what rege means

What Rege Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

whatchatink guyz? true? true? honestly, its pretty accurate. ganto ba ko? huy... ano? ito ba ko?
oist! be nyc!

ok i get it

omg! i finally got it. [no, im not talking about the prev post, this is a different thing] after a long time of contemplating and observing... i finally got it. if maybe you've heard of the lines, "its not it.. its just not it. you know?" i know what it means now. its just not it. ryt! it's that simple.

slow? well yea. you can say that. i guess, my brain cannot accept what it meant therefore i cannot understand what was it trying to tell me before all this. signs were all pointing in one direction and that direction only and i still miss the turn. [anong klaseng katigasan ba kc ng ulo ito? haha] it was obvious. it was right in front of my face. it was there and i was really dumb. haha.

wow.. took me all this time... hey, life is full of surprises. you'll never know what you'll gonna get. i told me so. yah, ok. did it again, never learned.... so, ahm.. final words..

therefore i should make some changes. change is good. it's positive. it's a fresh start. and.. where do i start? hmmm.. tricky question. haha! soz, i can figure this out. i can do this. [yea]

Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday,
Take what you need,
And be on your way and
Stop crying your heart out

see.. i get it.

estudyante blues

hinde ko maintindihan kung bakit sa tinagal-tagal ng panahon ay wala nman ngbago? ang labo. pinahihirapan na nman ang lahat... this is madness. this is unfair. bullsh*t, lam nyo un? bullsh*t. kalokohan. kung may pt. man msyado atang maliit pra makita ko.. lam ko singkit ako pro 20/20 'to noh, hinde ako bulag. takte, pointless.

tanong... bakit kailangan pang mg-msg ng ganun? bakit kailangan pa sabihin ang mga bagay na un? bakit pa dapat ipaalala ung mga un? bakit pa dapat ipilit? bakit pa kailangan pag-usapan? problema mo??!

wala akong ginawang masama... hinde yan totoo. kung dahil wala akong ginawa e pra un sa lahat... sa ikatatahimik ng lhat. pra sa nanggugulo at pra shempre skn. alam mo na yan, di na kailangan imemorize yan. na-tuldukan na.

sakit sa ulo. nakaka-asar at nakaka-inis e. ayoko na sanang magsalita pro hinde e.. hinde ko mapatawad. matagal na ko ng-give-up intindihin, akala ko ayos na at ako ang makaka-isa ngaun.. pro ano nman 'to? ayoko. hinde ako mglalaro.

this is not about work or anything like it.
FYI.

the first time

there is always a first time...

1. 1st time you tried smoking - 1st yr hs, ust field

2. 1st alcoholic drink you had - san mig light, coby's bar dapitan

3. 1st time you entered a bar - 1st yr hs, coby's bar dapitan

4. 1st award you received - kinder 2, 2nd honor

5. 1st hero - shera?!

6. 1st time you were sent to the principal for disiplinary actions - not the principal, more of a college dean. 3rd yr college; my phone ring during an exam

7. 1st goal you accomplished - hmmm.. to place in a dance competition, 3rd place

8. 1st crush - Robert Mesa, grade 1

9. 1st person who gave you flowers - 1st yr college, long stem rose on vday, JB Cabig

10. 1st official boyfriend - aahm.. next question.

11. 1st record you bought - backstreet boys by the backstreet boys, tape pa yan!

12. 1st musical instrument you learned to play - the piano, 3 yrs of lessons

13. 1st local concert you watched - hmmm.. as in concert? wala ata.

14. 1st celebrity you saw in person - uhmm.. can't really remember, closest i can remember is sandy andolong (asawa ni christopher de leon) sa makati medical

15. 1st tv show you really liked - sesame street [mas nauna ko dun kesa batibot]

16. 1st book you bought - R.L Steins, Trapped, 2nd yr hs

17. 1st sport you played - volleyball

18. 1st sleepover - hmm... college na ata e..

