mukang guilty

i owe a friend this post(well, a part of this post) so that she can read my side of the story about the other night. hehe. well, the truth is i dnt have much anything to say. uv seen it all. u were there. i had fun and i had fun. lam mo na un. hehe. i enjoyed the night although i was really sleepy before that. i wanna thank you for that very very nice comment and pleasant reaction. sorii, i really didn't notice. mukang guilty nga kc cguro kaya NR. haha! so, this was about the other day.

today.... if someone asked me how was i 2-3hrs ago. sasabihin ko.. "wag mo muna ko kausapin, bad trip ako." bad3p tlga! hmp!!! nako.. nkk-inis! gs2 kong sumigaw. obviously, i went home earlier than expected coz i just can't stand staying at the office anymore. not that i hate being there.. may issue lng and everyone is tense and paranoid and i can't be with them any longer. too much negativity and i dnt wna hear it. it's doesn't really help and ease anything. so, why bother ur brain thinkin? dnt get me wrong, i understand. i just think that sometimes, people should learn how to keep things to themselves.

nweiz... that was one thing why i was bad3p. the other thing was.. about this weekend. my friends and i were planning this trip for the long weekend since i dnt know when.. hehe. and unfortunately there was a final change of plan this lunch time that screwed everything. of coarse, i understand. i just got really frustrated and sad. i really wanted to go. in fairness, there was of coarse numerous attempts to come up with alternates... i, of coarse is still interested kc nkpg-paalam na ko.. galit na kmi ng kapatid ko... ng-cancel na ko ng lakad at ready na kong maging pasaway. hehehe.... (tigas ulo ko noh?) so ituloy na dapat. but then every plan was being scratch. wooo! nkk-inis tlga... nkk-pikon. honestly, minsan lng ako ma-irita... at ma-pikon kya pag nangyari un.. malamang totoo. ayoko tlga ng malabong usapan. i did loose my patience for a couple of seconds during lunchtime and that's just me being me in the situation. during our afternoon break, i already given up and stayed quiet after sometime. i already lost my excitement. masaya sna... haaayz... there are things better not knowing. (mukang guilty. hmp! reg! hmp!)

like i said, i went home earlier. i ran with my other office friend and maybe he notice i was sad. sabi nya... "i-inom na lng ntin yan..." i smiled.. and thought... "tama ka... cge bukas."

well, that was hours ago. i calm down after i ate KFC and now, while watching 3 dads and 1 mom.