Christmas

it's exactly 2 hrs and 14 minutes before Christmas day ends. since, i introduce a bit of anarchy in our household.. it's been celebrated differently. (hehe)

Christmas day is usually just another ordinary day, nothing really special. we are long gone in our dreams when clock strikes 12 but not today. of coarse, thanks to my good acting skills and award-winning performance for a daughter role, my parents bought it. (yes!)

i didn't really asked for something big. i just made an effort to spend time with family. we were singing the whole night while waiting for noche buena. (ehem ehem 98?!!?) i remember... "Stop in the name of Love, before you break my heart....." wahahahaha. i actually ended the song after that line and still 98?!!? (what the?! haha!)

we shared my cooked canton, fried eggs, cake, ice cream, puto bumbong, rice and mawawala ba ang Coke? :D woo sarap!

this mornin', we bring the component outside like we always every year so we can eat n celebrate outside (literally). honestly.... so we can hit the volume louder. (hihi) at first, my dad calls the shots on what will be played until after lunch i was proclaimed DJ. (bwahahaha!) started with dream sounds, slow jams and cool down music.. 2nd set list are the latest RnBs, pop, house mixes and ended with dance retro right before dinner. (haha!) i had a nyc time doing some steps with my sister again. i missed that. (awww)

hit the mic to take some rest. then dinner. then sang again. (adik!!!)

i missed my family. i usually realize that when this kinda day ends. i know iv been always too off specially nowadays or this year... but it didn't really mean anything less for them. i just got older, i guess and they got more older.... and patience is a virtue WE NEED to have. (haha!) like over dinner, just listening to their conversation irritates me once in a while... well, im already in acceptance stage coz iv been hearing them since lunch time. sometimes, i dnt really know which is harder... to be them or to be me? in the end, i ended up smiling.. tellin myself soon, they'll end this phase where patience is a virtue WE DON'T NEED to have. =p

i had a nyc Christmas day at home. with family. hope you are too.
"Christmas is not Christmas without its essence in your life"