19. 1st terrible fight - wow.. uhm.. can't remember what age. bsta batuhan ng silya....

20. 1st inaanak - uhm... of the inaanak that i know of: JP dela Cruz, 10yrs ago..

21. 1st debut attended - ate lenlen's debut.. [cousin]

22. 1st bestfriend - Patricia.. something.. hehe. Kinder 1

23. 1st wedding you attended - tito jun's [flower girl]

24. 1st person who greeted you in your recent birthday - JB Cabig, thanks jb! like always..

25. 1st friend in friendster - wow! ahm.. Leia Nagal? haha!

26. 1st cellphone - Ericsson, one liner model fone.

27. 1st collection - old coins, [shiny coins]

28. 1st time you saw a ghost - not yet, not wishing

29. 1st song you memorized - mga kababayan ko - Francis M or Humanap Ka ng Panget - Andrew E, haha!

30. 1st friend in college - hmmm... if not counting the ones from hs classmates, Jomar Manalang

31. 1st friend in the office - Deng something. haha! Antico Manila, 04

32. 1st expensive gift you had or give - one i had: a cellphone frm my uncle, one i give: a cellphone for my sister

33. 1st expensive gift you received except from your parents - a cellphone frm my uncle

34. 1st naughty stint - Kinder 1, asked my classmates to step at our juice drinks and spill the juice

35. 1st failure in the report card - College, Math 101B?!

36. 1st starbucks experience - can't remember when in hs

37. 1st terrible fight with Mom - dunno what age, binato nya ko silya.

38. 1st thing you bought for yourself on your 1st salary - adidas sports watch [fiber glass strap, transparent, water-proof,very stylish]

39. 1st out of the country trip - US trip, with Shen and Janice. Antico Manila, 07

40. 1st person you slapped in the face - no one YET!

what a small small small world

this is what i hate about being here... everybody knows everybody.. not that i dnt like that and i am a sore loner of this earth. [hahaha!] no. i was successful in avoiding certain people that i am seeing now. what are the chances of bumping into them around this place? [pretty large, i guess!] and do i like that?! yes?!! why?! because it's involuntarily making me a bad person [not that i 'm not already] haha! yep. so u see, im not the victim here. they are! [it's a long story!]

i was walking around and they pass by me. as i was staring blankly walking, he called my attention and i saw her shocked, she stop for a while, hold his polo and instantly hide behind him. [problema nya?] so, i smiled and waved at them, hi! [just for kicks!] then walked away. [saya! sarap minsan manadya!] whoa! what a reaction! they have no idea that there will be lots of that in the future. we are under one roof. [they dnt know that!] maybe someday, we all have lunch together. i came by to their office one time but my friend [their ofycmate] refuse to encourage my plan of meeting them again. am i scary?! haha!

anyway, enough with them and on to the next topic:
1) i just found out that my new seatmate is with the same batch of my ex-seatmate
2) my new friend is the sister of my former ofycmate
3) my other new friend is a close friend of my other former ofycmate
4) my other other new friend is an ex of my close friend in hs-college
5) my other other other new friend is friends with my former ofycmate barkada and i already met that person
6) two former seniors from my former office is here
7) one of my new batchmate is actually my lower batch in college
8) i just bump with one of my batchmates at the elevator
9) i just saw one of my elem berks at the parking lot
10) i just saw three of our biz clients around the block
11) i bump with my former ofycmate twice. one instance, we were wearing almost the same thing
12) i saw my other former ofycmate eating ice cream
13) i saw my other other former ofycmate pass by me at the mall
14) i saw my other other other former ofycmate down at the MRT line
15) i always see one of my acquaintance[we are not close, my sister's former ofycmate] along the side walks

am i meant to be here or what? :D so far, these are what i know. what do i do when this happen: two things. either i make them see me or not. it depends... yes. i avoid people sometimes, so what?! it's a free country.

