fever

now is not really a good time to be getting a disease
i shouldn't have this virus
im not a big fan of meds
unlike my parents who enjoys giving them to me
because of this conflict
most likely, im gonna be stuck here for a while
well, it's been a long time since the last time
so, im trying to enjoy the so called "break"
working on and off times
staying quiet and silent
listening to music
sitting still off a plastic chair
observing the world

song of songs

4:9 You have stolen my heart, my sister, my bride; you have stolen my heart with one glance of your eyes, with one jewel of your necklace.

I don't really remember much about verses until this one. And i can't deny the fact that it reminds me about a song i like. ;)

1754 km

i remember a time when i was growing up,
in a really small home built by my father
few plants, big tree
couple of pigs and chickens around
a rusty "poso" and pails
running with my cousins to the town plaza
playing hide n seek under the moonlight
going in and out of our neighbors' houses
everyday, was that simple
which a part of me wishes to go back to
would love to just walk to school
would wanted to be teacher in that place
put up a sari-sari store
marry and start a family in the same community and grow old in it
just like the same stories we hear from several provinces and several cultures
there's nothing wrong in having a much much simpler life
as long as you're happy and complete.

4:15

Actually kanina pa kong 4:15 nagpapanggap na natutulog, iniisip ko bakit ako gising or hindi inaantok. Since masyadong maaga at may ilang oras pa lng nung humiga ako dito sa sofa, hindi ako bumangon. Haay aantukin ako nito mamaya eh, feeling zombie na naman ako. Pumikit ako, gumilid, umakap sa unan at nag-attempt muli. Fail. Nagrepeat lang yung steps na yun hanggang 5:00. Epic Fail. O cge fine, try nating umupo. Ayos ng bentilador, unan ulit. Di na ko pumikit kasi feeling ko, mas ok kung babagsak na lang ang mga mata ko sa antok, kaso hindi nangyari. Antagal kong nakipagtitigan sa sahig hanggang nagising na si Mommy. 5:30 suko na ko wala ng mangyayari sakin nito. Kumuha na ko ng tubig para sa kape, bukas ng kalan, kumuha ng baso, gatas, asukal, kutsyarita at shempre kape. Nag-check ng pwedeng kainin sa ref, may parang cupcake na may kagat na, malamang si Daddy. Balik sa sofa, di pa rin masyadong gumagalaw. Pagkaraan ng ilang segundo, minuto. Oh well, gising na ko eh. Twitter. Yan! bumilis-bilis ang oras, 6:00. Parang feel ko magsulat kaya ito, 6:31. After 4 days, papasok na ko ulit --- pedicab, jeep, bus, mrt, jeep tapos jeep, mrt, lakad then bus, jeep, pedicab. 6:56

hello stranger

hey you
how are you?
you awake? busy?
how's your day?
the new toy?
how's my english? haha.
it's late.
we should sleep.
good night weirdo.

nagsimula ang lahat nung biyernes

surprise!!!
kulang pala ang natutunan ko sa girl scout
hindi ako handa dun
hindi nman ako nagwalkout o ano
nung bigla syang dumating
aaminin kong naiiyak ako
sabay concentrate sa computer para wag bumagsak ang baka bumagsak
wala akong sinagot sa mga tanong nya
wala rin akong kinomment
wala akong nasabi
ayoko ang mga nangyari
pati nung nakasalubong nmin sya ulit
pero sino ba naman ako para masunod tungkol sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ko?
alam ko na to eh
birthday gift nya cguro sakin
infairness
tingin ko kinaya ko naman maging maayos
hanggang makauwi ng 3am
gumana ang auto-ignore
Sabado, Linggo, Lunes ok pa rin
tapos dumating ang Martes ng habagat
yun!
bakit ba nman kasi Universe?
lagi mo na lang akong hinahamon
panandalian lang akong hindi nagpatalo
hindi rin nakatiis, sabi ko nga
para kang isang Gary V song
"Nandyan ka na naman..."
ang labo ko din eh
ang labo!!!!!
pero maraming maraming salamat sa saya na parang walang nagbago ngunit gaya ng nakasanayan,
kailangan ko isipin na isa syang commercial break
na matatapos din paglipas ng mga araw
mawawala din sya ulit
ang life cycle naming dalawa.

mahirap tlga iwasan ang di mo gustong iwasan
pero hindi naman sya cguro impossible.

malabo ba?

yan ang linya ni ces.
napagkatikatihan ko mag marathon kagabi este kaninang madaling araw
ng mga pelikulang kinapulutan ko ng mga aral
parang review ganun
madami kasing nangyari nitong lumipas na linggo
eh baka kc nagkalimutan na
mabuti yung pina-aalahanan mo yung sarili mo minsan
aba! matanda na tyo para bumagsak noh
di na kaya ng oras, pera at nito
kaya ikaw Regina, makinig ka ha!
matatapos mo to with flying colors. ;)

Quotes from Batman

when you've heard a lot from the "man behind the mask", it gets harder to choose the most memorable ones. ;)

1. I'm not scared. I'm angry.
2. Secret identities are important - it protects who you are and the ones you love.
3. You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain. I can do those things. Because I’m not a hero.
4. I'm whatever Gotham needs me to be.
5. Because sometimes the truth isn't good enough. Sometimes people deserve more. Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.

new kids

the kids today are getting smarter and smarter
and i don't know if that's a good thing or not
i feel that they are getting smarter for the less important reasons
maybe because this is the world present to them today
can't fully blame them
i turn to their parents and older siblings too
it always bothers me to watch them
and i don't think i will get use to it
most of them don't act their age
i don't understand their priorities in life
mainly their take on fashion and language
i believed most of them embraced too much the idea of "living young wild and free"
that they're too selfish to really care about anything other than the things they want to do now.

but of coarse, that's what i think
i live in a different time.

help

ok, that was called my caught unaware moment
but will do better next time
promise.

well, it's completely a different celebration for me this year
i know it always rain on my birthday,
but it got carried away this time.

then..
i called for help
it's a surreal feeling to instantly received an answer and answers
i honestly didn't know how to respond
everything became overwhelming after
and my silence broken
for a short while, i replayed what it was like,
i miss that
and i seriously appreciate it.

john lloyd vs robin padilla theory

ang tunay na babae at lalake
alam ang john lloyd vs robin padilla theory
di ko makakalimutan ang araw na to.
;)

lh 0803

You fit someone's ideals so perfectly that it's hard to believe. This person's afraid of falling in love with you, for fear that you might disappear.

(well, as that person can see. i'm here.)

from the movie Last Night

I liked the movie.

It has a realistic lesson to teach.

I'm reminded a lot, again.
I'm not insane.

There are many defining parts that I enjoyed.

Many defining lines too.

Honestly, to be in that storyline is hard. 

I don't think i can.

But i'd go for Alex's character.

The Lesson: "Be smart. Keep it as it is."

lab 101

There is a huge difference between a love story and a story about love.
Everyone should choose the later.
If you can't picture the idea, this is why you should watch 500 Days of Summer.
A lot of people dislike and avoid this movie.
Well, you shouldn't.
There's a lot of things you'll learn about love until your dying days.
A good start, is a story about it.