here goes

..nothing.

im not prepared 4 ds... bt im willin to try n c wher wil ds go. im xctd n worried. wish me luck! in case il freeze.. damn! then i guess, earth can swallow me. haha! im scared. heartbeat racing by the second as i watch and hear it tick. involuntary grin. unstoppable imagination. im in panic. i just brought chaos in my head. and my voice? testing... 1 2 3. how do i do this? well, just deal with it. breathe. attempted walking for fresh air... but then bam! time's up. shock came over me. ran. look myself in the mirror and reset my mind. listen and face what is needed to be done. excruciating moments of paranoia, excitement and worry as i sit on the coach. what the hell?! i can do this and im not hopeful. im gonna enjoy the nyt and that's all there's to it. period.

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