help

ok, that was called my caught unaware moment
but will do better next time
promise.

well, it's completely a different celebration for me this year
i know it always rain on my birthday,
but it got carried away this time.

then..
i called for help
it's a surreal feeling to instantly received an answer and answers
i honestly didn't know how to respond
everything became overwhelming after
and my silence broken
for a short while, i replayed what it was like,
i miss that
and i seriously appreciate it.