just what i needed

just what i needed. its only 6 days to go before my much awaited almost a week vacation at the island of bora bora and then this... naman! footch! tsa naman tlga o...



just what i needed. a zit at the center of my body..... u know, 1 inch... under the bra line.. footch! it hasn't pop itself out... and im not even excited about that, although i want to so, it already healed itself before i show it off at bora.. footch tlga! anong sasabihin ko? design yan? hena bagong edition! prang vista... hinde pa msyado perfect kaya kala mo tigyawat...



just what i needed. more problems at work... even if its very critical for me leaving for a week, given this kiosk project... what can i do? i need this break.. if i dnt take it, i think im gonna go crack and i really mean it. my stress level for working? to infinity and beyond.... beside the fact, im exhausted and tired with career identity crisis balancing with financial stability.... (no, im not gonna leave anytime soon, i need this work more than you can imagine unless of coarse given an undeniable offer, nweiz i promise to do it with warning) i need this break. trust me.



just what i needed. more reality from home... had the realization then a conversation for the future this weekend.... im just turning 24 and i think i should really start planning for the family coz im all they got. actually me and my sister.. but it always falls down to me at some point. u know bills, the house, the stuff inside the house, the lot, the car, the insurance, the memorial plan, the retirement, the everything for the future moving forward plan. feel like screaming after i listed them all. feel like time will just come by me and pass with all this goals for them. with what i am now, this is gonna be too hard and i never been more concern when i asked them where are we on this plans? we are nowhere. seriously, i dnt like my dad right now. i've got a very irresponsible dad lately, i get mad at him just by seeing him doing nothing. u just dnt know....



just what i needed. why do i think im also one of the few who has more sad blogs than happy ones? im feeling that right now, as i blankly stare at this blog while i type every instant thought that comes out in me. makes me even more sad, though i dnt wanna be..... i always smile. u know me..... used to be always happy.



off topic. saturday, saw yu again. first person i set eyes on.. haay... bat k ba ganun?!! sakit ka sa ulo ko... ayoko kitang isipin. shu! sbi nga ni shenne: "dinadaan ko na lng sa galit..."