko :D
(1:21:57 PM): ikaw ung pinaka madaming alam about me
iconpool (1:22:40 PM): ;)
(1:22:40 PM): ikaw lang tlga ung nakakaalam...
(1:23:40 PM): alam mo un... ikaw na,nun pa..
(1:24:10 PM): truth or dare.. valentines... :D nahihiya nga ako syo e...
iconpool (1:24:11 PM): aah... mas nahiya naman ako.. hehe.. wow! pro naging msaya naman tyo.
iconpool (1:25:12 PM): o ayan okei na tyo??!
(1:25:24 PM): pero im happy na it all went well :)
(1:25:49 PM): yeah
(1:25:54 PM): wala na ilangan ha?
(1:25:59 PM): hehehehe:))
iconpool (1:26:00 PM): wala na po...
iconpool (1:26:04 PM): ;)
iconpool (1:26:52 PM): haaay...
iconpool (1:27:07 PM): grabe...
iconpool (1:27:11 PM): hirap nun ah.. ayoko na ulitin to.. sana tapos na to.. sana nga friends tyo. sna totoo tong sinasabi ko... :)
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future life menu.

Please fill in the blanks. blank is to infinity.. i really dunno. i dnt wna think ahead anymore, i never did again since rewind life menu. im just tryin to go with present life menu for now... i dunno when/if things will swing but im still up for it. =) sbi nga ng etc, its all good. wink*


**leia, lam ko.. malungkot ka.. at di makakatulong to pra sumaya ka... pro at least.. d b? may iba ka ng iisipin! lam mo ba yan? mula nun til today.. hinde d b? and that my friend was the greatest performance of my life. gano na katagal? di ko naman sna ma-break ung rec sa present life menu... nweiz, san ka man ngaun, lam ko naman may matutunan ka... at kaya mo yan. kaya ko e. isipin mo na lng un. sbi mo, gusto mo itigil ang mundo... e hinde mangyayari un.. gusto mo, balikan ung rewind life menu, di rin pwede iedit un.. payo ko? sulitin mo na lng ung present life menu... ano man ang mangyari. at mgwish ka pra sa future life menu.... isipin mo masaya... kantahin mo ung kanta ni sitti. hihi. Ö
**ta yeng, u see.. may save din ako msgs.. hehehe.. Ü