why prolong the agony?

i just had a nyc bonding moment with my long-time friend from college last saturday night. after work (yes, i came in) i took the liberty of having fun and unwinding. and what is the one thing that makes me unstress? movie! (i have to admit that KFC and 3 dads & 1 mom was my other options specially weekdays, which i did) we watch pineapple express. perfect! it was damn funny! you have to watch. after movie, there are many things we've talked about and i missed that about us. we realize over our conversations that there were a lot of other things why we were friends. shet, BFF? =p

nweiz, so why the title? i just realize that i've really changed or is changing in making decisions in my life. i do feel that sometimes i feel like im trying to get so many things done coz i have to. which worries me like you can never imagine. like im in a hurry. why prolong the agony? i hate waiting sometimes. i get tired, i get bored. i feel time is being wasted on things i dnt really wanna do or should nt do at all. simple as that. i always believe that it is always a yes or a no. nothing in between. even when unsure there's still a bigger side and we know it. we just dnt wanna say. im becoming more and more decisive in diff aspects of my life and i think, is a good thing. what im saying is if its something i have to do or im sure i will do one way or the other. i do it. i say, why not? its gonna be sometime right? so why not today? hehe. how soon is now? how far is near? sabi ng friend ko. "di ka nman si darna!"

well of coarse, im not perfect. and i dnt make the right decisions all of the time but then that's life. it should suck sometimes. i could be wrong every now and then. people can hate me. il make it up and will say im sorry. haha! like i always say: good shit happens. so, need not to be scared. why prolong the agony? if it happens, it happens. i should not worry. why make life miserable when its already too challenging living it? life is too short, why so serious? haha! move if you have to. make it happen. but we shouldn't be too hard on ourselves. i know, im not d same fan of the long-term planning committee lately for the past years specially on one topic in our lives (and what could that be?! hmmm!) and i think that's just fair. we can always be careful in hoping. we dnt wna keep it too high and too low. i choose to just enjoy the moment whatever it is. there's a bigger reason and explanation why we are where we are and we just need to take time to understand it. i choose to be spontaneous and it doesn't mean i dnt care.