ace hardware

hinde ko tlga mapigilan ang pag-ngiti... hehe... ewan ko ba.. nkkpagod na nga e.. muka na rin akong baliw... pro nk-ngiti pa rin ako at tila hinde napapagod ang aking pisngi at nung isa kong dimple sa paglitaw. hano ba to? hinde nman ako gan2 kninang umaga... pro may hinde rin akong napigilan gawin kninang umaga. may 1wk pa kong nalalaman 1day cguro.. hahhaa... grabe di nkpgtiis.... 1 araw lng... tsk tsk

ngiisip.. nglalakad ako nung biglang... waaaaaah! wala akong nagawa e... na-shock.. napa-iling... ngtaka... napasabi ng huwaaaaat?!!?! eh.. eh.. eh.. tumingin tingin sa relo ng ilang beses hanggang napagod ang mata... un na!

ang haba ng nilakad ko a.. ang init pa kc kaka-bagyo lng... tumutulo na ang pawis ko.. masakit na ang paa ko. un ba ang dahilan kaya ko nglakad? kaya ko pinili lakarin ang mga lakad ko... pra sa saktong segundo n un andun ako? pwede nman kc ako naaga sana or mas ngtagal pa pro hinde... infairness, cguro reward un. magaling! magaling! magaling!

pwede ko rin nman hinde isipin 'to pro pinili kong isipin.... haha! pwede nman hinde ko na pki-alaman pro hinde ako paawat... d bale, minsan lng nman to mangyayari sa buhay buhay... di nman araw-araw pasko kaya sabi nga ng isang commercial: "give in!"

kung ikaw ay masaya, pumalakpak ka... clap! clap! clap!
rege is woot! :0

slammer

whoa! its been more than 30 days since my last blog. huwaw! i dnt know if i was busy or i just lost the initiative of doing it because i know it will be yet another sad entry... too much drama. so, watap for the last more than 30 days? hmmm... let's see where do i start?

ok for starters, i just lost my job. :D im out. im done. i've had it. im finished. its over. kaput! nothing. zero. kapeesh? hahaha.. i think u got it.

i know the biggest question there was why?! but im gonna keep that private. ......for now, haha! hard to have a lot of readers out there, they can get too crazy sometimes. nweiz. so i left the firm that i grew up with for more than 3yrs now, 3yrs 10mos to be exact on the same day i was hired.. day 28 of the month. well its not july. it was last april. huwaw! sakto.. not that i plan it or anything... ngkataon lng...

more than that, i left the people i am really close with. damn! here's the mushy part. well, definitely yes, will sure miz 'em. oo! at oo tlga! haha! i was never good at saying goodbye's so i didn't really said that when i was leaving. never liked when the other peeps left. gets me sad 100% of the time. i know i know i will still see them, pro syempre iba pa rin..... iba e.. iba kmi e.. for almost 4yrs... pare, mahirap un! sabi nga ni uri, prang pkkpag-relasyon lng yan e.. takte! ang sakit! [this goes to the team] other than that..... let's say i already moved on. i am hover. :)) haha!

so what i did on my last days?
may 28.
ate lunch at cookbook. nice pasta, nice place gino.
picture sa ofis.
exit interview with len.
last turnovers.
supposedly movie nyt at rockweel ng 21
ang tagal ko kc.. so.
night out at coco cabana. sunset tequila ba un?
left about 12am

may 30.
half-day, complete requirements
more pictures sa ofis.
pictures with shen.
dinner at Max's
rant over dinner.
poker nyt, kidnap.
left about 1am

june 5.
after work, dinner
antico berks at chili's til 12:30am
old friends laiterong uri, lampayatot na yeng.
mezza nyt
aeger bomb [redbull plus i dunno shot]
slammer [i dunno beer plus tequila shot]
hinde gabz, kmi tlga ung gumagalaw. kmi!
ulit? ulit?


ang saya!